HOLY FUCK THIS IS MY NEW FAVORITE FROM YOU 10/10 <3

Wasn't expecting the ending that was fucking fire I love the song & the new stuff you tried with your vocals & production <3

and you told me it’d get better
never guessed that my mood would match the weather
grass grows 
things heals
i lost all of my appeal 
and i wish you told me sooner
cuz then i wouldnt look like a loser 
i guess it’s my fault for believing
that i would some day lose the feeling 

hey there i got your letter
every word bled through the paper
you wrote with so much weight
i hope you’re feeling better

avoiding signs from my body
cuz i can’t think of better things to do 
i lost everyone but you

cut ties with anyone around me
they never cared
about me
they’ll probably all
forget me
eventually

and i’m stuck 
being
everything i hated
and i wish 
that i could 
some how make it up to u
the lies and all my faults
were getting to me
i think i should rot
eternally

and you told me it’d get better
never guessed that my mood would match the weather
grass grows 
things heals
i lost all of my appeal
and i wish you told me sooner
cuz then i wouldnt look like a loser 
i guess it’s my fault for believing
that i would some day lose the feeling 

its so good 
lost feeling
im getting better im healing
on every first of the month
i always fuck it up
you didnt hurt me enough
so now we're back in touch
told myself i'd never fall in love again
care too much im fucking up myself instead
losing grip on my reality
its how it always ends
im never going back home
and i dont wanna be friends

and you told me it’d get better
never guessed that my mood would match the weather
grass grows 
things heals
i lost all of my appeal
and i wish you told me sooner
cuz then i wouldnt look like a loser 
i guess it’s my fault for believing
that i would some day lose the feeling

appeal (feat. vito)

This song is a reimagining of "Not Good Enough for Truth in Cliché" by Escape the Fate.

Featuring @sideviewdriveca
Produced by @dercept1
Engineering, additional vocals by @horoshavibes

LYRICS
Sitting in this room playing Russian roulette
Finger on the trigger to my dear Juliet
Out through the window see her back drop silhouette
This blood on my hands is something I cannot forget

So for now
Take this down a notch
Crash my car through your window
How does it feel when tears freeze
When you cry
The blood in your veins is twenty below

(Sideview Drive)
Can't forget the way you
Used to look at me
Now I'm keeping secrets on the tip of my tongue
You know I'm fighting back the things I wanna say to you
But if I try too hard I might fuck it all up
Cut the words out of my mouth
But don't say I didn't warn you

I can not feel
What you've done to me

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My Dear Juliet w/ Sideview Drive (Prod. dercept)

I haven't made shit in months so here's a vent session I made into a song

Finally Sober (prod. sundwn)

it takes time to trust
red line from love
why did i let you slip out of my hands?
i act surprised that you went and made new friends

i've been feeling numb

jaded and alone
the sunset calls me home
im stupid i should have known that you wept in your room

i tried to get help
got lost along the way
you acted so afraid
but i cant help it is what i told myself
i turned on my own friends
cant deny evidence
it was right in front of me
you were right in front of me

jaded and alone
the sunset calls me home
im stupid i should have known that you wept in your room

jaded1

Produced by Xzaviar
Mixed by @decksmusic
Mastered by @anxietyxattacks
Art by BunillaBunz

LYRICS

My Bad (Prod. Xzaviar)

sit back relax
let it all go to waste
you try your best
some things dont ever change
i cant believe i let it slip from in front of me
sometimes the better things in life r sitting in ya face

and its hard to follow you right now
but i try my best to hold it down
either way it goes im walking thru the fye 
hell and back im wit ya baby yea its jus u n i
oh its jus u n i 
but its ok wen im in ur arms
cuz its jus u n i
its not hard to tell my right from wrongs
wen its jus u n i
oh i get it bb tell me y u been different lately o yea
and i keep to myself yea i stay in my lane
ion fuck wit no lames na

but im goin insane like kurt i might blow my brain
too bad i got more to say ima talk my pain
oh i hate the look on ur face
ima do this at my own pace
i gave u ever part u cud take
now theres not much u cud break

and its hard to follow you right now
but i try my best to hold it down
either way it goes im walking thru the fye 
hell and back im wit ya baby yea its jus u n i
oh its jus u n i 
but its ok wen im in ur arms
cuz its jus u n i
its not hard to tell my right from wrongs
wen its jus u n i
oh i get it bb tell me y u been different lately o yea
and i keep to myself yea i stay in my lane
ion fuck wit no lames na

U N I [p. sowhat]

lyrics

hold on, hold on by a thread
with the faintest of whispers you’ll learn to forget
love me, love me again
the world crumbles slowly but you soften the fret

/

minding my step with the way words are falling
crush me, my dreams and the things i love calling
my dearest companions in the darkest of matters
a seek i reward with the absurdist laughter

/

lately i’ve had less lately
more formed to one with the moments more date free
less on the fence i used breathing to save me
i found all of our gifts and the exploits, you might hate me

/

i want peace for us all
i feel when quite and calm
i close eyes and sense the close call
i could lose my breath in your arms

/

help me my dear i am falling to pieces
mend my body i’m ok with creases
i now know the future, just stay for the night
a day can last forever if done just right

/

minding my step with the way words are falling
crush me, my dreams and the things i love calling
my dearest companions in the darkest of matters
a seek i reward with the absurdist laughter

jaded1

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