sad feels

All Song Written and Recorded by Authentic Imperfection
accept "Fake It" Recorded at The Recording House and mixed at The Orange Lounge

Authentic Imperfection

A new Spin on our sound and the shape of things to come.
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Moving Forward(Demo)

Our Short Version of Rise & Fall
If you've seen us LIVE you know the long version
written and Recorded By Authentic Imperfection

Rise & Fall (demo)

Demo Version Of Annaliese Written And Recorded By Authentic Imperfection

Can't Read These Signs, Spaced Out So Wide,
Always Been Defined, By The Simplest Defect.
Give It Some Time, Give This Some Time,
One Day You'll Find, You Haven't Always Been Defective.

Trapped In This Bind, Of When You Actually Feel Fine,
The Scales Won't Align, 
Because Everything Has Turned Out Alright.

For Now,
Escape.
For Now,
Escape, For Now
Evade,
Be Evasive.

Never Could Pretend, To Fully Understand...
The Purpose Of This Fear, After It's Washed Away...

Let You're Sincerity Wear Out....
Let The Machinery Break Down...

Annaliese (demo)

Written & Recorded By Authentic Imperfection in a Basement on a hill

When My Mind Watches Me, 
I Watch Right Back.
No Guarantee, There Will Be Change.
When This Life Passes Me,
I Ignore RIght Back,
'Till Finally, There Is Only This Hole.

When We Fall Too Far In,
Knowledge Is Backtracked,
You're Happy To Be Devoid, Of All The Thoughts You've Ever Known.
When My Mind Watches Me,
I Watch Right Back,
I Stare Right Back,
I FIght Right Back.

Fight Back...

When This Crushing Is Loudest,
I Scream Right Back.
No Guarantee, I'll Make It Out Alive.
When This Nothingness Descends, Down To Attack,
I'll Hit Right Back,
I'll Fight Right Back.

Holding You Ever Tighter As I Push You Away,
A Straight Decision Has Yet To Be Made.
Hold On Tightly To Both Choices Anyway,
Even Though They Could Both Disintegrate.
Pick Them Apart To The Pieces Of Their Origins,
Think Back To A Time When You Still Needed Them,
To Come Together As One, 
Until The Weakness Is Gone And Finally,

Fight Back.....

Two Sides (demo)

Oxblood - Written and Recorded by Authentic Imperfection

Show You The Side That's Twisted.
Only For Now, It's Bitter.
Tell Me It's Alright Anyway.
Don't Look Away, If There's Nothing To Say.

Showed You The Side That's Desperate.
Took All The Fear, Exposed It To The Air.
Hold All My Lies As Precious.
Don't Ask Me Why...

Showed You The Side That's Brittle.
Normally I'm Fine, Today I Want To Cry.
Don't Ask Me Why...
Call You To My Side, As Long As You're Alive.
Wilt On The Inside.
This Rush It Keeps Me High.
Driven To This Life.
Forced To Tell This Lie.

Lie...
We're Caught In  A Lie.

Everything To Hide, 
'Cause You're Still Alive
Caught Up In This Lie,
'Cause That's How We Survive.

Oxblood (demo)

"Reoccurring Dream" by Ethan Gruska. 
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Reoccurring Dream Lyrics : 
Heaven help me, I don’t understand
Heaven help, I’m having trouble reading you
You keep on showing up in my dream
A reoccurring one where you don’t want me

And it’s no surprise if you don’t understand
If you’re blindsided I’d have trouble blaming you
I’m good at hiding how I feel
Always worried what you’re thinking of me

Reading your mind is never going to yield an answer
Why don’t I learn my lesson
Most of the time it’s just uneducated guessing
That just leads to depression

Heaven help, I want to understand
I don’t know where to start getting close to you
But maybe you’re not running from me
I’m always pushing people away unknowingly

Reading your mind is never going to yield an answer
Why don’t I learn my lesson
Most of the time it’s just uneducated guessing
That just leads to depression

Heaven help me, I don’t understand
Heaven help, I’m having trouble reading you
You keep on showing up in my dream
A reoccurring one where you don’t want me

Reoccurring Dream

i’d fuck up my life if you told me to
but i don’t need your help
i do it by myself

maybe a lie is a second truth
but i can never tell
so we can’t do this my way

suck up all my time for the moment
drowning in my fault and I know it isn’t healthy
but can anybody sell me for this art

i don’t wanna spend time with you
naw you don’t fucking know me bro just tell me what you got
before i claim your spot
still you’re stuck in my favor
it’s all the same
you got my attention but I won’t listen
can’t walk with conviction
been out of state
so how come i’m burning out
tryna make it out of here alive
 
i want more from men and women
if we take it slow then i won’t hesitate
we could do it thirty minutes
and you can ask me any second of the day
i’m gonna miss you but I’ll never hit the brakes
cos i’m fucking or i’m fucked up
and if I ain’t gonna sing that shit you better see me
work a nine to five to fill my plate

so you best watch me pop
when people get the jist they be like oh my god
i got more time off
still tryna figure out who you are
can’t put my thoughts to speech unless i steal your magic and i put you on my sleeve
all i really know is i should punch the snare in when i’m feeling beat

and i’d fuck up my life if you told me to
but i don’t need your help
i do it by myself

maybe a lie is a second truth
but that shit don’t go well
that shit don’t go well

i suck up all my time for the moment
drowning in my fault and I know it isn’t healthy
but can anybody sell me for this art
nah i don’t wanna leave home
i can’t free smoke and it’s all my fault baby
but it’s alright just know i feel you
i feel you

this ain’t all my love
i got way more love

sunder

punisher (with phem)

how will i rest in peace if i'm buried by a highway?//

plastic door//

Captivating vocals accompanied by haunting cello leads.  Well thought out structures driven by powerful drums and dynamic guitars.
This band grabs you immediately as it morphs from genre to genre. 
   Fans have described Authentic Imperfection's live show as dramatic, emotional and 100% original.
A unique twist on Alternative Pop with roots in Classical, Metal, Folk and Adult Contemporary 
Authentic Imperfection will take you by surprise and leave you only wanting more.
