this song is from my ep "our time in the woods"
{OUT ON ALL PLATS} - https://songwhip.com/pdktp/back-now
prod. 01mayday
Mastered, Vocals, and Written by me

LYRICS:

(intro)
I'm missing thoughts of you,
and all your attitude,
I don't know what,
I don't know what to do,

(chorus)
back now,
tied back with a tooly,
don't fret,
my dear aint soothe me,
I don't wanna go back home,
two shots straight to my dome,
back now,
tied back with a tooly,
don't fret,
my dear aint soothe me,
I don't wanna go back home,
two shots straight to my dome,

(verse 1)
I wanna die,
you tell it's gon be fine,
but you lied,
it's all gonna be alright,
I'm tossin and turning,
losin like it's learning,
I don't wanna know,
I'm clawing at my heart,
I knew this from the start,
Now Imma put on a show,

(chorus 2)
back now,
tied back with a tooly,
don't fret,
my dear aint soothe me,
I don't wanna go back home,
two shots straight to my dome,
I don't care what they say now,
tell the truth but I only have doubts,


(chorus 3)
back now,
tied back with a tooly,
don't fret,
my dear aint soothe me,
I don't wanna go back home,
two shots straight to my dome,  
oooo woah ho ho,
oooo woah ho ho,
I don't wanna go back now,
I don't wanna go back now,

back now

dont let me fall (quintuple)

i've been trying to let myself let go, so here's a song that i finished a while ago

LYRICS:

that’s a dangerous habit to have 
romanticizing past regressions to compress and relax
that’s not relief though your belief would have you think that it is
mistaking pain for something gained so you can do it again
they said an end was new beginnings so you took it all in
wanted sovereignty from trauma fall away from the sin
that’s the eager misdirection talk it is what it is
lock in coping mechanisms like you knew they would win

i walked on watercolor thoughts to stop a switch to acrylic
cause it’s to quick to dry decide what time my time gets to end
ascension of men talk religion again
anything to justify the sickness shifting the bends
bent on living what’s been lost not even trying to find
the real deal cause a replica been working just fine
each meal causing nausea stomach turns on a dime
is that pretension or a physical sign [of some decline]

confronted thoughts i need a second or minute
for pausing process to retreat to what i once called forgiveness
that’s the burden of me sitting fences thru adolescence
blink and miss the coalescence of emotions and lessons
and now i’m older 20’s started missed the pistol start over
to mold reactions and my habits to a calmer composure 
fit the image in my head i have of what i’m supposed to be
sold on exposing me
to altering history

cause i’d
begrudgingly consider myself a revisionist
as i go trudging through my memories to switch how i remember it
my temperament and sense of good reaction to accomplishment
a promise since forgotten and resulting consequence
i’m not one for halting progress when i feel that im fine
but neuroticism blocks the process losing my mind
its habitual never intentional cause my mind
falters often as result of lies that say that i’m fine

fine (and the consequences of being so) [prod. eeryskies]

produced by tjay ussher, g0nie & everestdidthis

intro by skullbound & boldoctopus

@kutz-boi @pieridxe @enter-bnh

bitter sting (feat. Łucid dreamer) - Pieridxe & tjay ussher

lyrics soon: 
take me back
to when I was 
so perfect
thats all i want 
right before the knife strikes 
you think of pain and your strife
to truly take a life
would cost your all no suffice 

i know it hurts but no way around 
what makes it worse is no one’s around 

right before the knife strikes 
you think of pain and your strife 
to truly take your life
would cost it all 
no suffice 
and as your eyes loose there light 
all your dreams bleed
bright

visions seem so assure 
the sky, the breeze, and the earth 
it warms your all 
shows your worth 
before you last breathe 
take it in all at once 
your moon will rise pass the sun 
your eyes will soon stay shut 
this is your last chance 

to feel 
everyone 
surreal 
well now its done 

right before the knife strikes 
you thank of pain and your strife 
to truly take your life
would cost it all 
no suffice 
and as your eyes loose there light 
all your dreams bleed
bright
never more 
your fucking done 
now look away as your life means none.
and as your eyes loose there light 
all your dreams 
bleed bright 
to feel 
everyone 
surreal 
well now your done

bright (prod grayskies)

Eivom a ekil

dreAding thE NigHts thAt Im wiTh herrrrrrr

- lyrics -

I dont wnna talk anymore
pass out and im drunk on the floor
my bad baby said she wanted more
now she aint wnna hit me up no more
my gun it be dressing in Dior
just copped a new 2door
suicide im just talking caus im bored
just copped my
yuh

im high caus I need somehting
I think this bitch want from me
they aint pu when they say they want me
I kno why you walk around like a zombie
you'd take your life to haunt me
my old shawty don't know me
you wanna fight then call me
lil bitch you'll never kno me

this blunt, red smoking all of this again
im back to smoking caus all of her friends
and she like baby take a hit again

I told her no
please stay away
im going ghost
I want the fade
ill let her know
this shit amazing
ill let her know
lil bitch im faded

drunk in luv

lyrics:

in the downpour
i am drowning in your love
on the forest floor
i am hiding in your love

slowly we go
sway back and forth
then i shut the door
and light up the candles on the floor
in a circle
i draw the star i saw from before

(chorus)

see the redwood canopy above
can’t say what it reminds me of
but when i reminisce, i was always in love

(chorus)

downpour

don’t tell me it’s over w/ treez (prod. cxrter x tiedforsilver)

prod. heavnsnt

(Hook)

I can't even start with writing
I don't think I can escape
Too much stuff going on lately
Flaring from my fucking brain
Scrambling' with sensory notion
I know you can't feel my pain
I'm gon traverse thru the winter
Make it through without a scrape

(Verse)

Just pick off the paint
And let me know what you say
I'm just a mess waiting to happen
I'm short distance away

So baby pick off the paint
And let me know what you say
I'm just a mess waiting to happen
I'm short distance away

(Pre-Chorus)

I'm Scrambling with the sudden motion
Everything I have decay
I'm scared that if I take a second
Everything will fade away

Obsessive thoughts and rumination
That's all in my everyday
Hoping I can stop to breathe
So I won't have to die early


(Hook #2)

I can't even start with writing
I don't think I can escape
Too much stuff going on lately
Flaring from my fucking brain
Scrambling' with sensory notion
I know you can't feel my pain
I'm gon traverse thru the winter
Make it through without a scrape

(Verse #2)

Just pick off the paint
And let me know what you say
I'm just a mess waiting to happen
I'm short distance away

So baby pick off the paint
And let me know what you say
I'm just a mess waiting to happen
I'm short distance away


(Breakdown)

And I'm so fucked up
Tryna let it go (So fucked up)-
I had to grow, but had no time (So fucked up)
Cause life is just a cycle that repeats it line for line
I'm just so fucked up (Scrambling with my inner mechanisms and harmony)
So fucked up (The hiveofdeath is so cold that im gon destroy my own body)
So fucked up
I'm just so fucked up

scrambling

~2009~
my collection of thoughts xoxoxoxo

bitter sting (feat. Łucid dreamer) - Pieridxe & tjay ussher

tjay ussher

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