"I told her how I felt said 'I need love' , she said we ain't the same cuz I need drugs"
Dedicated to my cousin Tommy Thompson who overdosed 09/19/2017(RIP) and for anyone else who can relate
Intro featuring Tommy Thompson
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LYRICS

-(Verse 1)-

He was fighting demons
I could see it in his eyes that evening
I watched him waste his whole life 
Just gettin high and fiendin
I watched him wanna be alive
And try to find a reason
Then watched him struggle tryna breathe
As we tried to free him
I tried to be a ride or die
Hoping he might believe in
The family values he taught me when I was 9 and he went
And reached into the little pocket that he hides his weed in
And got me high the first time
I wished that I could be
I wish that I could see him
Wish I coulda took his place 
Wish he woulda looked at me that day
But he ain't look the same
See I could never believe in a god
That had him took away
Use the paper in the back
To roll up the weed
And threw the book away
But the way I keep a picture of you just in case
I ever lose my way so they won't say that it was just a waste 
Over my casket see they act like it was just a phase
If u only found the strength to say

-(Hook)-
Hey I need drugs
Can you make it go away
To.make it thru another day
Hey I need drugs
Can u make it go away
Can't have it any other way
Hey I need drugs
Can u make it go away
So sick of feelin outta place
Hey I need drugs
Can u make it go away
No o well I need drugs

-(verse 2)-
She said with a sigh
I never replied
I just spread out a line
While she begged to be high
She said its prolly best if she died
I accept that shes right 
Cuz there's nothing left in this life
And shes always depressed
She wants to press the rewind 
Instead of living on the streets for the rest of her life
But its
All she knows her family left her behind
She chose drugs over love so I'm guessing shes blind
And I told her that I loved her she dont know what that is
But she knows I got the drugs and
That's as low as it gets
All I know about love
It ain't supposed to be this
When we take another hit
That's as close as we get
To having that
Matter fact 
Adam's such an addict that hes addicted to an addict that'll never pass it back
The blackest black
Imagine that 
Two people with two habits thats
Grabbin at the happiness that's trapped up in a plastic bag
Every now and then I'll try again and I'll meet up
Shes still there where I left her when I cleaned up
Same ol addict living life geeked up
Still runnin the race how could I keep up
Look at them and tell me why that can't be us
Instead I went thru hell until I re up'd
Told her how I felt said I need love
She said we ain't the same cuz I need drugs

-(Hook)-
Hey I need drugs
Can you make it go away
To.make it thru another day
Hey I need drugs
Can u make it go away
Can't have it any other way
Hey I need drugs
Can u make it go away
So sick of feelin outta place
Hey I need drugs
Can u make it go away
No o well I need drugs

I Need Drugs

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