DEAD INSIDE

Down (feat. Travis Barker)

Halloween Mixtape

Liar

High Again

Toaster For A Swim

(e)motion sickness

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lyrics - 

I got drunk the first time and I f***ed up my tooth
I fell in love the first time and I f***ed up my youth
Yeah I've been runnin' from so much that I might f*** up my shoes
But still the only thing that's really f***ed up is the truth
And that's that everynight we go out has us waking up a day older (yeah) 
So while I'm here it's only right that I'mma take over (aye)
Livin' fast, burnin' rubber in a Range Rover (fast)
Burnin' gas, all my brothers never stay sober
They say the party's gotta end but I'm not ready for the hangover (yeah, yeah)

I don't wanna grow up (no)
I wanna be a rockstar, watch me blow up
Drinkin' champagne with the gang 'til we throw up
Red carpet ready for us everytime we show up
Yeah I got some dreams I can't seem to let go of (aye)
So what? (so what)You got your heart broken, go and get it sewn up (sewn up)
Windows rolled down everytime we roll up
I don't wanna grow up, I don't wanna grow up

I spent the whole day on my phone, I think that f***ed up my head
We spent the whole night in my room, I think we f***ed up my bed
Yeah I should probably get my s*** together, just like they said (they said)
Or if you're down, we just get f***ed up instead (aye)
Goin' dumb, forever young, I can cheers to that (cheers)
Woah now, slow it down, we not hearin' that
Pedal to the metal, I don't even care who's steerin' that
We don't got much, but baby look at all the years we have
And we not scared of much but honestly my biggest fear is that (I don't)

I don't wanna grow up (no)
I wanna be a rockstar, watch me blow up
Drinkin' champagne with the gang 'til we throw up
Red carpet ready for us everytime we show up
Yeah I got some dreams I can't seem to let go of (aye)
So what? (so what)You got your heart broken, go and get it sewn up (sewn up)
Windows rolled down everytime we roll up
I don't wanna grow up, I don't wanna grow up
(So what)
(So what)
(So what)
(I don't wanna grow up)

AMAG - Grow Up (prod. balloon beats)

Perfectly Imperfect

[Verse 1]
I used to hide the stories written in my skin,
pulled my sleeves down like a curtain where I’d been.
Every crack, every line, felt like I’d done it wrong,
so I kept my voice to whispers in a room built for a song.

I remember every late-night collapse on the floor,
trying to patch myself with “never again” and “no more.”
But every time the world swung hard and didn’t land clean,
I woke up still here, somewhere in between.

[Pre-Chorus]
Thought I had to be untouched to be worth the time,
thought I needed perfect edges, perfect shine.
But the way my hands still shake and still hold on
might be the proof I needed all along.

[Chorus]
I’m good damage, I’m fine cracks with the light pouring through,
I’m the burn that says I made it out, not the fire that went askew.
I’m the worn-out faith that still hums under noise and static fear—
no, we won’t say “static,” scratch that—just the ghosts I used to hear.
I’m good damage, not ruined, just changed shape around the truth,
if you’re broke in the same old places,
there’s a room in me for you.

[Verse 2]
I’ve been the one who stayed when I should’ve walked away,
and I’ve walked when staying might’ve taught me how to stay.
I’ve said things that echoed like a dropped glass in a church,
left myself on read, called it “self-defense,” not hurt.

But somehow in the stumble, I learned a different step,
I found a way to hold my ground without holding my breath.
Now every scar’s a chorus I can’t un-sing,
it’s the price of every second wind I bring.

[Pre-Chorus]
Thought I had to be the blueprint they passed around,
thought I had to hide the versions I burned down.
But the way my laugh breaks when I say “I’m fine”
is its own kind of honest, its own kind of line.

[Chorus]
I’m good damage, I’m fine cracks with the light pouring through,
I’m the burn that says I made it out, not the fire that went askew.
I’m the messy proof that surviving is a kind of art,
I’m the tape and glue and gold seams
running wild across my heart.
I’m good damage, not ruined, just changed shape around the truth,
if you’re broke in the same old places,
there’s a room in me for you.

[Bridge]
Raise a glass to the almost-ending,
to the nights the floor felt thin.
To the friends who sat in silence
’til you found your breath again.
To the choices you regret
that still somehow carved out space
for the people who would meet you
in this unfinished place.

[Post-Bridge / Breakdown]
We’re not flawless, we’re not clean,
we’re the lines between the scenes.
But when the music hits our names,
every fracture lights the frame.

[Final Chorus]
We’re good damage, we’re fine cracks with the light pouring through,
we’re the proof that what tried to end us
only changed the way we grew.
We’re the shaky-voiced confessions shouted over crashing drums,
we’re the choir made of “I’m not sure”
and “I’m glad I didn’t run.”
We’re good damage, not ruined, just changed shape around the truth,
if you’re broke in the same old places,
there’s a place right here for you.

[Outro]
Turn the volume up on all the parts we used to hide,
let the songs wrap soft around the places we survived.
If tomorrow hits us harder, we’ll just sing a little louder,
good damage in the glow,
holding up the night together.

This Ain't a Scene (feat. jxdn)

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