
@prod1o 

lyrics:
they call me a loner i stay where its desolate
ill make my own scene im sick of the rest of it
dont know what to do dont know how to leave the few the rest of us
and once its all over there aint nothing left of us
once it get to the end i start getting desperate
im losing my mind i thought that i had someone
thought you were there but turns out you havent been
im standing in place like i was a mannequin
mannequin, my thoughts are just fantasy
i lost my faith in myself, dont know how im supposed to believe
i got what i need, but i can never seem to pick up the pieces
i got what you need, but i can never seem to come to agreements

its fine you wanna stay mad at me
but at least keep it personal stop talking casually
you got what you needed
now you tell me that youre leaving
i missed what i needed
now we cant ever be even
i dont know what is wrong with me
i got burns to the seventh degree
on my mind there are so many pleas
i stay silent cause i cant even speak
lose my grip when you get on my mind
tell me why you would want me to die
analyze how im gonna survive
fantasize i did everything right

they call me a loner i stay where its desolate
ill make my own scene im sick of the rest of it
dont know what to do dont know how to leave the few the rest of us
and once its all over there aint nothing left of us
once it get to the end i start getting desperate
im losing my mind i thought that i had someone
thought you were there but turns out you havent been
im standing in place like i was a mannequin
mannequin, my thoughts are just fantasy
i lost my faith in myself, dont know how im supposed to believe
i got what i need, but i can never seem to pick up the pieces
i got what you need, but i can never seem to come to agreements

mannequin

mannequin (1o)

prod @dep4rted and @bbyazul4k
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ft @iloveallmydogs and @zzjay
🐝
tape with zjay soon XX
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im not gonna type out all these lyrics...
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On the Hillside Path Where Cherry Blossoms flutter

filler track pt3 / leaveme ( ?? )

@zzjay
@100signs
sample - https://soundcloud.com/qxi/eyesore

@catgif
geekin on the couch i might pass out
swerving in a rolls royce moving fast now
smoking hash now 
ur homeboy boutta crash out
yeah u fell off so hard all ur music ass now
ima do my own thing
idgaf what they think
in my cup im sipping pink
pour it all up in my-
yeah ima do my own thing 
idgaf what they think
in my cup im sipping pink
pour it all up in my drink
wtf u want from me
and he steady talking down ima make him bleed
ima smoke this green 
while ur talking thru a screen
i got bands on me 
yeah i hope u find ur peace
yeah yk my pockets filled with green
idgaf abt u ima focus on me, yuh
im 2 faded i cant see
i dont wanna speak........

@zzjay
yea the plane touched down came back
who tf u think i am
bitch i smoke expensive gas
omg im with my twin catgif finna blast
yea ina fuckin coupe and im goin way too fast
rip to screw but im pourin up dat drank
yea i got him so mad cuz im better everyday
yea i  told him aint no way
i ball hard fournier
yo bih wanna fornicate
ion really wannna talk
we been risin to the top
pull up wit a brand new glock
9 tucked wont never be caught
i drop they all gon flock
hit za way too much
i ball way too much
i ball like steven adams
he got problems shoot it at him
dat boy think im smokin mid im rollin thrax
yea walk up in yo crib and i push yo shit back
already told u im wit my twin and we never on lack
yea hunnid thats the gang and im never goin back
yea told him he a

PEACE w/ zjay p. zjay @100signs

and i keep running back to the things i brought 
still tryna hold you close to my arms 
still tryna think of the things i love
felt like a being i wasnt someone
i thought you said the only one
one more screw up and im done
never thought my bestfriedn would play with my love 

im going crazy 
thought you was my baby 
i saw you there 
singing with the blue daisy
sorry i got lazy 
you just so amazing
you gone but thanks 
for time that you gave me x2

 never there for me 
im sing this song while  i bleed 
girl you did me wrong you dont need me 
it just felt so wrong how you blammed me
and i was there for you when you needed me most 
you barely needed me so it just felt like i lost you
remember at that movies we was getting so close 
you was never there for me so its normal without you

lied in every single note that you gave me
saying that you wanna grow but hate me 
heaven is the that a roam in my daydreams
everything about  me you know doesn't faze me

i love you (fleafriends)

@prodmelik

yea u kno im in my bag
i just spent a rack at saks
u and me werent built to last 
now my heart shattered like glass
always stuck up in the past
cus i still want u back
yeah missing u so bad
why am i like this, i cant fight it
fuck up so much i cant deny it
cant u see that im still trying
broken heart but i dont mind it

what if i cant forget u
ill burn your name into my throat
i'll be the fire that'll catch u 
whats so good abt picking up the pieces?
none of the colors ever light up anymore in this hole
just give her back to me
yk i cant afford the medicine that feeds what i need
so baby, what if i cant forget u (what if i cant, what if i cant)

What if i cant forget uuuuuuu 🎧ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟ p. melik

reprod + cover of harmtails - parking lot
synth line midi by finnn
everything else by me

prkinglot

produced by @advxrse 
the drop by @advxrse + @vihefoie
i cant sleep i need to off the pills 
getting close to get your name on my will
soon as I turn my back, they goin show the hatred
and i'm sorry for my acts, sin is human nature

nothing sticks right to me
stuck in a highstake, i'm only betting pennies
feeling heartbreak, I knew she wasn't for me
having a headache, don't think i'll live till 20, but 20s plenty (x2)

i can't sleep it's the insomnia
got my phone on DnD so I can't hear when you fucking call me up
oh it's the worst of love, only showing me your lust
feel like i had enough, idc im outta touch

sin is human nature

prod me bitch

everytime i look at you i cannot speak
one look in ur eyes yea it got me hush
i just wish someone was here to make me blush
i sit around all day yea it drive me crazy
the words u used to say yea they drive me crazy
what happened to us i thought u were my baby
worst time of my life no i cant go back
just the thought of it give me heart attacks
all the drama shit could we just drop that 
i just wanna be myself and just have some fun
i know in the real life things arent as fun
all my responsibilites i just start to run
if i had to go there i'd hate that
my minds a prison cant escape bring my thoughts back
you were so parasitical u wanted all that
but u didnt want me
wanted who i used to be
but wen u changed me u just left me out to bleed
would i fix it all by endin it all possibly
experiment the outcomes like hypothesis
ik i miss u, but do u miss me
i will not talk to u jus cuz thats not what u need
i just need something pick me off my feet
only reason im still here is cuz of my team
pop me a percocet yea im such a fiend
oxycodone take the pain away i hope i bleed
i took way too much i start to fade away
i dont belong here thats just what the angels said
pretty with the long hair i dont belong with you
thats just my imagination i jus fawn over u
its long overdue, the end of the story
why do i take all the fucking glory

oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh

end of the story

HIT THE FLOOR!!!!

hiding in your attic
@100signs
@teenromantic on discord

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