back to my roots
@rhekdens for the pic 
stuck inside my head ive never stooped so low
put it all upon you
bby u my home
js leave me alone
leave me alone x2

close ur eyes and i'll try to make it better
go outside
find a way to get hurt
dre told me that sometimes im introverted
just kno some ppl dont deserve ur full attention
lately i've been having fun starving myself
but ik it'll be game over when my hands start to swell
and when my wrist pop pop
(ik that i did well)
i wish my father asked me if im ever doing well

stuck inside my head ive never stooped so low
i remember when u thought i was a joke
smoking apple sunrise till i start to choke
ik the ones that talking hate themselves the most
(stuck inside my head ive never stooped so low)

stuck inside my head ive never stooped so low
put it all upon you
bby u my home
js leave me alone
leave me alone

(js leave me-me)

stoop so low prod 01ashes

*PLAYS ARE BOTTED*

@kinsleygrey
@100signs
prod me

i'm at my crib blowing clouds
you got your head in the clouds
no you'll never be one of us
all my friends gonna watch me go up

no, you're not in danger
i think you'd be safer with me
don't fuck up my picture
i need you to listen, watch me

i'm at my crib blowing clouds
you got your head in the clouds
no you'll never be one of us
all my friends gonna watch me--

i've heard enough
whatever you're saying just stop
you act like bitches are easy to trust
you don't know much i've had to give up

how you wish the worst when i don’t know you?
yeah, that shit is so dumb
i'm so done
you cut me off - like so what?
and give it time, you’ll see you fucked up
yeah, you fucked up
focused on this music
yeah, i think i'm next up
it means more to me than a check, yeah
than a check, yeah
every day i’m over-stressing
in my space, you’re over-stepping
up the dose, i’m feeling reckless
i can’t sleep i’m fucking restless

talk to me like i'm an idiot
like i don't know shit
i see you there shaking like a bitch
you don't know what you started

you don't have a clue do you? no
you're starting to panic*
i've waited for this all my life
it was worth every moment*

i'm at my crib blowing clouds
you got your head in the clouds
no you'll never be one of us
all my friends gonna watch me go up

i've heard enough
whatever you're saying just stop
you act like bitches are easy to trust
you don't know much i've had to give up

links

watch me

cover by @1ure
@zzjay
@46b
@kin1k
@h4blackasf

ok w. edyn, zjay [@kin @ivvys]

@attc

huh, yea, huh,
i've been on the run
i've been running for a moment
i'mma leave the drugs
i'mma drop em like i'mma disown them
nah i'm fucking wit ya u know imma pick em up
if i can't be off them bars then how am i supposed to live with us
pick this weight up off my chest bitch u gon need a pick up truck
told me i need rehab i'mma act like i don't give a fuck

who goes there
who, what, when
oh, my eyes
oh, haaaa 

you been on thin ice
i've been freezing for a moment 
guess the key to love 
is to be haphazardly chosen

fuck it, chop it up; been feening for a weekend
shaking shaking down, i think i need a recheck
living in the future fore' i even reach it
die to grasp at benefits and fail to try and reap them

who goes there
who, what, when
oh, my eyes
oh, haaaa

[...th- this person insisting, from day one, that they got the wrong body...]

just wanna feel pretty, i just wanna feel pretty (x2)
and my brain, it's playing games
guess it's always been the same
and you perceiving me makes me feel ma-

just wanna feel pretty, i just wanna feel pretty (x2)
i feel pretty in your arms and pretty disarmed
when we really haven't felt each other's touch in a minute
you switched up, and i'm glad that you did it
oh, who am i ki-

just wanna feel pretty, i just wanna feel pretty (x2)

[...and this was a landmark study, fabulously well done...]

us prod. attic

https://soundcloud.com/blxty/copy sample
i been up sunset to the sunrise
i jus pray i make an m yea b4 i die
left hand 2 the rim yea im soarin high
feel like james harden yea im scorin high
when i pull up to ur crib steal yo ps5
drop 300 on the tickets thats a short flight
im countin racks 12345
countin bread on my own while u fantasize
put the money in the safe uh
aye do it on my own like what u say
i jus wanna prove it that im great yea
aye i jus wanna put food on my plate yea
bitch hmu but ion wanna date
unless u the one but u dont kno my name
feel like baby keem might put me pglang
they like zjay so clean his name it carry weight

(wtf)
i jus copped a new mag i just copped sum new swag
keep it under wraps like im rockin me a durag
i heard he got a mac but like whats he finna do yea

i been up sunset to the sunrise
i jus pray i make an m yea b4 i die
left hand 2 the rim yea im soarin high
feel like james harden yea im scorin high
when i pull up to ur crib steal yo ps5
drop 300 on the tickets thats a short flight
im countin racks 12345
countin bread on my own while u fantasize

left hand

@zzoos
@zzjay

@catgif
blame it on the weather
i feel so untethered
i wake up n my head hurts
wish i could forget her
wish i could forget it
how i took it all for granted
left me feeling restless
i js wanna vanish
thought we were side by side
id bleed for u, id die
cant look u in the eyes
i couldnt see the signs
but i still tried my best
u ran away, u fled
ur still in my head 
no, no, you never left
tell me i was everything you wanted me to be
i wanna fix it all bc our futures looking bleak
i feel like everyone is talking down on me
there are wounds in my chest n they start to bleed
i am passed out blood soaked on the pavement
i hate myself so much i dont think i could say it
to your face i hate mine, wish i could b faceless
go thru this all the time, its all the same shit

@zzoos
do it all again n nothing changes
i dont wna say it
cus its so complicated
n im so tired of feeling jaded 
stuck n i cant move
im so done waiting
ima smoke it away
no theres nothing i can say
ima smoke js to cope w the pain
ya u blurred out my face
im wont leave without a trace
girl just tell me tht u care
i always feel so out of place
ripping at my heart until it tears

everything you wanted me to be ft. zoos ✮⋆˙ prod zjay

+ unfinished demo prod acres
@dep4rted @zzoos
bitch im getting all this cash and i revert it back to funny money

money @dep4rted @acres

https://soundcloud.com/makemeapromise
(word word word word word xIDK)
yea say the word say the word and i'll break it off
always said i was the problem didnt give enough
ik u never give a fuck until im down in mud
i see u deep beyond ur eyes im lookin in ur blood
im seein deep beyond ur lies u never even loved
u punctured deep into my skin n now im leakin out
im feelin frail im feelin thin how im gon make it out
like whats the point in tryin
yea i take a month that shit come crashin down
like when im cryin out for help is that a happy sound
if i tell u that its good would u be happy now
but if i tell u that im good dont mean im happy now

howd i miss out
yea pulled up to the party n got kicked out
yea never in my life wanted to stick out
yea im smokin as a crutch i think im sick
yea what im rlly hopin for is that i never live

(yaa yaa)
yea say the word say the word and i'll break it off
always said i was the problem didnt give enough
ik u never give a fuck until im down in mud
i see u deep beyond ur eyes im lookin in ur blood
im seein deep beyond ur lies u never even loved
u punctured deep into my skin n now im leakin out
im feelin frail im feelin thin how im gon make it out
like whats the point in tryin
yea i take a month that shit come crashin down
like when im cryin out for help is that a happy sound
if i tell u that its good would u be happy now
but if i tell u that im good dont mean im happy now

frail (surgeon)

sorry for the #delay, we're back on schedule now ^_^
@chewy

back against the wall
she can't feel enough
buried in the ground
i can't feel her at all

she's told me i should fix my face, ugh
can't give in, i gotta ignore everything she's sayin

sleep! z z z..
at least she want sumn to do with me, yea
he's just scared of incongruency, yea (freak!)
dig that grave, i can't look away
wish i could break everybody's lens so i wouldn't be two-faced

back against the wall
she can't feel enough
buried in the ground
i can't feel her at all

when she haunts me i can't sleep at night
and i keep my eyes closed out of spite
you'd think that i would've learned by now
since all the drugs almost fucked up my life
maybe i'm people pleasing, you're right
and i just need to fucking abide
you'd think that i would've learned by now
it can't vanish while it's set to the side

can't stand the look in your eyes
damn, i never took it as something
her disguise; my heart bumping
catch my breath, i'm so sick of running
damn, look at my fucking arms
shame they shine when i grab at the stars
now! not later!
how did i let cutting ties get belabored?

maybe i lied through my teeth
freak! (x2)
feel like i can't even breathe
buckling from my knees
think she's all that i need

congruency @heroine

prod me https://soundcloud.com/zzoos https://soundcloud.com/overoveroverover
ft https://soundcloud.com/14106lyn 
additional vox https://soundcloud.com/qlein https://soundcloud.com/catgif
photo also https://soundcloud.com/zzoos

white tees + lyn

hope y'all love this project as much as me!