pin me as you will, i try to avoid conflict
but if you insist on defaming me then i will just
let you have your thoughts and i'll just let it sit
because i can't be bothered with those who wish me ill

and we don't talk when we cross paths
and i don't know what to make of this

so let me know, am i really all that bad?
i wanna seem like i don't care but it really makes me sad
it eats me everytime that i'm here, in fact
and i just wanna know, do you think i'm that?

and i won't ever tell my side
or explain why i do things this way

this is probably social anxiety
manifested in my brain telling me i should be
afraid of everything and what people might say
so i don't try leaving my bedroom today

and we don't talk when we cross paths
and i don't know what to make of this

Pin Me

tucked away from the hardships 
is a nurtured soul in the gardens
we want a return to a harmless 
existence where we're in harmony
and i don't think it's too far-fetched
to want a future this honest

we're skating out in space on rollerblades made of dust
from the stars that we carved from the crust and our hearts
are robust and so large that they barge from our chest
and they thump and they pump, erupting love into the --

never ending depths of a cosmic realm
never ending depths of a cosmic realm
never ending depths of a cosmic realm
never ending depths of a cosmic realm

built a telescope so powerful that it
could see millions of years into the past
and all the ancient animals living
never once thinking that one day they'll be wiped out

we're skating out in space on rollerblades made of dust
from the stars that we carved from the crust and our hearts
are robust and so large that they barge from our chest
and they thump and they pump, erupting love into the --

never ending depths of a cosmic realm
never ending depths of a cosmic realm
never ending depths of a cosmic realm
never ending depths of a cosmic realm

we're skating out in space on rollerblades made of dust
from the stars that we carved from the crust and our hearts
are robust and so large that they barge from our chest
and they thump and they pump, erupting love into the --

never ending depths of a cosmic realm
never ending depths of a cosmic realm
never ending depths of a cosmic realm
never ending depths of a cosmic realm

Cosmic Realm

and that's when i feel alone but i like that
it's so beautiful in the woods with all the clouds
rolling around, brings me right back
praying to the stars

sort of scared that i'm not okay
like i feel so lost in my own brain
but i'm oddly complacent in my own way
say what you want, i think i'll make it
say what you want, i think i'll break this spell
say what you want, i think i'll overcome
say what you want, because i'm just not done

i want to be cleansed from the inside
i'm gonna do what's right for my friends
i'm gonna grow stronger by the minute
and i'm never gonna ever give in

this castle we're building, it'll never collapse
it'll stand the test of time
held up by the most powerful love no one could ever deny

and that's when i feel alone but i like that
it's so beautiful in the woods with all the clouds
rolling around, brings me right back
praying to the stars

and that's when i feel alone but i like that
it's so beautiful in the woods with all the clouds
rolling around, brings me right back
praying to the stars

it's okay to ask for help if you need it
we're outliers in this world, undefeated
by the magic powers invested, i will leave it
up to you because you know what to do

and that's when i feel alone but i like that
it's so beautiful in the woods with all the clouds
rolling around, brings me right back
praying to the stars

Relics Of The Past

bike rides late at night, neon lights,
everybody's asleep inside
but we're not, no
and we're coasting, i hope time stays frozen

come with me, we can ride out
we can fuck around, we can find out

the day will come and you'll be gone
i hope you'll remember this special bond

flowers explode from my heart
when we touch, when we stay together

i can see my breath as the warmth
comes out my chest. has the morning sun arrived?
i don't wanna leave the night

oh, to feel like this is ours, empty towers
and the wind is dancing through

come with me, we can ride out
we can fuck around, we can find out

what if we just ran away 
and never showed up the next day?
or ever!? they'd never know
we'd leave no trace and no trail to show

Flowers Explode From My Heart

surfing inside my dreams
in kurimo island i sleep
the waves are waving in sync

i love you
i miss the lift 
of being unseen

but i'm forever torn
between always wanting to be loved
and never wanting to have been born

i love you
i'm so lucky but
how do i escape this?

surfing inside my dreams
in kurimo island i sleep
the waves are waving in sync

i love you
your face, it shines
inside my heart 

it has never dawned on me like this
the comfort i draw from your stare
when you show me you care

it's raining
it's pouring down
and we're still going out

i've waited too long
but my patience is strong
and there's no such thing 
as having too much spring

we'll walk through flowers 
and fallen leaves
and the birds are all singing
and we're just all that we need

i'm bringing myself back on this path
and you're all that i've wanted
i'll give you all the love
anyone could ever dream of

i love you
please take my hand
i'll do it all just for you

surfing inside my dreams
in kurimo island i sleep
the waves are waving in sync

Kurimo Island

give me a minute to collect my thoughts
my head is spinning
and my mind is lost
i've been wielding black magic on
and off for so long 
i forgot the plot

i'm falling short in fact
nobody knows, but it makes me sad
if i can't satisfy my own sense of worth
then i'll surely never be intact

a soft sweet voice that brings me peace
now plagues my head full of guilt
if i want to redeem myself then i
must correct mistakes i've dealt

this is peak lunacy
and i'm about to snap
i should have this all figured out
but i fell off track
so much potential to be so great
but i squandered it and it's such a shame

the universe shoots me a sign
and it guides me
away from this harmful state of mind
now i'm looking for patterns 
in wherever they could happen
i wanna make it right

i'm gonna lock my door 
and never leave my room
i don't wanna go outside
yeah, fuck everyone

i'm gonna read my books
and my phone will be turned off
god, i'm so done

Coping

show my gratefulness, for all you ever did. you came from somewhere new and i had to think it through

don't tell me this never ends, because you know i can't live like this.

i sit in the darkest spots, i've crawled right in to rot

i think i'm always lost. i know it's not your fault. perhaps i broke my brain, i never seem to fix things anyway. 

so next time i'm down on my luck, don't you dare to pick me up. i need to feel the pain of defeat. it'll push me to be less weak

Tough Loving

it was so wrong of me
to be this confused
it's 2 in the morning
and i smell all the fumes

even my dreams are
tearing me down
there's no escape from
where i have fell out

and you look in my eyes now
i just can't look back
the truth's always muddled 
but the proof's in the facts

it's 2 in the morning
and i'm in my bed
the phone's by me charging
i need to call you instead

i'm sorry i'm like this
i'm sorry that's all
i feel like we're slipping
i don't want us to fall

soon i will shatter
into millions of shards
i'll lay down all broken
all torn down and apart

i'm nervous and flustered
i just want it all
to leave me alone and
finally get solved

it's 2 in the morning
i'm thinking about hell
i'm an atheist most days
tonight i don't feel so well

walking the sidewalks
at night by the streets
the lights are all blurry
like the life that i lead

if you should see me
alone in the dark
right by the road just
keep rolling along

2 Am

paint my life with all of your bliss

i feel weightless when your face is

here, come to me. madly, deeply, truly

ah, ah, ah

xrosariess - your bliss

Express Train To Drop Off Ville

Gentle Care

Skeletons Dancing In My Garden

images circling in my head
and i am certainly unconscious
you said i was nice and friendly
end me please, only you can stop this
doubt and anger, hang around
and i will show you all my nonsense

what does all this mean?
and am i crying? how's it feel?
and am i sliding into keeling?
am i writing out a dream and..?
if i die and disappeared 
it would just stop right then and here
and the world would just ignore it
because it doesn't really care

auric roses

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