In the house where I stay smokin blunts that’s to the face 



Askin me why Im so distant I just ain’t got  got shit to say



Acting different for attention I could never say the same y’all fucking lame i took his zip i fucked his bitch that’s just for getting in my way 

im mia i might take a trip today off lsd no not a place the fuck i gave had been erased the hole you left can’t be replaced 

halfway towards death like fuck a pace 

sick of this life swear i don’t wanna wake all this weight on my chest ain’t no more i could take even god couldnt save me 



so how could you change me



Bridge: 





i take a step back just to light another blunt then fade to jet black think you  know me cause you used to you could dead that like all this pain it made me change now i can’t go back i hope u know that 





i’ve never been worth it , thinking bout all of the shit that i been through like did i deserve this ,lost where the light see no point to this life im like what is it’s purpose,is all of this worthless,why im always left hurting barely scratching the surface 



verse 2 : 



for what am i searching 



i can’t seem to figure my hand on the steel but i can’t pull the trigger you promised me heaven and never delivered the bonds that i severed don’t wanna remember i won’t be forgotten you won’t be forgiven this body a prison this life is sentence but fuck it i live it cause death ain’t to distant cause you once you gone there ain’t coming back 



imma leave you where i met you promise that you nothing special half and half like i’m zestu only livin cause i let you when you die they ain’t gon miss you no matter what they all forget you





you should save yourself,ain’t no saving me 



i was all alone, no one noticed me  



that shit turned me cold, left my soul on my freeze 



you could hate me now, but it don’t mean a thing 







anywhere but here anywhere but here anywhere but here just take me anywhere 

but here anywhere but here anywhere but here just take me anywhere but here i’m gone

Anywhere But Here Prod. Skorpy

CreepyWhiteDude

Are You Afraid Of The Dark? (Prod. SXMPRA)

wow song with @holoblack @jontbeats
last song of the year

AMV DONE BY @idleglance go check it out https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jnr6yAZYWec&feature=youtu.be

----lyrics----
put me on a stretcher
all the drugs teach me a lesson
till i wake up on the street
thinkin oh fuck i need to get it and i-
ride high with a fucking four five and im
gon' die as a fuckin low life
ride high with a fucking four five and im 
gon' die as a fuckin low life

bitch im cold, slangin the dope, breakin a ho, into the fold 
ride high with fucking a four five  and i 
gon' die as a fuckin low life
bitch im cold, slangin the dope, breakin a ho, into the fold 
ride high with a fucking  four five and i 
gon' die as a fuckin low life

holoblack, in this muthafucka bitch
if you fuck around with us you'll hear this muthafucka click
down the drain, bodies slain, got to muthafuckin choose
you will die, stay alive,
you will muthafuckin lose
obey me muthafucka, 
got the nine up to your dome 
i see me in your future
cuckolding your muthafucking soul
when in rome, 
you best act the part, 
like you fuckin know
murda blitz x2 
close the casket on this stupid bitch and leave em in the mist

ride high with a fucking four five and im
gon' die as a fuckin low life
bitch im cold, slangin the dope, breakin a ho, into the fold, slangin the dope, 
breakin a ho, into the fold, givin a fuck about all of you hos








popping a pill at noon
fucking the realest two
smoking gorilla glue

and my bitch got the grip like the latter
fuck my life reverse climbing a ladder
I don't matter 
always sadder 
fuck everything that im striving after
im secluded feeling usless making my ego bigger 
drug abuser loser lowlife i make peace up with it
pop a bean and laser beam i look like frieza with it 
drivin into the sunset high wishing i could ---

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iaccidentallywrotemychristmaslistinadeathnote w HOLØBLACK (prod jon t) *AMV IN DESCRIPTION*

(Prod. CRÜXX)
lyrics/
You came in my life and you brought it to shreds
Now i just want to go count up the dead 
feeling so lost and I can't find my head 
look at the bottle I'm fresh out of meds 
dead presidents is all I see 
feeling so bleak come take a peak 
you don't want to walk with me 
depression seems to follow me 
Step into the mind of a cut throat 
got pain in my chest I've been alone 
calling out but ain't nobody home 
cold weather no I don't know 
even though I'm lost I'm gone get it though
don't no time for a pitty hoe 
talking drugs as a means to an end though
fucked myself popping all of these benzos 
acid tabs I can't think 
tripped so much my minds been tweaked 
alls I do is overthink 
anxietys been on the brink
I can't speak 
panic starts to enter me 
keep that strap right next to me 
take one step and death you'll seek 
You came in my life and you brought it to shreds
Now i just want to go count up the dead 
feeling so lost and I can't find my head 
look at the bottle I'm fresh out of meds 
dead presidents is all I see 
feeling so bleak come take a peak 
you don't want to walk with me 
depression seems to follow me 
I cant see I've been so lost I cant breath 
alls I want is to find peace 
my own family leaving me 
so I just go 
I'm all alone 
fuck boys gone get overthrown 
won't stop till I've been throned
AK's busting at you're dome
home alone
I don't know 
feeling like I got to go 
feeling so low 
trying to grow
ive been on this sunken 
as time flies by I watch the sky 
rain clouds form is it my time 
as I sit back close my eyes 
I'm still going to get what's mine 
You came in my life and you brought it to shreds
Now i just want to go count up the dead 
feeling so lost and I can't find my head 
look at the bottle I'm fresh out of meds 
dead presidents is all I see 
feeling so bleak come take a peak 
you don't want to walk with me 
depression seems to follow me

GREY TIDES (Prod. Crüxx)

Tetris w/ YTD

WISHING IT WAS MAKE BELIEVE (PROD. VACANTHUSK)

DUMB DANCE [PROD. OSSAYA]

fate [prod. versus]

Prod.Winter

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Senpai

Track made by HAARPER
Song uploaded for SoundCloud users and if HAARPER require, I`ll delete it.
HAARPER inst: @haarper7
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Anywhere But Here Prod. Skorpy

Austyn Kuro