shoutout @decago n @1altr

every day that passes by
i rly wanna die 
i wanna go 2 sleep forevr i jus wanna cry
ur presense made me feel whole
felt like i could try
n now that ur gone i rly wanna die
restarting my life i wanna fkn damn retry :) 

ik im the problem 
my life that im not solving
counting days till im not here 
cant see myself so clearly
i cant seem 2 escape these problems
i been hiding in the darkness
restarting my life wont solve em 
ik that im the issue- 

i dnt wanna miss u (miss uuu)
i jus wanna kiss u (kiss uuu)
ik im the issue (issue)
crying in my room i miss u

i dnt wanna feel this way jus anymore
i been hating myself 2 the core
i wanna die 
i wanna die baby
i dnt wanna feel my emotions lately
cant keep this 2 myself yeah i cant hide it
evry day that passes by i feel dying
my own life yeah that imma be jus ending
i dnt wanna live this way anymore

itwouldbebetterifiwasdead (decago x altr)

prod wish, blxty , kuru

i sip only red
i speak only bread
if you not talking bout money please do not hit send
if you talking bout a feature come wit cash2spend
they like trin you is the movement always setting trends x2

@blxty

bae make a wish
my face hurt like a bitch
these painkillers not working
i want you i want this
can't lie i'm always lurking
can't lie i'm always nervous
i open twitter i @ grok
i ask what's my purpose
i been crashin
baby like my fashion
i got so much on my fucking head
wanna smash it
i can tell you don't want no fucking attachement
tryna fly up out the window belt unfastened 
i don't want no fucking pity
i don't want no fucking ugh
shawty said she wanna talk to me
her love is like a drug
and i know i'm fucking up
i know i'll never be enough
and it sucks
and it


why u wanna die, like why u so sad
yeah i think i lost the one & i cant go back
sent a message i just wonder if you wrote back
big ass choppas on my lap ts got blow back

i just got me some new shoes
number 1 you number 2
im not tryna see yo blood close my eyes when i shoot
you dont got alot of trust im like baby what i do
now im scared to fall in love after what you put me through

i sip only red
i speak only bread
if you not talking bout money please do not hit send
if you talking bout a feature come wit cash2spend
they like trin you is the movement always setting trends x2

red ft blxty

"@nashinise
Eto… yamero
Daijōbu desu ka?

Why did you leave me? (Dōshite?)
For ochinchin? (Doko ni desu ka?)
You were my tomodachi
You and me
As far as the eye can see
Urusai, you just lie
Ima wa kirai desu

@kyliephobic
B-b-b-bogosipda, please come back to me
Why’d you leave me?
Someone help me
Fuck bisexuals!
His ochinchin bigger than my strap?

Fuck you
I really hope he gives you genital warts
By the way, you were fucking chopped anyway
Fuck you slut, hope he beats your ass night and day

We were meant to be
I would rather die than feel this way

You were the one
The one for me
Hajima, please don’t leave me
Saranghae, your mother is a pillow princess

Your pussy stinks
That’s why I never ate you out
Please kill yourself
I can smell you from miles away
I hope your kids get bullied ’til the day they die

@nashinise
Stay by my side, chōdai
So caught up in your lies
At home watching hentai
’Cause you won’t hold me tonight
Watashi no kokoro wa kowarete imasu
Stuck by your side just like glue
But now I’m cold like an igloo

Man, fuck you
You need a boob job anyway

@nashinise and @kyliephobic
Fuck off, I hope you die
Keep working that 9 to 5
You were such a stupid bitch
But I’m gonna get like stupid rich
My SoundCloud is gonna pop off
Your boyfriend’s hair is gonna fall off"

Eto – um
Yamero – stop it
Daijōbu desu ka – are you okay
Dōshite – why
Doko ni desu ka – where is it
Tomodachi – friend
Urusai – shut up
Ima wa kirai desu – I hate you now
Bogosipda – I miss you
Hajima – don’t leave / stop
Saranghae – I love you
Chōdai – please
Watashi no kokoro wa kowarete imasu – my heart is broken
Ochinchin – penis

fuck bisexuals (prod. xtasane)

Written by: Kurumi Violet & JoshIGuess 
Produced by: ende! & fool
Mixed & Mastered by: JoshIGuess 
Artwork from: https://pin.it/3QaXlvAji
Artwork edited by: Kurumi Violet 

[Chorus 1: Kurumi Violet]
Halloween October party 
Last year don't get my started
All the skeletons they marketed 
& All the artists that never get hearted

[Verse 1: Kurumi Violet]
Carve some pumpkins for the season 
Got Costume parties & warm fires  
Because escaping is my desire 
Got old microphone wires 
Ready for the band we gonna hire 
With some good old apple cider

[Interlude: Kurumi Violet]
Yo it's Kurumi 
Hit me back when you uh
Get this yeah
See ya at the party homie haha

[Chorus 2: JoshIGuess]
October party it never ends
Months bought to end tho
Its Halloween 
The 31st, yea I get that urge
Let's match costumes
Wanna be with you
Let's go make some pumpkin pie and some cookies
Let's go inside of the patch they not looking
Scare em like a scare crow
Following these arrows
Fill candy with barrels
Wearing this apparel 

[Verse 2: JoshIGuess]
And I wish I could be as happy as a jack o lantern 
Permanent smiles til I rot until forever after
Candle already lit in preparation 
Shining thru the light thru my expiration, okay
Get me thru the day, get me thru the night
Yea we gonna party, past midnight
When things start to get just a lil more spooky
Im heading back home cus screw all these groupies

[Outro: Kurumi Violet]
Happy Halloween from Kurumi 
I hope you're having a good time 
I'll see you next year
For the next one 
Goodbye


October Party W/ JoshIGuess (Prod. ende! & fool)

Lyrics:

@yokm4n
cause everytime when i hear your name
its everytime you drive me insane 
i dont know what to do without you
when i look at you,you look at me too

 Tapi cinta kita dah putus 
you broke my heart split it into two 
tapi aku rasa aku tahu ❤️
Yang kau Telah tinggal kan Aku! 

Ku teringat balik janji kita dulu 
semua janji tu dah jadi palsu 
i cant get over you and you know its true 
so tell me the truth is it me or is it you!


@ritsuzuki:
gotta break you when im walkin in
I don't rlly care bout what u mean
cause the last time it hurt
my heart is burnt
now ure living in my head
all the thing u never learn

what do you want me to do?
i cant let it happen
whys it always him, not me?
i cant really have it
i got many eyes on me
i cant break the fall
like did you even care at all?

FirstLovE.exe ft ritsuzuki

tried out some new shi with mixing so hope it sounds good

shoutout @mental u the goat fr

gravity (mental cover)

all away (adrienciel)

prod. and mix - <3
master - @tripsoul2

Dear diary, 

As the days move on my inkwell dries more and more, but you stay there awaiting for me to apply more. One day your pages may never experience the feeling of my nib upon your flesh again. When that day comes know that every moment I've spent and every feeling I've explained has made my days feel less and less hopeless. but one book alone can not merely subside this pain. I thank you for your loyalty even though you have no say in the matter. My heart is forever thankful of the mending you have done.

Love, 
<3

。♪～DearDiary～♪。。♪～｛親愛なる日記｝～♪。`*𝓂𝓎 𝒾𝓃𝓀𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝒹𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝓊𝓅*`

production: @tripsoul2
vocals: @less-thaan-3, @tripsoul2
mix & master: @tripsoul2

<3

what do you see in me?

prod. runawway and 1luor u guys the goats fr

u js wanna have my heart, u fuckin lost
i do not deserve to be here, im on the cross
i js wanna fuckin cry now, i can't get shi done
i js sit here in my room im counting sheep
no u never rlly gave a fuck abt me
so i sit here everyday and i weep
and i weep but i won't say nothin else to u
no like girl i js wanna find smth else to do
but my vision blurry all i can do is think of u
yuh, im still thinkin bout all the things we used to do
nah, we won't try again, got me thinkin im a fool

got me thinkin im a fool but im js fuckin nothin
take all of my feelings and i turn it into smth
i've been on the floor, fuckin cryin cause ur bluffin
i js hit the cart, yuh ive been fuckin puffin
u say im blushin
like man, it's nothin
my soul is crushin
no, my soul is crushin, but i wont keep movin forth
yuh, u took my heart out and u left it at the door

ive been crying lol (runawway, 1luor)

a 15 year old tryna make music and failing

I am a genderfluid artists who is 23 I  make music about my life whether it be literally about it or I use a fictional story to express my reality with metaphors and messages 

New Music Video out 
https://youtu.be/UhkCGzSZ1TA?si=bx29Ta8rYyVz9DPA

My former names include @kurama_sd , @kurama-sad , @reapers-shadow, & @reapers-remnants

My alt account is @kurumi-violet aka Violet Kurumi Alt It will be used for music I don't think is good enough for my main account but I think some people will still enjoy 

This account Will have endless amounts of styles Alt rock, Shoegaze, Dark hyper pop, Emo rap, Lo-Fi, Acoustic, Ambient, DNB & Much more 

WE BACK MFS RAHHHH
https://guns.lol/intothefray

SO FUCKING GOOD MAKE YOUR MOM CRY @nashinise @yumekou

‎ <𝓛𝓮𝓼𝓼𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓷3
disc: trikazor360
        https://soundcloud.com/intothefrayyy
      ig:@less_than3

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