ive been waiting this whole week
for your car to show up at my apartment and
float up the stairwell with ur angel wings
its a stupid thing, i know
that its not fair to you
i barely even know you.
but its been getting hard to breathe.
and i wish u were with me.

my brain and body fall to fear,
i am so sick of this shit,
and i am not the pupeteer
i have no control of it
i dig my nails into my arms and legs, 
just to know that they're there.

and i am falling in a void
i am trapped in the abyss
all the light inside destroyed,
why do i even exist.
and ive always felt this way.
but with you i felt okay.

fly
can you teach me how to fly?
can you teach me how to fly far away?
can we leave our bodies today?
can you teach me how to fly?

i dont know, i dont know where ur body ends
i dont know, i dont know where mine begins
(can you teach me how to fly)

can you teach me how to fly?
can you teach me how to fly?
can you teach me how to fly far away?
can we leave our bodies today?
can you teach me how to fly?

can you teach me how to fly?

Some queer scene dead thing freakazoid uwu x3

jamesday shall be upon you when you finally learn what is true:

searching for the little love that is left and holding it up for all to see

i'll be back soon. mostly making art these days: 
https://x.com/_equinox7 and https://bsky.app/profile/equinox7.bsky.social

apparatusseven@gmail.com

(other account: @apparatus771)

can you teach me how to fly?

atomicdiscogirl