some songs i hold dear
hope u enjoy
prodby. @imcaves & @jolst
original song credits go towards
@familypet
@youngburial
@guardinmusic

song links: 
familypet - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V6q38OKKCFE
fats'e - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_RX7bF8kLBo
guardin - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-K8SilXyq54

familypet x fats'e x guardin (song mashup//cover)

🖤


original song credits towards @sewerperson

sewerperson - i love you.. (cover)

5/31/22
the song that introduced me to 9tails
@sewerperson

9TAILS - leaves (cover)

you said that i'd probably make it out
but i'm fucked, you're just way too endearing
if i grazed at least the smallest bit or ounce of luck
would her view on who i am change to clearly?

i can't afford this
deep in the forest
there have been multiple counts of me
lacking importance
oh and within the ivy
i have been poisoned
don't try to find me

beyond the water
there's a solution
but a part of me died
before i could approve it
this is so obnoxious
like, why he still talkin'?
i've had my fair share of fuck-ups
you do not know toxic

the girl in my dream last night
told me "don't you lose.."
and if i let this moment consume me
what would it mean to you?

(5x)
to you

you said that i'd probably make it out
but i'm fucked, you're just way too endearing
if i grazed at least the smallest bit or ounce of luck
would her view on who i am change to clearly?

(so what?..)

within the ivy (2001 x dead spyro)

all creds towards @i_x_t_a_i_l_s
i love this song sm; wanted to cover it :')

9TAILS - tidal waves w/ 93FEETOFSMOKE (cover)

7/28/22
prod. @everythingmackk

i've sent too many sorries
and my phone is gonna die soon
i should've learned something
at least more than a thing or two
like what is worth to a person
who cherishes the dirt on their shoes
do i turn a blind eye to my own cries?
or fear the rest of my youth

cause i don't wanna force who i am
as i pour another cup, with trembling hands
over half of my life's being made without plans
i get it; if i made a choice, 
i'd surely regret it
but most of all my worries,
i can't fit them in the pensmanship
you simply wouldn't get it
even if you really listening
the center of my soul don't only glow
it's also glistening
my demons start to part as i'm
pouring the nitroglycerin

it only feels like i'm here when i'm
stun-locked in third gear, and a 
dozen million miles away from reality
i hope forever ain't forever
unless it has to be
cause i don't wanna go out in misery
let go, of whatever this meant to me
fuck that
imma go on a killing spree

emma, i'm sorry for everything.

it's my fault you let me go
met in the seventh grade
we went separate roads
cause of some stupid shit i'd say
i just tore up all my clothes
courtesy of missing your face
if i finally break this mold
i'll thank you some day

i've sent too many sorries
and my phone is gonna die soon
i should've learned something
at least more than a thing or two
like what is worth to a person
who cherishes the dirt on their shoes
do i turn a blind eye to my own cries?
or fear the rest of my youth

this ain't just a knack
it's a passion
double shame on you 
for thinking all i do is actin'
part of me is straight
the rest is being held captive
living in a cavern where arachnids and bats been
constantly refracting

yeah, but i'm not worried about it
i'm entangled in this string
tryna gnaw my way out it
you had liked a post of mine 
a while back when i doubted
if i was truly good for nothing
based on how low the clouds been...

clouds to crows

clouds to crows [prod. mackk]

8/28/22
it's sorta just, the way it goes, i guess

clarity is currency for those who are willing to grow

original song credits towards @user-411557229
this song has gotten me through more than i can remember
thanks for listening; thank you bryson

not home. - srry (cover)

1/11/23
you're in love with a shadow that won't come back

original song creds towards 'biffy clyro'

Biffy Clyro - Opposite (cover)

2/23/23
original song credits towards @gorillaz

might take this down idk


i love you damon alburn

every planet we reach is dead (acoustic cover)

3/4/23
original song credits towards @sewerperson // @hatefulbeats

this shit's gotten me through some of the most fucked days
thought i'd cover it
yea

9TAILS - Ready Set Go (cover)

cover of jude's (sleepwater) "nervous"
guitar by caves
reprod by me


miss you bro :(

sleepwater - nervous (cover)

3/8/23
complete reprod by me
original song creds towards @guardinmusic △

guardin - anxious (one take cover)

all instrumental rights belong to @idealismus
(completely non-profit)


legs shaking
sitting down's not enough, still vacant
just erase me
head down when i walk, they gazing
why talk when you know not a word getting through now
i don't wanna
but still gotta
be not a brain rotter

souls may tie
turn cries to weeps
don't try to be so kind to me
be my relief, so kill me now

make it my fault
just enough for the guilt to be wiped off
don't really care what they lied for

three down, feeling tipsed, no staging
falling used to feel amazing
my voice stay shaking
i'm sorry for the drinking

by the morning i mourn some more
throat burnt, puke all on the floor
i swore i used to be more than this
borderless, now i'm losing time
no love could be enough
but you said, "don't close in
you were meant for me, stay open."
thought clouds clear up real nice
but it's only for the night (3x)

respite [prod. idealism]

this time i won't try to stay 
once tied to mine, but you'd leave me
you'd leave me
remember the kid?
gave a fuck 'bout a news flash
rays hit his skin, now he's screaming to get back
that night you were there, all i could do was stare
at that hue of her eyes and that blonde in her hair

it's not that bad, could you believe me-
believe me anymore?
it's not that bad, could you believe me-
believe me anymore?


better than yesterday, worse than whenever [prod. never, forever]

everything reproduced by me
original song credits towards my dear friend jude (@sleepywater)


i miss you so much bro; love you, forever.

sleepwater - tomorrow (cover)

original song credits towards Jeff Buckley

recorded via phone

lover, you should've come over (short acoustic cover)

original credits towards @lil_peep 

recorded via phone

'night

haunt u (acoustic cover)

original song credits towards Panic! At The Disco

recorded via phone

nine in the afternoon (short acoustic cover)

original song credits towards @beartrapsound

recorded via phone

autie

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