https://open.spotify.com/track/4EEJXZKrhPcc8iB1St5E9G?si=4fc279154f7e46f4

prod @neohnq
ft @ilymay <3

lyrics:

@bakasheap:
i wish i couldve healed
memories too real
this time ill forget
but it all feels surreal

feel like i could cry my heart out in tears 
never knew that seeing you is what id fear
told u its hard for me but u dont rly care
bby ur the only one for u i can bear

sorry tht i felt that
not sure why i felt bad
i dont rly care for ur love anyway
thts what i been telling myself everyday
telling myself everyday

@ilymay:
tell myself everyday ima be fine
nothings been the same since that one night
i cant see thru all the tears that i cry 
dont wna say goodbye 
your who i rely 
im crying i dont wna think ab u at all 
im trying but u know its taking its toll 
so tell me why’d u hav to do me like that 
all the time that we spent i cannot get it back nooo

@bakasheap:
feel like i could cry my heart out in tears 
never knew that seeing you is what id fear
told u its hard for me but u dont rly care
bby ur the only one for u i can bear

sorry tht i felt that
not sure why i felt bad
i dont rly care for ur love anyway
thts what i been telling myself everyday
telling myself everyday

forget u +may (neohn)

instagram.com/melodramalovestory
@222bino
@crusifye

(me)
too many times that my heart breaks
too many times i was bleeding 
haven’t talked in bit i js hope u dont hate me 
fractured memories now my minds going hazy
hope nothing changes but still think ab u daily

on my own catch me when i fall 
a new leaf tryna turn them all 
and i think that i broke my own heart 
that’s the fault of my attachment 

yea girl u make my head spin 
tell me like what happened
leave it in the past tense 
know i tried my best for u
it’s over now its thru
ima live my own life but it’s hard without u
but i can’t give up 
and i can’t lose touch 
with myself 
i might need some help
and when one thing ends 
another begins 
at least that’s what i tell myself 
tell myself

(vin0)
too many times i was bleedin
no quiero verte triste
se del daño q te hice
baby pls forgive me
acepto el error
espero tu perdon
se q el adios sera duro
m duele el pecho
my heart is broke
i cnt take it no more

heart to heart +vin0 (crusi)

https://open.spotify.com/album/0UcdY9lpNq2uvXBEcpBcdp?si=8V-JxT8WS_ab3r2H-Y9lHw

prod @prodjayysoul @awwy2k
ft @v4nity

lyrics:

@bakasheap
know tht i didnt rly want her from the get go
i think u should js leave u should let go
i been crying i been crying in the winter snow
but yk i gotta b at my best tho
n my girl she on the run from the 5-0
im her getaway im the 1 she run to
who are u ? u a joke u a lame-o
im in bed counting money watching rainhoe

@v4nity
she callin on me when she wake up
really been stackin and gettin this paper
you know its me and bakasheap we dont give a f*ck bout a hater
been tryna keep us down dont care tho
try to talk but they all some weirdos
only care bout my gang and my girl yeayeaa yeayeaa

love how we doin it
you know we add it up
you know we countin it
yea yea
know we add it up
you know we live it up
we gotta live it up

@bakasheap
know tht i didnt rly want her from the get go
i think u should js leave u should let go
i been crying i been crying in the winter snow
but yk i gotta b at my best tho
n my girl she on the run from the 5-0
im her getaway im the 1 she run to
who are u ? u a joke u a lame-o
im in bed counting money watching rainhoe

get go +v4nity (jayysoul kidu)

it still hurts + akura (hartfxlt)

(shoutout @starxvi for the song idea)


fuckin w a bad hoe then i lost her intrest
take me off ur instagram and then ur fuckin pintrest
smoking on this loud pack it smells like insence
up in my head and i fight my own battles
used to fuck w her used to take her to my castle
wake up everyday and i know that im a asshole
talkin to that bitch yea fuck its a hassle
posted on the couch and yk im watching crackle

fuckin w a bad hoe then i lost her intrest
take me off ur instagram and then ur fuckin pintrest
smoking on this loud pack it smells like insence
up in my head and i fight my own battles
used to fuck w her used to take her to my castle
wake up everyday and i know that im a asshole
talkin to that bitch yea fuck its a hassle
posted on the couch and yk im watching crackle

these bitches hate me i know that
but then i pipe her down and then i hit the dash
catchin the train at 6 in the morning
standin outside and the rain is pouring
pop a fuckin a pill on the train im snoring
tell that bitch my life is boring
tell that bitch my life is boring

got the 223s clip u in the dome
sendin ur ex mans right into his home
yea im fuckin up im throwin up
i just wish we felt the true luv
write a couple sins then a couple a tragidies
pin me against the wall u try to get the best of me
ion wanna find out about ur past enemies

fuckin up on a bad hoe put it on her pintrest
whippin in a warthog dam i lost intrest
crash my whip i gotta call geico
all these pretty bitches yea they got me going pshcyo
now ur ex bitch is all up on my dick tho
ion wanna talk but now u gotta let me go

fuckin w a bad hoe then i lost her intrest
take me off ur instagram and then ur fuckin pintrest
smoking on this loud pack it smells like insence
up in my head and i fight my own battles
used to fuck w her used to take her to my castle
wake up everyday and i know that im a asshole
talkin to that bitch yea fuck its a hassle
posted on the couch and yk im watching crackle

fuckin w a bad hoe then i lost her intrest
take me off ur instagram and then ur fuckin pintrest
smoking on this loud pack it smells like insence
up in my head and i fight my own battles
used to fuck w her used to take her to my castle
wake up everyday and i know that im a asshole
talkin to that bitch yea fuck its a hassle
posted on the couch and yk im watching crackle

ASSHOLE(DNLB)

the third single from my ep "love war"
i turn 19 sunday ^_^
mastered by me & mixed by us
featuring my bro @pw4prez :3
produced by my brother @jichuuu ily <3 
[hook]
i look into your beautiful eyes
and think i’m in a fantasy dream
i look into the wonderful sky like
damn you are so beautiful to me
do you love me? i need to hear you say it
my hearts tied up by a rope so its not decaying
the entire time it was supposed to be us 2
i lay in my bed all day thinking of you
[sochi]
i told my broo we gon be okay
gotta move forward to them better days
said ima luv u, evenifitsfake
i gotta make it gotta find a way
wit my bros
i stay where i belong
(yea yea ima make it to the top)
yeah i dont really wanna go alone
stop hittin my phone
stop talkin to me, u should jus let it go
all these voices, in my head
i cant get em out wish u could be here with me instead
yea theres no point in trying, i cant get out of my bed
manipulated me, said u were there before them...🤦‍♂️
[hook]
i look into your beautiful eyes
and think i’m in a fantasy dream
i look into the wonderful sky like
damn you are so beautiful to me
do you love me? i need to hear you say it
my hearts tied up by a rope so its not decaying
the entire time it was supposed to be us 2
i lay in my bed all day thinking of you

beautiful

on spotify >.<

beautiful + sochi (jichu)

got the soul society gang :> @muieternal @mis4ortune also prod goats @makemeapromise @prod_dxvi TYSM FOR LISTENING

lyrics:

(me)
tell me what you said
leave me in the dust
now the love’s dead
just like our trust
just want to move on but i can’t
i just cant believe it’s the end

throw my head against a wall i cant take this
everything i did i just want to change it
i cant deal, deal with it all
i cant feel, now that you’re gone

trapped in the past
i cant move on
love wouldnt last
now it’s all gone
cant stop looking back
do you do the same?
gotta keep intact
make it through the pain :/

(mui)
i needa ask, did u care about our love?
it felt so fake
u got me tearing up my life
im contemplating, is this suicide?
im twisted and im hurtin
my heart breakin intertwined
yaaa ahhh

makin it worse
lemme just feel
something heavierrr

can i just kill?
all of my feels?
breakin the barrierrr

and i dont care about it 
my own life wearin so thinnn
im overworked and hurtinggg
there's nothing that left i can givee

(mis4ortune)
lyrics otw

(me)
tell me what you said
leave me in the dust
now the love’s dead
just like our trust
just want to move on but i can’t
i just cant believe it’s the end

throw my head against a wall i cant take this
everything i did i just want to change it
i cant deal, deal with it all
i cant feel, now that you’re gone

trapped in the past
i cant move on
love wouldnt last
now it’s all gone
cant stop looking back
do you do the same?
gotta keep intact
make it through the pain :/

cant move on

cant move on w/ mui + mis4ortune (dxvi + surgeon)

the final song on my ep "love war"
tysm for all the support
mastered & mixed by me
produced by @kashik05 & @n4zzz <3
check out the new collective me and my friends made @bitchimwasted :o
tag by @2adore
[chorus]
thats the one book that you wrote me in
you hate me so now the walls are very thin
you hate me so now you wrote him in
i’m bleeding out from what you did
how could you look straight into my eyes
and tell me you prefer the other guy
well i prefer the other girl
shes bright as a pearl
i just wanna give someone my world
[hook]
i got her out of my head
it feels like we won the love war
now that you seem to be dead
my body no longer feels torn
[verse]
rip out the pages of our memories
her voice ruins my mentality
feels like i'm running in and out of reality
the impossibility to be part of sociality
just let me breathe out
i just wanna sleep now
it will take awhile for us to get our love on lockdown
its just so beautiful to see
as my own blood falls down the ceiling
and thats the end of the story
[chorus]
thats the one book that you wrote me in
you hate me so now the walls are very thin
you hate me so now you wrote him in
i’m bleeding out from what you did
how could you look straight into my eyes
and tell me you prefer the other guy
well i prefer the other girl
shes bright as a pearl
i just wanna give someone my world
[hook]
i got her out of my head
it feels like we won the love war
now that you seem to be dead
my body no longer feels torn

closing in

closing in (kashik x zan)

first song i hope you like it <3
@k4rson
@akayaiog
@luvpika

lyrics:
karson

tell me thst u love me to my face thats a lie
i dont wanna do this for somebody that wont try
i said this last time, but its the last time say goodbye
living fast life, i dont have time for ur lies
i been livin fast 
take drugs til i crash 
she dont want me she jus want me for my bag
she dont want me she jus want all that i have 
she bad but imma leave her sad

akayai

i got a headache i don't know if i can take it
the time i spent with you just has been wasted
as we get older we wonder if we'll make it out
trying to escape this maze but i can't see my where abouts
as the rising stars shine
i wanna make her mine
make it worth my time
will you be my ride or die
wipe your tears when you cry
open your wings make you fly
i'll keep you in my arms baby you won't die

bridge (pika)
i dont wanna call back i dont really know
i dont wanna stay back i dont gotta show
if i got no options think i'd let you know
i dont wanna stay home never going back

pika

i guess im dead inside my head dont fucking work
and when i talk bout killing people boy ill get you murked
this shit is not a game and if i move my visions blurred
i come fast like emergency but i wont be the first
yea im making fun of myself
cuz im coming back and i dont give a fuck
you thought i was done but i dont ever stop
akayai bitch i dont care what he drop
jk bitch i dont wanna be dumb
how im going up and i dont understand
im talking my shit and i always get banned
i dont wanna talk about what you ment
i dont care bout all the shit that you said

last time - karson, akayai, pika (melik, tores, decago)

prod @counterxo
//
lyrics:

you, you wouldnt give me the time of day
lost it all when we went separate ways
i just wanted you to be mine
for us to be okay
now we both just ran away
and these words just cant convey
everything you meant to me
i just hope ill see you another day

memories from the past slowly reverberate
when you asked back then what would be our fate
i dont want to lose what we built up now
and i dont know how, how we got this way

two, lost misplaced
struggle to replace
what we felt when we embraced
was this all a waste?

i dont even know anymore
and my heart just feels so sore
now things wont be like before
its too late now to restore

i dont know
what to do
when we go
will we choose
to grow
or lose
what we know

i just cant forget
everything we've been through
i just feel regret then
even though i knew

you, you wouldnt give me the time of day
lost it all when we went separate ways
i just wanted you to be mine
for us to be okay
now we both just ran away
and these words just cant convey
everything you meant to me
i just hope ill see you another day

i just wanted you to be mine (counter)

@rewind214 @ihateukidu

lyrics:
there's a piece of my heart with every note 
I'm no longer scarred within myself
you pick up the shards and you're making me whole again
(again and again)
slowly falling apart (apart)
I'm counting the stars (the stars)
who am I anymore? 
(anymore, anymore, anymore, anymore)

I was a fool to think that if I let it go I'll have room to breathe
and I try not to show this part of me that'll hurt you most 
its not what I want to be...
autumn ends and you fade with the falling leaves
winter comes, frozen in, its the end for me 
you never bled for me, I think I'll take my leave
I think its what I need, to do what's best for me

whole again (rewind, kidu)

♪⁠♪♪⁠♪ /^⁠ω⁠^/⁠ ♪⁠♪♪⁠♪

it still hurts + akura (hartfxlt)

shuv

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