Eleventh Day on FL Studio

дождь в моей квартире :_(

knight (yan, imsg)

listen to this song whenever you feel like shit

Written by: Reapers Shadow 
Produced by: decago, hartfxlt, & akura
Mixed by: Reapers Shadow & JoshIGuess
Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork Edited by: Hopewithindarkness  
Artwork from: I Think I Turned My Childhood Friend into a Girl (Manga)
Sample from: Oregairu (Anime)

[Chorus]
You've make me shine 
You're the light of my life 
You four are my guiding light
Staring at the night sky
Reflecting on when we first met
Your words are like a warm embrace

[Post-Chorus]
I'll live a life of bliss 
Because your presence is near 
(I don't know how to say yeah)

[Verse]
You four make me shine
I got blush lines on my cheeks
Crying tears of joy
Cause you're by my side
When you compliment my songs
Long term sadness turned to happiness
It leaves me so speechless 
I get embarrassed 

[Interlude: Sample Hachiman's Youth is Evil Speech]
If failure is truly the designated mark of ones youth
Then would it not be considered abnormal 
For one not in his youth to fail at befriending anyone
But I'm sure none of them would admit to that picture 
They only define youth to their own benefit 

[Chorus]
You've make me shine 
You're the light of my life 
You four are my guiding light
Staring at the night sky
Reflecting on when we first met
Your words are like a warm embrace

[Outro: Sample Hachiman's Youth is Evil Speech]
In conclusion I leave you with this
All you fools that delight in youth
Drop dead...

When We First Met (Prod. decago, hartfxlt, & akura)

Twelfth Day ton FL Studio

prod.
@rewind214

notes:
my bday today!
i love life with my friends!
i hope i see u soon

//

[shiro]
everyday, i wake up n it still feels the same
23, but people still act the same
heartbreak, mixed with depression 
thats what i go thru everyday
but when im w/u things start to change
u showed me things that i would had never seen
now i live thru life knowing ur with me
and now im happy knowing where i wna be

yh i know how it really is
people never got ur back n it seems like i never win so
im always tryna do my best,
but worst come to show when ur not here by my chest
n everyday i know, im waiting for the worst to come
sometimes i feel like nobodys there to wait for me when i fall down
but i kno better to wait for u, when no one's around

(sometimes with u its js like,
i be waking up with a purpose n shi like dat, yknow
thanks for being somebody who like i could look up to
n i love u, u know who u r yknow)

[hook]

and everyday, its the same
but with u i js kno that it will be a great day,
hbd to me
its js something i never get to hear when people say 
about me

//

23『rewind』

lyrics✨❤️‍🩹

Another night im feeling broken 
Someone please check my pulse and
If im still breathing 
Pull the plug i feel so hopeless
Deep in the abyss 
I won’t forget 
I wasn’t chosen
Counting all my scars 
As numerous as stars
What can I do 
Your so dead to me 
But your love is still next to me
What can I prove
Is this freedom off ketamine
All these diamonds cuts
They come from reality  
But im so actually 
Still so prone to bleed


I thought I was different 
I said it wouldn’t be this time
Calculating every loss
Just to see when you’d be mine
Overestimated my odds 
Didn’t know they were slim to none 
In a ocean of better ones 
I thought I was one of one
Said you hated my laugh 
You hated when would I have fun
It was too late to go and run
My heart weighed a whole ton 
Inside of a hotel 
Sheets soaked in red rum 
This is one sided love 
Can’t believe this cruel stunt
One day you’ll get what you deserve!
No it’s not a handout…
I promise it was earned 
Evil incarnate 
But your revenge was incomplete 
I’ll see you in hell 
Or maybe you won’t see me

Another night im feeling broken 
Someone please check my pulse and
If im still breathing 
Pull the plug i feel so hopeless
Deep in the abyss 
I won’t forget 
I wasn’t chosen
Counting all my scars 
As numerous as stars
What can I do 
Your so dead to me 
But your love is still next to me
What can I prove
Is this freedom off ketamine
All these diamonds cuts
They come from reality  
But im so actually 
Still so prone to bleed

scars last forever🩹 (NEONMAID w/ NOTLILTHOMAS)

lyrics~

auxina:
You can't even think about me
Long lost secret behind lock and key
I wanna drown in your sea
These thoughts deeper than you could see
I was so young and scared
The winds stripped me bare
Soul shredded in this mare
The sobering truth was unfair
My tears weren't there
I could see you didn't care

@korrinsgone:

think of me
still tryna play for keeps
wont let my soul fade away
im holdin on to sanity
by the way
I thought u said u hated me?
now we talkin late
and the tears fall unto the screen
it feels all contradictory 
I cant forget us watching the dark sky
I didnt know i was wastin ur time
I hope 1 day i can get this shit right....

auxina:

You can't even think about me
Long lost secret behind lock and key
I wanna drown in your sea
These thoughts deeper than you could see
I was so young and scared
The winds stripped me bare
Soul shredded in this mare
The sobering truth was unfair
My tears weren't there
I could see you didn't care

fleeting♡hearts + @korrinsgone (TOYEMA)

leaf (prod chop)

four (prod vuksai)

clover (prod yotocapone + im17again)

Thirteenth Day on FL Studio

who you are to me

greenlight  (prod. Xmyhrt!)

lyrics!!!

@korrinsgone:
Ive made 2 many promises
frozen lies on my hands
I went and cancelled all my plans
I wanna stay inside in lair
I guess I couldn’t bare
another guilty stare
pls don’t take me there
i promise I wont care
how many shots sit inside this Beretta
sealing this up like a love letter

auxina:
Dangling on suicide 
I guess its do or die 
I don’t like to go outside
Unless its in the night
I was in the fog looking for your light
High above the mortal plane like a satellite 
See these red strings 
They apart of me 
Only thing that heals
Is putting on designer jeans
You say kinder things
But the results always sting
I want this to last
But then I always get released
~~~~~~
Love is like a rose that wethers
Hanging from a straining tether
These new depths I’ll never measure
I just hope that your feeling better

@korrinsgone:
Ive made 2 many promises
frozen lies on my hands
I went and cancelled all my plans
I wanna stay inside in lair
I guess I couldn’t bare
another guilty stare
pls don’t take me there
i promise I wont care
how many shots sit inside this Beretta
sealing this up like a love letter

no more promises... + @korrinsgone (METIS)

@ssdwg

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проклятие (prod. by toyema)

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The meaning behind my name is "The idea of the Reaper is cool yet scary to me & I live within the shadows of everyone and everything"


I make music about my struggles, frustrations, & Passions
I play video games, watch anime, & Chill with my friends when I'm not making music

@angelsofsorrows l is my close friend and mixes my songs along with my other close friend @joshiguess huge shoutout to them wouldn't be able to pursue music without their help

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