drawing of us

thinking of you

love you

i dont want to die

andrew tate type beat

no will to live (ukulele added)

need you (unfinished)

i dont wanna break your heart

love me

sunset

Empty (Ft. BRIEZ)

#sadrap #hiphop #hiphop&lofi #electronic #trap #jazz&blues #blues&rap #lofirap #lofi #cloudrap #hiphop&rap #blues #r&bsoul

now that we dont talk (prod.raspo)

I'm Doing My Best (prod. Raspo)

last song for awhile, personally worked hard on this one and its my fav by far :)
prod by. cxrter
lyrics:
i feel lost inside my soul i feel my heart is burning
look into the mirror i see everyone im hurting
suicidal tendencies i think im fucking learning
that love is real its so surreal yeah my stomachs churning
tell me that you love me while you look into my eyes
ill be grateful when the time has come to my demise
say that im the problem girl  its you that i despise
you broke my heart and stabbed me until i was paralyzed
i gave you my all and i gave you my very best
got so many memories and stuff that i regret
every singe night i stay up in my bed depressed
cheat on me and dump me yeah my whole life is  a test
i wish i found somebody that just loved me just for once 
staring at these pills while im holding on a gun
i used to have friends that liked me now i aint got none
wish i had someone to hangout with maybe just one 

i feel lost inside my soul i feel my heart is burning
look into the mirror i see everyone im hurting
suicidal tendencies i think im fucking learning
that love is real its so surreal yeah my stomachs churning
tell me that you love me while you look into my eyes
ill be grateful when the time has come to my demise
say that im the problem girl  its you that i despise
you broke my heart and stabbed me until i was paralyzed
i gave you my all and i gave you my very best
got so many memories and stuff that i regret
every singe night i stay up in my bed depressed
cheat on me and dump me yeah my whole life is  a test
i wish i found somebody that just loved me just for once 
staring at these pills while im holding on a gun
i used to have friends that liked me now i aint got none
wish i had someone to hangout with maybe just one

Lost.

lyrics: 
yeah, crying and bleeding i struggle in pain
why do i wanna die every day
without you here im never okay
i know your gone but im here to stay
stay up till dawn im feeling depressed
think about you and then i get stressed
i can not sleep yeah i can not rest
give u my wishes i wish you the best
wanna rewind yeah i wanna go back
tell me whats wrong and what do i lack
i thought we dated but we were just friends
why does it happen again and again
look in my eyes girl what do you see
you were the one and we're meant to be
you cut me open and left me to bleed
left me to cry and left me to weep
i really loved you i really tried
until this day i still wonder why
u said forever but u fucking lied
dont wanna die live but i dont wanna die
i really loved you i really tried
until this day i still wonder why
u said forever but u fucking lied
dont wanna die live but i dont wanna die

my reason.

prod by "beats by hills"
lyrics:
I'm losing interest in you girl
you were my everything my world
hope ur okay and ur doing well
you never loved me i can tell
i wanted you but you don't want me
feelings are falling like autumn leaves
told me u love me u wanted to leave
i wanted u, i wanted u with me
why did you have to leave me all alone
don't want nobody to hit up my phone
slitting my wrist and im cutting the bone
hiding my feelings i don't wanna show
staying with u cuz i don't wanna leave
u are perfection i wanted to be
look in my eyes girl what do u see
hand on my neck cuz i cannot breathe
i don't want nobody i want you
are you seeing what i go through
my death is coming i know soon
i wanna be with you please stay boo
why did you have to tell me all these lies
aint coming back yeah this is goodbye
broken apart and you stab with a knife
tell you im good i tell you im fine
why did you have to tell me all these lies
aint coming back yeah this is goodbye
broken apart and you stab with a knife
tell you im good i tell you im fine
why did you have to leave me all alone
don't want nobody to hit up my phone
slitting my wrist and im cutting the bone
hiding my feelings i don't wanna show

my world.

#sadrap #hiphop #hiphop&lofi #electronic #trap #jazz&blues #blues&rap #lofirap #lofi #cloudrap #hiphop&rap #blues #r&bsoul #lofi #lofi&hiphop #lofirap
lyrics:
how can you love me i dont get the point
wanna get high so im smoking a joint
empty thoughts cuz im just a void
just move on i know im annoying
i aint need no one im healing alone
think about you when im hitting the blow
my bedroom is where i call home
we dating but u aint been callin my phone
im always smilling but im always sad
said that im leaving and you were glad
abusive household i hate my dad
member when u left me it was bad
remember when u said that u were leaving
stuck in a time lapse feel like im dreaming
if i was holy then why i see demons
xans in my hand i wont be breathing
dont feel alright
i just wanna vibe
hop in a benz well go for a ride
cuz u told me i was ur ride or die
please dont lie i wanna feel fine
late midnight wed look at the stars
growing together but falling apart
id do anything for us to restart
that wont ever happen im lookin to far

how can you love me i dont get the point
wanna get high so im smoking a joint
empty thoughts cuz im just a void
just move on i know im annoying
i aint need no one im healing alone
think about you when im hitting the blow
my bedroom is where i call home
we dating but u aint been callin my phone
im always smilling but im always sad
said that im leaving and you were glad
abusive household i hate my dad
member when u left me it was bad
remember when u said that u were leaving
stuck in a time lapse feel like im dreaming
if i was holy then why i see demons
xans in my hand i wont be breathing
dont feel alright
i just wanna vibe
hop in a benz well go for a ride
cuz u told me i was ur ride or die
please dont lie i wanna feel fine
late midnight wed look at the stars
growing together but falling apart
id do anything for us to restart
that wont ever happen im lookin to far

Right Place, Right Time.

prod. MELODAYNE #sadrap #hiphop #hiphop&lofi #electronic #trap #jazz&blues #blues&rap #lofirap #lofi #cloudrap #hiphop&rap #blues #r&bsoul #lofi #lofi&hiphop #lofirap #sematary #trap #deathcore #rock #metal
lyrics:
Yeah, look
Remeber the times u told to me leave
U told me u hated me i couldn't breathe
I'm over you i don't want you no more
Coping with music when i was so torn
Fuck all that sad shit dont get me no where
Still got the memories from back then
I don't need love to satisfy me cuz i do it myself now im up on your screen
How come you want me cuz now i got motion
Gave you my love and i gave you devotion
Now that u lovin me cuz of promotion
Life is a rope and the strings are chokin
Yeah
I feel okay without you by my side
Back in 03 when i tried suicide
I got myself don't want u to be mine
Still i be hidin my pain in the night

Yeah, Remember the times i tried to OD
Now that im single im mentally free
Seeing those therapist don't really work
Medication took a turn for the worst
Stay up till dawn i was feeling alone
Music my therapy im on my own
Remember the times i cut to the bone
I lived on the edge and i was so prone
Killing myself i don't see the sun
Imagine i pulled the trigger from the gun
I wouldn't be here to be happy as one
I'm over you now im actually done
Put some respect on my name i aint fake
Rappin that real shit music i make
Turning to drugs when i thought about you
I still be sad but wont come to my doom

Imagination 4

#sadrap #hiphop #hiphop&lofi #electronic #trap #jazz&blues #blues&rap #lofirap #lofi #cloudrap #hiphop&rap #blues #r&bsoul #lofi #lofi&hiphop #lofirap #antipop

Miss U.

Myself. (ft. Eyebagz)

Now That We Don't Talk (ft. Raspo)

Photographic

Space

#sadrap #hiphop #hiphop&lofi #electronic #trap #jazz&blues #blues&rap #lofirap #lofi #cloudrap #hiphop&rap #blues #r&bsoul #lofi #lofi&hiphop #lofirap #sematary #trap #deathcore #rock #metal #hyperpop #alternativerock #grunge #shoegaze

redbull addict

Fresh Breeze

Violet

Inconsistent

River Lake

Love Is Meaningless. (prod. raspo)

two faced love.

Only Yours. (w/BigMike) (ft. ivri)

Pain Never Ends. 17
https://my-store-1032c27.creator-spring.com
RIP WIFISKELETON
RIP LILHAPPYLILSAD
GOTHANGELZ4EVER
HAUNTEDMOUND4EVER

S₳DBØYTRɆY

Popular tracks