prod me
vocals by han and dom

 
@han2k15 
girl im thinkin bout the times we had
and it dont feel the same cause its in the past
and girl i feel insane tryna get u back
girl i know..
that u moved on now
but im still stuck up in same place now
im still stuck up in my same ways
u left me w/o a trace
all i can do is cry out 

@domerrz
i cannot reset
its getting to my head, got a heart full of regret
Im tryin my best, but it always goes to mess
tryna find a reason to get out my head

girl you got my heart beating out my chest
these open wounds from when you left
howd u leave me with a shattered heart?
I fall apart
I feel like nothings left

Idk why i feel this way 
(i feel like nothings left)
another month goes by but nothings changed

stuck w han + dom (decago)

instagram.com/melodramalovestory
@mental
art by @tsubakinoniwa on twiter

every single second 
every single moment 
u kno that i’ll always be there for u 
and if ur ever crying and u need somebody u kno that i’ll always make time for u 
and i had my heart on lock 
but u grab the key and u twist it 
the feeling of being in love think i miss it
replay it over again 
bc ur stuck in my head 
since the day that we first met 

on and on inside my mind 
a concept i can’t find it 
a feeling i js fight with 
to no end 

its okay to cry 
look me in eyes 
tell me what u find
cuz i can’t see the light 
i js need answer 
i js need a why 
yeahh 
js give me some time 

im falling wait floating 
tell me how u feel in the moment 
i dont wna fall can’t look down
head held high im up in the clouds 

when u left me that one time 
know it was the worst time 
cried all night last night 
wait until the sunrise 
x2

spotify

every single second (mental)

and the strength of my words can't manage to bring you back <3

thx u @m2monroe and @kyoakyo for the awesome beat!

https://open.spotify.com/album/1R88VRhHoWeN7BSKQlK5Zt?si=0W84gLXsRzi4O2eXx-_WLA

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@remiliaxd :

(and lately i've been stuck inside these walls)
(scared of losing feeling, scared that i might lose it all)
(staring at the same damn picture waiting for the fall)
(and it hurts, i promise that i won't ever forget you)

i cannot wait another day
another way
see your face, a different face
so far away
i can't feel 
and the strength of my words can't manage to bring you back

ik you can't come back
hope you're happy where you're at
don't have to see you when you're sad again
but i wish i could've saved you

but idk, doing too much it's psycho
you lose control, you never cared about you
to let you go, there's one more thing you must know
it's sorrowful, but i still love you

take it all away
see the tears run down my face as i watch you fade away
miss the things that we could do before
you never change, always stuck up in your ways
but i hope you're back some day
cause it will never be like before

sorrowful (monroe x kyoa)

everything by me
ft @mental ~

lyrics: 
gotta get my self up
knock me down this not love
why do you hate me so much
still dont have a clue what i did
but i know i was there for you

and this life shits tearin me apart day by day
n i dont know how to survive ill find a way
yea im sick and tired
i cant find myself
ye i know ill find a way 
stick it out anotha dayy

thought u loved me
told me youd be there that u got me
blinded by ur lies now i cant see
why we always gotta fight 
no we cant agree
thought u loved me

@mental
i thought u loved me i guess that i was wrong
i thought i loved u when i was in ur arms
its been days since i cried the feelings gone
moving on but it feels so wrong
n when i saw it i couldnt close my eyes
i wanted nothing more than to disappear and die
can u save me cuz i cant save a life
1 more time
ill be living in my mind
scared that ur fine
im so scared all the time
wait for the sky
im preparing to fight
scared of the lies
ima wait for the night
make me try till i fell alright (thought u loved me)
till i fell alright (now i cant see)
till i fell alright 
till i fell alright
till i fell alright

me:
gotta get my self up
knock me down this not love
why do you hate me so much
still dont have a clue what i did
but i know i was there for you

and this life shits tearin me apart day by day
n i dont know how to survive ill find a way
yea im sick and tired
i cant find myself
ye i know ill find a way 
stick it out anotha dayy

thought u loved me
told me youd be there that u got me
blinded by ur lies now i cant see
why we always gotta fight 
no we cant agree
thought u loved me

thought you loved me +mental (akura)

@resolve1k

i feel so lost right now i just dont know where to go
ask if ive been alright but i dont know anymore
i cant trust you anymore cause you left me in the cold
everybody say they love me but i still feel alone

i cant feel this moment
i just feel so broken
i wont try its hopeless
you’re my only solace
wasted my time
on your empty lies
i just cant seem to cry
dont tell me that its fine
honestly i dont know why

i can barely breathe
i can barely sleep
dont wanna see the future if its not with you and me
dont know what you want
dont know what you need
every time i try it just ends up where i bleed

solace (inno)

for listening purposes only. all unauthorized reproductions of any part of any recording will be struck down immediately.

w/ @kyoakyo

救世主

savior @kyoakyo

@owtiss
@angelicxmei
@yashio20k

instagram.com/owtiss1/
instagram.com/angelicxmei/
instagram.com/yashio20k/

[@owtiss]
i think u just wna be urself
i wish i could get u out this hell
i cant take to know that ur not well
i cant do it all by myself
i think u just wna be urself
i wish i could get u out this hell
i cant take to know that ur not well
i cant do it all by myself

[@angelicxmei]
u told me that u need to get right
oh no, that meant that sth bad might happen
ure putting all my shit in bad light
like, am i really the bad guy?
at first i thought that we were meant to be
but now im crying loud
im wiping all my tears
i dont even have words for u to say
i just really wish that u couldve stay w me

uuuh all the shit i couldve done but im not enough
all the shit i couldve change but im not enough
ure just messing with my brain and its never fun

be urself w/ angelicxmei (yashio)

the third single from my ep "love war"
i turn 19 sunday ^_^
mastered by me & mixed by us
featuring my bro @pw4prez :3
produced by my brother @jichuuu ily <3 
[hook]
i look into your beautiful eyes
and think i’m in a fantasy dream
i look into the wonderful sky like
damn you are so beautiful to me
do you love me? i need to hear you say it
my hearts tied up by a rope so its not decaying
the entire time it was supposed to be us 2
i lay in my bed all day thinking of you
[sochi]
i told my broo we gon be okay
gotta move forward to them better days
said ima luv u, evenifitsfake
i gotta make it gotta find a way
wit my bros
i stay where i belong
(yea yea ima make it to the top)
yeah i dont really wanna go alone
stop hittin my phone
stop talkin to me, u should jus let it go
all these voices, in my head
i cant get em out wish u could be here with me instead
yea theres no point in trying, i cant get out of my bed
manipulated me, said u were there before them...🤦‍♂️
[hook]
i look into your beautiful eyes
and think i’m in a fantasy dream
i look into the wonderful sky like
damn you are so beautiful to me
do you love me? i need to hear you say it
my hearts tied up by a rope so its not decaying
the entire time it was supposed to be us 2
i lay in my bed all day thinking of you

beautiful

on spotify >.<

beautiful + sochi (jichu)

got the soul society gang :> @muieternal @mis4ortune also prod goats @makemeapromise @prod_dxvi TYSM FOR LISTENING

lyrics:

(me)
tell me what you said
leave me in the dust
now the love’s dead
just like our trust
just want to move on but i can’t
i just cant believe it’s the end

throw my head against a wall i cant take this
everything i did i just want to change it
i cant deal, deal with it all
i cant feel, now that you’re gone

trapped in the past
i cant move on
love wouldnt last
now it’s all gone
cant stop looking back
do you do the same?
gotta keep intact
make it through the pain :/

(mui)
i needa ask, did u care about our love?
it felt so fake
u got me tearing up my life
im contemplating, is this suicide?
im twisted and im hurtin
my heart breakin intertwined
yaaa ahhh

makin it worse
lemme just feel
something heavierrr

can i just kill?
all of my feels?
breakin the barrierrr

and i dont care about it 
my own life wearin so thinnn
im overworked and hurtinggg
there's nothing that left i can givee

(mis4ortune)
lyrics otw

(me)
tell me what you said
leave me in the dust
now the love’s dead
just like our trust
just want to move on but i can’t
i just cant believe it’s the end

throw my head against a wall i cant take this
everything i did i just want to change it
i cant deal, deal with it all
i cant feel, now that you’re gone

trapped in the past
i cant move on
love wouldnt last
now it’s all gone
cant stop looking back
do you do the same?
gotta keep intact
make it through the pain :/

cant move on

cant move on w/ mui + mis4ortune (dxvi + surgeon)

all prod me :D enjoy

you don't truly know what it took me 
I get nothing in return, but you're still looking
only you know the true me 
you don't ever wanna learn these feelings
that I have
the though of you so mindless, I digress
it's my bad
I'll always follow the wind, hold my breath 

and its so familiar to me (mee)
your love so sweet 
can't admit my feelings hurt (so deep)
all these thoughts they're taunting me
and its so familiar to me (mee)
your love so sweet 
can't admit my feelings hurt (so deep)
all these thoughts they're taunting me

said if I jump, I would get what I wanted
this is not love, what is this? this is rotten
to the touch and inside out 
left to dust, I wont cry out 
familiarity
(familiarity, familiarity, familiarity)

and its so familiar to me (mee)
your love so sweet 
can't admit my feelings hurt (so deep)
all these thoughts they're taunting me
and its so familiar to me (mee)
your love so sweet 
can't admit my feelings hurt (so deep)
all these thoughts they're taunting me

familiarity (hartfxlt)

to everybody reading this, I love you :>!
more songs like this in the future <3

lyrics:

i do this shit for myself i do not care at all
why the fuck you talking down bruh now your gonna fall
while im talking to my bitch i dont need adderall
yea cuz everyday im falling11!!!

i cannot talk to myself i keep on just telling me shit
people are talking behind of my back but i cannot take all the hits
you wanna know why the fuck that im sad but dont wanna talk about it
i keep on dreaming this shit wasnt true but you know i could never quit :C
when i say love you you dont love me back
look at my heart all you see is black
and i know you dont care bout that
cuz i know you dont want me back
and you know that your stuck in my head
i dont care what you think about that!!1
why the fuck is it not going through
cuz you know that i always love you
(always love you<333)

i dont really get it tho
why you still mad at me
always up on my dm
fucking spammin me
dont think that im leaking anything
who you tryna be?
and its a battle its a versus
this is my book yea my cursus
bitch im so hot like a furnace
no one can get through my harness
but i dont wanna be honest
i keep on breaking that promise
typing that shit in my comments
i keep on winning these contests

i cannot get enough of this shit
said he was broke so i made him rich
why you keep talking bout my bitch
i dont care i dont want no kids
and you know i dont want you back
how you left and im not that sad yea
i cannot take that shit back xd

yea cuz everyday im falling11!!!
i cannot talk to myself i keep on just telling me shit
people are talking behind of my back but i cannot take all the hits
you wanna know why the fuck that im sad but dont wanna talk about it
i keep on dreaming this shit wasnt true but you know i could never quit :C
when i say love you you dont love me back
look at my heart all you see is black
and i know you dont care bout that
cuz i know you dont want me back
and you know that your stuck in my head
i dont care what you think about that!!1
why the fuck is it not going through
cuz you know that i always love you

(outro)
and its a battle its a versus
this is my book yea my cursus
bitch im so hot like a furnace
no one can get through my harness
but i dont wanna be honest
i keep on breaking that promise
typing that shit in my comments
i keep on winning these contests

love you 2 (xtasane)

next drop 5/31
discord: xternalzog
19
alt: @staywithmenow <--beats/instrumentals and stuff
@souls0ciety
@seraphimcollective
@kess0kuband

cant move on w/ mui + mis4ortune (dxvi + surgeon)

xternalz

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