Total Mental Collapse

Neurologic Manifestations

lyrics/vocals: Steven Vellou
music: ONKVLO/AudioBake

FLEECING EX-JUBS ON PATREON (LLOYD EVANS IN THAILAND)

CAUGHT LLOYD SNEAKING OFF TO THAILAND
THE PLACE WHERE PEDOS GO
PAYS THE GIRLS TO LICK HIS SWEAT GLANDS
NO ONE ELSE WOULD SINK SO LOW

THE PATTAYA PEDO PROBLEM
MANNA TO THE ELDER’S SON
ACTIVATES HIS SMALL PROTRUSION
EJACULATION HAS BEGUN

RESPECTABLE IN PUBLIC, OBSCENE BEHIND THE SCENES
WITHIN THE CLOAK LURK WEIRD PERVERSIONS
CONCEAL THE SICKEST DREAMS

TOO LLOYD THAI GIRLS ARE BARELY HUMAN
PIECES OF RAW MEAT
DESCRIBES THEM AS CONSENTING ADULTS
BITCHES ON HEAT

LLOYD EVANS YOU’LL NEVER GET TO HEAVEN
FLEECING TRUSTING EX-JDUBS ON PATREON
LLOYD YOUR DOWNWARD SPIRAL HAS BEGUN
AS DIRTY SECRETS COME TO LIGHT ONE BY ONE

LLOYD EVANS IN THAILAND

LLOYD EVANS PLANS HIS NEXT EXCURSION
HIS ACTIVISM TAKES THE PISS
FOBS US OFF WITH HIS LUKE WARM VERSION
SOME INFORMATION IS AMISS

UNDERAGE GIRLS FORCED TO SELL THEIR FLESH
END UP IN THE GRASP OF MR EVANS
JUST DO AS I ASK, PUT ON THIS SCARY MASK
I’M GIVING YOU THE CHANCE TO REMOVE MY SWEATY UNDERPANTS

GET ON YOUR KNEES, OPEN YOUR MOUTH
ENJOY THE STENCH, TASTE THE CHEESE
ALONG WITH HERPES AND SOME HUMAN FLEAS
I’LL LEAVE YOU WITH MY S T DISEASE

Fleecing Ex - Jubs On Patreon (Lloyd Evans In Thailand)

Steven Vellou @ https://soundcloud.com/gothic-funk

CRYSTAL LIFE, SUDDEN DEATH
A FINAL RUSH.THAT TAKES AWAY MY BREATH
IN DISBLIEF I’M FEELING BLESSED
I GET TO CHOOSE MY PLACE OF REST

BUT BEFORE I MAKE MY LAST REQUEST
I'LL PUT MYSELF THROUGH EVERY TEST
A LUST FOR LIFE AND DYING TWICE
A WILLINGNESS TO PAY THE PRICE

TAKING RISKS TO FEEL ALIVE
PREPARED TO ROLL THOSE CROOKED DICE
I TAKE THE PISS, DISRUPTING BLISS
I RULE YOUR WORLD WITH AN IRON FIST

CRYSTAL LIFE, SUDDEN DEATH
A FINAL RUSH.THAT TAKES AWAY MY BREATH
IN DISBLIEF I’M FEELING BLESSED
I GET TO CHOOSE MY PLACE OF REST

CRYSTAL LIFE
SUDDEN DEATH
CRYSTAL LIFE
SUDDEN DEATH

A LUST FOR LIFE AND DYING TWICE
A WILLINGNESS TO PAY THE PRICE
TAKING RISKS TO FEEL ALIVE
PREPARED TO ROLL THOSE CROOKED DICE

I TAKE THE PISS, DISRUPTING BLISS
I RULE YOUR WORLD WITH AN IRON FIST
ADDICTION IS THE SOURCE OF MY CRUELTY
AND THE ONLY REASON WHY I STILL EXIST

SO BETTER THAT I DIE
NOT BY SUICIDE
NOT BY CUTTING MY WRISTS
BUT ACCIDENTALLY

I GET TO CHOOSE HOW I WISH TO LIVE
I GET TO CHOOSE WHEN AND WHERE I DIE
INJECT THE LETHAL DOSE REQUIRED
FIRST TO GET ME HIGH, THEN TO HELP ME SAY GOODBYE

TAKING RISKS TO FEEL ALIVE
PREPARED TO ROLL THOSE CROOKED DICE
I TAKE THE PISS, DISRUPTING BLISS
I RULE YOUR WORLD WITH AN IRON FIST

I GET TO CHOOSE MY FINAL PLACE OF REST

Crystal Life, Sudden Death - Steven Vellou & AudioBake

Only The Moment Is Real

https://soundcloud.com/gothic-funk

https://soundcloud.com/onkvlo

DOES HELL ONLY EXIST INSIDE MY HEAD
I HATE THE FACT I’M MORE ALIVE THAN DEAD
I DON’T ACT OR REACT, I LIE MOTIONLESS INSTEAD
LACK THE ENERGY TO DISAGREE, ACCEPT THE FACT I’M NOBODY

PAST THE POINT OF FEELING DREAD
ARMS AND LEGS, THE WEIGHT OF LEAD
DON’T WANT MY PARTNER’S COMPANY
PREFER TO BASK IN MISERY

THE WILL TO LIVE, WELL THAT’S LONG GONE
DON’T WANT TO GIVE OR TAKE, JUST SHUN
THE WORLD, MY FAMILY, EVERYONE

TO DIE IS MY IDEA OF FUN
TO DIE IS MY IDEA OF FUN

I’M NOT THE SORT TO OWN A GUN
AND I WILL REPORT A HIT AND RUN
SO DOES THAT SUGGEST I VALUE LIFE
ALL LIFE BUT MY OWN

THE PLIGHT OF VICTIMS BREAKS MY HEART
DAYS CUT SHORT LESS A SECOND THOUGHT
THEY DON’T DESERVE TO DIE LIKE THIS
WHILE THE LIKES OF I SHOULD NOT EXIST

I KNOW HELL EXISTS FOR OTHERS TOO
FILLS ALL THEIR DAYS, THEIR WORLDS ASKEW
NO PROSPECT OF A MOMENTS PEACE
NO PROSPECT OF A QUICK RELEASE

TO END THIS SONG THAT’S NOT TOO LONG
I’LL SUMMARISE MY THOUGHTS OF HELL
IT’S THE WAITING ON WHAT LIES AHEAD
DRIVES ME BACK INTO MY SHELL
I DO REGRET ALL THE THINGS I’VE DONE AND SAID
BUT NO CONVERSION ON THIS DEATH BED

Does Hell Only Exist Inside My Head

Awesome one by Steven https://soundcloud.com/gothic-funk

My Dog Stepped On A Bee

At The End Of Forever

Playing with synthesizers and drum machines and various strains of maryjane, mostly indica, while trying to figure out what I'm doing.

I make music to combat moments of mental illness. It is my therapy, and I need a lot of therapy. 

I'm enjoying exploring the Soundcloud community. There's a lot of good stuff on here. 

Thanks to everyone sharing their awesome music and taking the time to listen to what I put together. 




~A

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