it was so wrong of me
to be this confused
it's 2 in the morning
and i smell all the fumes

even my dreams are
tearing me down
there's no escape from
where i have fell out

and you look in my eyes now
i just can't look back
the truth's always muddled 
but the proof's in the facts

it's 2 in the morning
and i'm in my bed
the phone's by me charging
i need to call you instead

i'm sorry i'm like this
i'm sorry that's all
i feel like we're slipping
i don't want us to fall

soon i will shatter
into millions of shards
i'll lay down all broken
all torn down and apart

i'm nervous and flustered
i just want it all
to leave me alone and
finally get solved

it's 2 in the morning
i'm thinking about hell
i'm an atheist most days
tonight i don't feel so well

walking the sidewalks
at night by the streets
the lights are all blurry
like the life that i lead

if you should see me
alone in the dark
right by the road just
keep rolling along

2 Am

statues (tahtx)

music video: https://youtube.com/watch?v=GYurB-d_txo

baby dont mess around
because she loves me so
i guess that all i want to know
if i could make a deal with God
id do so yesterday
but its life that plays the cards
is this the final road
the ending strive
and no love will fix this harm
do it how you wanna do
dont mix me in
i got nothing to do with that

running against the wind
rotten in the heart
so heavy in my chest
you get no other try
i want everyone to leave
you dont have my trust
and i spend my days like this
high to the sky
i could really use your wish
as its shattered to the ground
dont you see what you have caused?
looking from a far
i dont have the words
to describe this horror
(no words, no words)
i dont have the words
to describe this harm
i dont have the words
i could say to you
i dont have no word
that could save us two
(save us two, save us two)
(save us two, save us two...)

ruined and harmed (acoustic)

@blackwinterwells @kidsnrlxx
https://www.instagram.com/hateoryx/
https://www.instagram.com/blackwinterwells/
https://www.instagram.com/sadsnrlxx/
-
(my lyrix)
all I've been thru
i just miss you
all night crying
i got issues

all we've been thru
i just miss you
hate the fact that i can't fix you

didn't wanna go
should of always known
remember being outside trapped with u in snow
sitting in your room playing games and blowing smoke
i still think abt u when im all alone

alone in my room
wishing i had u
why'd u left me broken
scars tell the truth

alone in my room
wishing i had you
why'd you left me hopeless
left so soon

(x2)

SPOTIFY

2soon ( • ᴖ • ｡) 🎀 ft. blackwinterwells & kidsnorlax 🩷

cover art by me
https://soundcloud.com/lil-soda-boi
Prod. https://soundcloud.com/johntheli0n

lyrics:
[John Denver]
Almost Heaven, West Virginia
Blue Ridge Mountains, Shenandoah River
Life is old there, older than the trees
Younger than the mountains, growing like a breeze

Country roads, take me home
To the place I belong
West Virginia, mountain mama
Take me home, country roads

[lil soda boi]
my angel
you're the one that makes me go "damn"
insane but it's okay
you know who i am
i'll change
but i just popped another six xans
i'm crazy
i don't even know who i am
yo
telling our plans, yeah
while you're taking my hand, yeah

i'm off the dope
i'm off the lean
i'm off the drugs
i'm off the bean
(X2)

[John Denver]
Country roads, take me home
To the place I belong
West Virginia, mountain mama
Take me home, country roads
(X2)

john denver & lil soda boi - country roads

remedy [prod nonsense]

im back all 2026
happy new year, love you
- cody luv

(original sample: brent faiyaz - price of fame)

lyrics:
nowadays everybody wanna just be somebody
but they aint do nun bout it
you aint finna get no motion
sittin on ur ass talkin bout it
everybody trynna get famous
on their mf phone
cuz we all feel so alone
now we wanna be seen
nobody loves you like i do
try my best ima find you
fw my sh*t its on itunes, and buy it too
im a walkin ad placement
you better like my post, 'fulfillment'
and if you don't go like it, i guess nobody really feels me
look at me and the sh*t im makin
look at my smile even tho im fakin
look at my friends even tho they snaked me
look at my fans even tho they hate me
i wanna be your rodeo clown
i wanna be a giant, i wanna look down on you
i wanna be that guy you think about every morning
i wanna be that guy you say is so important
tell all of your friends
all about my sh*t
all about my fits
all about my pics on the ig story where i money spread
captioned "more than your rent"

spark the lizzo pt. 5

happy new year - just finished this
Gonna fix the mix for EP5
thank you for an excellent year

Boarding an hour long train
Haven’t seen you in forever still have nothing to say
Sit on the couch and I wait
While Self inducing a haze 
10 hours Ubers and planes
Doing this before it’s too late

I’m letting everyone know in my life that every day I’m so grateful
Even when I might seem tired and bored
Or it’s not a perfect day
Not like it could never be
cause I’m so lucky that you’re in my life

I find myself always stressing out, about the things I can’t even control
I’m reaching down into the bottom of the bowl
I think this life’s not even about chasing the highs running from the lows
I’ll figure out which way that my life might have to really go

If you love something then do it
But you can’t love like everything you do
If you need a change, then you just gotta get to it
Like That’s the only thing you’ll ever do

highs&lows (control2) (demo mix)

this feelings the best w capoxxo

prod deadspyro
https://soundcloud.com/monocryy

lyrics:
fill my body up
with everything i want 
even if its hard, it’s never enough 
fill my body up
with everything i want, i want
it’s never enough 
why do i try so hard for you
you left me broken 
i’m dead on a noose
i guess i was made for you
i was born to lose
never enough, it’s never enough 

i’ve been doing this for a long time
you can’t be me you can’t make lines 
i’ve been doing this for a long time
you can’t be me you can’t make lines
you can’t make lines
i’ve been doing this for a long time 
for a long time
i’ve been doing this for a long time

mckel - everything i want

Prod @yaoicat

Lyrics 

I feel so stupid 
& lost 
Waiting 4 u to call
Sitting right here by the door
Knowing ur not coming back

Can we just run away 
Close & lock the door
And end the past 
Close the door
& end the past
 life just moves so slow
Shadows surround me like ghosts
& I know that ur here 
I feel heaven is close
All we are 
The last time falling apart
All we are 
The last chance for our hearts

my own worst enemy
is myself cocaine and ketamine
i tend to get ahead of me
i tend to get ahead of me

that shit u said 2 me
still hurts lik lighting kerosene
bby ik u dnt rly want this
bby ik u think im obnoxious

pour it back seat, pop a bean
ion nevr eat, dont sleep
wish i cld find a better way 4 me, oh
n ion ask cuz ik ion wna kno

i wish tht i cld say
ill always stay away
jus as sure as the sun gone shine
[?]

2 Am

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