Happily Ever After (Instrumental)

Happily Ever After (piano ver.)

Figuring out which vers of the inst to use was awful and I'm gonna be real I may or may not like this vers of it more. Enjoy

Edit: I uh. may or may not have reuploaded the song with this version of the inst :skull:

January (inst)

I don't think I'm dead yet.

Inst+SVP: www.mediafire.com/file/wh156zy7mst…+++Inst.zip/file
YT: https://youtu.be/S01UvL_ln9c
Utau vers: https://youtu.be/9y467YRIJ5U

i uh. had to reupload this bc i didn't like the mix of the first one

Special thanks to NegaiUta, reinroku, and iamjade4

Lyrics:
To all who died in January
Tell me who I am
To all who died in January
Come and take my hand

I know
'bout the darkness adoned
Does it matter all rather
Lay high on your soul

It's cold
In the stars, and the gloam
Will I ever be allowed to go home

Was it worth it?
Watching people staring at your bones
Wondering if they'll ever care at all (Wondering if they'll ever care at all)
I can feel the freezing take its toll
I'm sorry, but I need to know

To all that died in January did you ever lie?
A heart composed of slush and folly desperately cries

(Come and show my fate
Tell me is it too late?)

When you're at your own funeral
Do you know if they'll pray
Do you know if they'll stay

A glitter of ice on my face
In winter how many'll tend to your grave?

The warden of a mortuary looks to me and sighs
A death befalling January mourning after night
In fallen snow a sanctuary body kept ashore
Our dear departed January have we met before

There's frost in my hair and my back's to the stone
If I'm out here dying will I die alone
Could I ever be found just a corpse in the cold?
Could somebody tell me I'm not on my own

(Come and show my fate
Tell me is it too late
Come and show my fate
I don't think it's too late)

I don't know
That's how it goes
Pray to god to keep my soul
Pray to god to keep me whole

I don't think I'm too far gone - I hope you'll stay
So listen when I say

To all that died in January tell me who you are
To all who died in January I'm not very far

January (ft Eleanor Forte)

Self cover with the goat Sibella going on this channel bc I think I'm nearing upload capacity on main

January (with Sibella)

Running (2025 New Year Remaster)

Originally published August 25 2025
YT: https://youtu.be/JgKxrQ0h4OY 

All the people who were tagging this as rkgk are LYING. Or I've just been kinda busy. I had a lot of fun doing it though I should try stuff like this more often.

Um yeah basically people on twitter took this old sony ringtone and made their own versions of it so I wanted to make my own. Enjoy :)

Music: Crypton Future Media
Drums, Topline: Aurazour
Vocal: Mai SynthesizerV

My friends wanted stems so if there's interest here I'll add them to the desc
(More of a remix than an original but stuck it on this channel anyway. I do what I want. I'm working on more original music I swear I'm just really busy)

Lyrics:
I got that flow
So don't you know
Could you turn the world upon its head, let it all go number as the line drops dead

Our breathing now is steady slow
This feeling bound to not let go

A martyred soul, to me, seeks
The mind unknown, beneath me
A body sold, to deep sleep
Baby won't you dance, I won't ask
Oh, no
(My brain,
In vain)

Mind Binding remix [SynthV]

Originally uploaded October 9th, 2025
YT: https://youtu.be/XVbOHi7bWkc

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I wanted a vertical video but youtube shorts sucks. Anyway. I started this back in Feb? a bit before valentines day. Abandoned then wanted to pick up again. Two different vocalist versions because it's my channel and I do what I want. Not really meant to be polished but directly inspired a different song I'm working on which I pray will see the light of day
Vocalist: Mai
Inst + SVP: https://www.mediafire.com/file/amo92h6rfflp1ty/From%252C_Amaryllis_SVP_%252B_Inst.zip/file
Anri vers: (goes up when I put it together I'm beefing with the mix right now. mixing is hard ok)

Lyrics:

Through summer skies
To fall below
A prayer to stars above

And all this time
I don't know why
I was unworthy of your love

The lyrics meant something at one point. Now I'm not so sure.

Thank you for listening

From, Amaryllis (ft. Mai)

Hi this is my first time making something on garageband, wanted to upload it somewhere quick

Garageband test

I make music and sometimes it includes vocals using utau