all the things you said girl
yeah i wish they werent true
look what we had girl
now it all fell thru
i still cant believe that u lied
you even looked me in my eyes
all the time that i tried
it was hopeless

i know that i aint perfect
but i didnt deserve this
all the secrets that u kept
goddamn it made me feel so worthless
now i gotta refind my purpose
im so nervous
i hope you think it was worth it

maybe u meant it,
maybe u tried 
but love isnt love
when it lives with a lie
ur lies were so gentle
almost kind
i guess that i was blind
i needa get u off my mind

cant believe its over
ever since you left
yeah struggle to stay sober
what we goin thru
it makes me think of last october
yeah you broke my trust
while u were out gettin "closure"

promises made of glass (@rip.warheart + @ilyajay + @shestheangelonmyshoulder)

lyrics:

i still think about it everytime i close my eyes
i can forgive but dont think i could forget girl
and u tried to hide cuz you knew id lose my mind
it made me feel sick damn i wish that i could cry

wore my heart on my sleeve
now its ripped up
ur like the xannies and the drugs that i cant give up
cant even look me in my eyes u know u fucked up
wounds so deep but i guess i love the cuts

if loving u is wrong
why does it feel so right
i know we tried but damn it hurts so much to say goodbye
when u look me in my eyes
can u see the pain inside?
ur good words
what u said left me mesmerized

forgive, can't forget (takuori)

@1akura @rewind214 @yashio20k @afterstoryx 

##

so turn me to ashes and turn me to dust
u know i dont want it if it isnt us
u made me feel like a monster
&& everything stuck
u watch me step in the picture
22 keep us one

if its me vs u know i dont wanna lose
when im battered and broken
black and im blue 
tell me all i can do

now that i finally have you

@1akura

now that i finally have you
i cant live without you
so baby dont leave 
just wanna be around you

if all i could see
is your face in front of mine 
then bae i dont mind it 
im scared of the silence

yeah i need u to call me back 
its the end of my world
think im falling fast
u are my only girl

i dont want u to cry
give u my life
its not worth being alive
if our futures not us together

ashes&&dust +akura (rewind, yashio)

im dying
well at least i tried
now im so tired
its the end of my life
i need the answers
i didnt find
its the last time
when u see me alive

we have nothing to say
so lets be silent
tomorrow ull see
only my bleeding body
everything i could say
will be kept inside
and ull never know
that im the biggest liar

i feel excluded everywhere i go
and im nothing for u
feeling like im a fool
whats wrong with me?
ive no clue
everything will remain the same
theres nothing to do

my existence is a mistake
ill fix it tonight
im on the edge
and u know im done
find my corpse on the ground
when the times comes 
now u should forget me it's better for us


im dying rn T-T (prod. loxu)

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142 bpm
f major

diaryplugg type beat
blxty type beat
lazydoll type beat

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Do not copyright claim this beat unless you bought the exclusive rights.

lazydoll x blxty diaryplugg type beat - "start"

lazydoll x blxty diaryplugg type beat - "start"

Written by: Kurumi Violet 
Produced by: clozz
Mixed & Mastered by:  JoshIGuess
Artwork from: Bocchi The Rock (Anime)
Artwork by: Yasunao Moriyasu (Art director),Kerorira (Character Designer), & Aoi Umeki (2D Animation)
Artwork Edited by: Kurumi Violet

Lyrics:
[Chorus]
Found her on tinder
(Tinder) 
But I know she'll never be interested 
In me
I won't let it hinder me
I don't need your smile 
But I wish there was someone
There for me
(There for me)

[Verse]
She tells me she plays overwatch 
All night long
She thinks it's hot when I touch grass
But can't erase her past 
So I just go back
Like that one December night 

[Chorus]
Found her on tinder
(Tinder) 
But I know she'll never be interested In me
(Interested in me)
I won't let it hinder me
I don't need your smile
(Smile) 
But I wish there was someone
There for me
(There for me)

Wish There Was Someone, There For Me (Prod. clozz)

with @coovr
prod. kilolit
tysm for listening <333

it's just fine w/ coovr (kilolit)

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140 bpm
d major

diaryplugg type beat
blxty type beat
whyhaze type beat

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Do not copyright claim this beat unless you bought the exclusive rights.

whyhaze x blxty diaryplugg type beat - "enchanting"

whyhaze x blxty diaryplugg type beat - "enchanting"

cherry blossom (@struggledhobo)

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126 bpm
f sharp major

diaryplugg type beat
blxty type beat
whyhaze type beat

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Do not copyright claim this beat unless you bought the exclusive rights.

whyhaze x blxty diaryplugg type beat - "fragrance"

whyhaze x blxty diaryplugg type beat - "fragrance"

floating (@spaceboyry)

prod. wren
@kyxtsnxwy
@9wren

minakami:
love me cut me off baby im obsessed
when im on my own bitch i start to feel upset
she playing with my heart say she love me more n then some
shes a work of art n i really think that shes the one

wish that she could save me from myself cuz i need it
telling me to kill myself or something that u see fit
scars scars scars on my thighs in my mind or sumn
spending cash to help with the pain but i got none

kishi:
yeah, she be worried cause im fucked up
she can see all my pain with my cuts and cups now
imma take a flight to LA, spend alone now
i be feeling like a ghost how im roaming around town
yeah, yeah, i be fucking up my mental
spend my money on impulse, i can’t trust no bad hoe
abg with thick thighs she want me to blow her back tho
demons in my head i can’t really trust a soul no

minakami:
love me cut me off baby im obsessed
when im on my own bitch i start to feel upset
she playing with my heart say she love me more n then some
shes a work of art n i really think that shes the one

wish that she could save me from myself cuz i need it
telling me to kill myself or something that u see fit
scars scars scars on my thighs in my mind or sumn
spending cash to help with the pain but i got none

scars w/ kishi (wren)

for jerm. 🖤 miss u lil bro
mixed n mastered by me
prod by @tgwog @blxty @popilization
Lyrics:
 everything gets taken 
no use in faking 
Im constantly smoked out, hope it ain't laced in 
my cards they never made sense
they test my patience 
I never made it 
back to civilization

shoutout to tg
I swear I speak freely
if it weren't for all these beats I wouldn't be me
my body's weakly 
put together weepings 
just so u could see me 
passing through the seepings 

I never meant nothing to no relative 
every time I close my eyes I start to forget 
but then I open them 
I know I can't relive
that shit can't come again 
ima be the parliament 

I'll never fit in with the usual
I stick out like a Boner 
lash out like I don't know her 
been packed in like a folder 
I'll never listen like a cuticle 
I keep growing despite me 
there's no use in us fighting
wish I could stop the lightning 

I'll never be a bug 
ok there's times I was a scrub 
and maybe just a fuckin bum 
its always been just what it was 
another one with different flaws 
never wanted my life in Gauze 

dreaming bout counting 0s n 1s I must be computing 
Im probably just confusing 
I know I come off moody 
I know just where It's from 
I know I'm kinda loopy 
but I'll find just what you want 

I put the smoke down I got sick 
I broke down counting up sticks 
put my old thoughts back to the front 
time to face shit no more running 
miss my brother always think about the kid 
everything I do is betterment 
processes never been spent 
you was real ever since a jit 
I've been through it all but I ain't spent 
5 years has been the longest 
all the tears finally make sense 
relatives stay tryna reach me 
I've been doing just peachy 
latchin on used to be bleak 
now I'm steady patchin up leaks 
finally found what I was seeking

civilization

insta :3

civilization (tgwog  + blxty +  pop)

beat and vocals by me
final mix and master by @pllrs

you're beautiful!

flower

call me when ur lonely

music

тгк https://t.me/fdtraumaa

холод, в моей квартире дождь
и холодно со мной, больше не придешь

я не знаю как ты еще дышишь
каждый раз ощущаю себя лишним
никогда я не буду к тебе ближе
но ты этого не услышишь

ты знаешь это боль моя-я
травма я
что то не так

холодно со мною каждый шаг
и каждый вздох и в легком лед
я снова труп, нашли зимой
не видишь взгляд, холодно со мной

холодно со мною каждый шаг
и каждый вздох и в легком лед
я снова труп, нашли зимой
не видишь взгляд, холодно со мной

ты отпустишь мою руку и расколешь весь лед
расстроишь меня
рассыпешь песок
который собрал
на моей руке остались только шрамы
шрамы шрамы шрамы

я не знаю как ты еще дышишь,
каждый раз ощущаю себя лишним
никогда я не буду к тебе ближе
но ты этого не услышишь
но ты этого не услышишь

холодно со мной >_< prod mayscars

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130 bpm
f major

ambient type beat
tarozan type beat
kiryano type beat

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tarozan x kiryano ambient diaryplugg type beat - "water"

tarozan x kiryano ambient diaryplugg type beat - "water"

yesterday was better than tomorrow
@lostsoulclique

feel free to archive i might delete songs that i dont like

she/her

@lifegiverr on insta
.etterna (cord)
inspire&&die

The best way to describe this account is for all my girly, cute, and emo plug type music. I like to express my more feminine side through this type of music. If you want to hear my other music. I'm also known as Reapers Shadow & Phantom Eclipse.

[ay-hay]
long live jerm.
he/they

inquiries: ahayxo1@gmail.com

nyc emoplugg -- #moongang 
ദ്ദി(˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧
𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘤𝘰𝘳𝘥: @𝘱𝘷𝘵𝘩𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘥𝘹𝘳 
𝘥𝘮 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘴 + 𝘤𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘢𝘣𝘴

New tracks tagged #blxty