30/11/22

paranoia_traumacomical ft. Kevin & Tomi

14/01/23

HOPE ft. Tomi AI & Kevin

unwell

Date of creation: ‎23 ‎December ‎2022

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I can't
I can't think because' my brain is too foggy.
from all the noise that's being made
There's too much going on and it's making me upset.

There's so many things going on at once.
Why can't I just be left alone for months?
When all these people try—they try to speak to me
But honestly, there's no reply that I can guarantee!

And when I'm being spoken to,
I'd rather shut them out.
My brain won't comprehend them.
And I'd start to scream and shout.

See, even in my head
The chatting never ends.
I get frustrated. "Block it out!"
Yeah, sure, without a doubt.

It's all just noise.
That really annoys me so much
It's hard to stay in touch.
When my brain turns to mush

I'm tired of all this communication.
I don't need anymore information.
I've said it time and time again.
And I'll repeat myself again, just for you.

Leave me alone.
Leave me alone!

God, please not today.
Keep pushing away
The irritation builds
And I start to feel the guilt

It's stuck within a cycle.
With me being in denial
Of contact from all sides
Hoping that it all subsides

I'll sit here and I'll rhyme
To waste away my time
Not vocalise to socialise.
That's something I despise

And I'm wanting them to know,
To know just one more thing
The noise they make around me daily
Really drives me crazy

It's all just noise.
That really annoys me so much
It's hard to stay in touch.
When my brain turns to mush

I'm tired of all this communication.
I don't need anymore information.
I've said it time and time again.
And I'll repeat myself again, just for you.

Leave me alone.
Leave me alone!

Leave me alone...

Leave Me Alone ft. Tomi AI

Date of creation: 30 ‎September ‎2023

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dont look at me like that
dont look at me at all
im ashamed of the way
i treat myself

you, who wants to know
me, who wants to hide
im terrified of what people
will say about me

everyday is feeling like a challenge
emotions tip as i feel the imbalance
feeling like i really got no talent
falling over tripping on disgallent

dont look at me like that
dont look at me at all
im ashamed of the way
i treat myself

dont look at me like that
dont look at me at all
im ashamed of the way
i treat myself

unfaze_ ft. Umi Kurage

Date of creation: ‎23 ‎March ‎2023

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A body lays stranded in the bath tub (Oh..)
And the water is so dirty from snot the tears
"its not fair" he says himself
His head spinning (It's not fair.)
But this world does not care
As for he is just a toy.

Rip and scratch at the places that hurt the most
Non-fatal parasuicide, 
The eyes lack warmth
But teeth grin wide.

Angel of darkness
Lull him into deep sleep
She wanted to take his soul 
before she could kill him.
Emotions are just feelings out of our control (I'm -)
So what's the point here, my dear? (- Still not dead)

He slashes through his skin like its a game (I'm slashing through my skin like its a game)
Just to see how many days it can go unnoticed (- And i'll see how many days i can go)
And she's the bitch that's laughs because she's cold and brash (Fucker keeps on laughing till i die)
But the screaming carries on
As he's singing through his song (As I'm singing through my song)

Does she ever wonder what it could of been-
If his life weren't so tough?
Like a diamond in the rough?
But she's too ignorant to see past all his faults
So he gets the boot right up the ass to shattered glass.

(This will pass, this will pass,)
(yes it will pass, it will pass.)

Angel of darkness
Please lull him into deep sleep
And innocence that was taken from him long ago
His mind, a toy for so many to play with
So what's the point here, my dear?

Angel of darkness
Please lull him into deep sleep
He wanted to be done but she just kept on laughing on
And it's not so funny now he's hurried to his lullaby
He's done now, he's finished my dear.

So what is the plan here my dear?

PARASUICIDE (Remaster) ft. Feng Yi & Weina

Date of creation: 2 January 2025

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When I think about it now
My heart is on a string
I wake up in a memory
With nothing as it seems

With tears that do not pour
I'm stuck up on a dream
I wish I could do more but
Then it seems all too extreme

My blood, my sweat, and tears
Are they just all just a bluff?
I'd cut until theres blood
But even that isn't enough

I sketch and paint to illustrate
To you a who does not care
So if you really loved me
Then why aren't you here?

(Why am I not enough for you...)

If I died, would you even notice?
My stomach turns, no- you already know it
If i wait on you, like way back when
I know you'll make my heart sting once again

(Okay...)

When I thought about it then
"Do you see me more than a friend?"
I wish we could go back to how it was..
With the issues that our feelings caused-

You think about it now
My heart is on a string
What is there not to get!?
Why can't you seem to hear my screams?

I thought about it then so then I'll
Think of it again but when
Again is almost over
Just repeat the same words so (x2)

If I died, you wouldnt notice so I'll leave without a trace,
You say you love me, but dont show it, so I'll call your bluff two faced,
You say it eats you up inside, and that you feel like a disgrace,
So then imagine how I feel when my all love seems like a waste?

So, if I died, you wouldnt notice so I'll leave without a trace,
You say you love me, but dont show it, so I'll call your bluff two faced,
You say it eats you up inside, and that you feel like a disgrace,
So then imagine how I feel when my all love seems like a waste!?

STING ft. Saros

little fan song of loop i cooked up :3 (WIP!!)

andiloop (DEMO)

video : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7t5JbAue6eY

Circles ft. GUMI English (VOCALOID Original)

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jesus is my friend :)

https://ko-fi.com/diminishedmind
now also on yt: https://youtu.be/xVJ_aGZVcs8

here's the lyrics lmao, they got glitched so they don't exactly sound like this in the track (not that it matters since it's mostly gibberish) but this it what i put into the speak and spell vst i used:

A A A EH
A A A B

I A E E F F G
S S R R A B C 

L L L L L L DIE 

A A A EH
A A A B
I A E E F F G
S S R R A B C 
A A A EH
A A A B
I A E E F F G
S S R R A B C 

N O E S C A P E
N O E S C A P E

D D D D DIE

A A A EH
A A A B
I A E E F F G
S S R R A B C 
A A A EH
A A A B
I A E E F F G
S S R R A A A A

N O E S C A P E
N N O O E E S S C C A A P P E E

No Escape (volume warning)

16 year old Utauloid and experimental music producer!
Makes music through Bandlab~

andiloop (DEMO)

Pareidolia P