songs to jerk pigeons off to

Bessarion goodies

virgin rock

Lyrics:

Everyday is the same
Wake up play the game
Wasting life's a shame
My life is so lame 
oh no oh no oh no

I'm so depressed
I'm tired of all this stress
No matter how hard I try
I always want to cry

Life Sucks

i am an icon with pollution in my eyes
i am subjected to experimental life
my head is filled with all the things you advertise
the common filth, the lie, the mental hell online

the world is easier to give up all the time
no point in hedonism if you are deprived
live on in agony or go ahead and die
oh, happy apathy, i'm so desensitized

mental hell online (common filth)

i'll show you everything you've done
no point in trying to explain yourself
can't help it now
no words can leave your mouth
you'll reap exactly what you sow
it doesn't matter if you understand
the seeds will grow
they'll eat you up alive 

kiss it all goodbye
you'll be dead and in a coffin
you can wish that you knew why
but in the end you'll have forgotten
all these people drawing lines
parallels and intersections (partitions and connections)
crossing bridges between lives
tying strings into the other side

death never asked you for consent
forever is a moment's rest,
upon you now
breathing your own pollution
the blooming flower of your pride
has a weight so insupportable
it has to die
the stem cannot sustain the burden

(i am a man, a match, a burning mass, a billow of a flame
i am a soul a coal a fullness i'm unable to relate
my name is dream, my flesh is grass, and i grow older every day
my name is words, my flesh is dirt, my name is carved into a grave)

parallels and intersections

Failing all my fucking classes
I dont want to pass them
Everythings so bad and i want to quit
Nauseous, i feel so exhausted
I dont want to talk and
Please just go fuck off and
Leave me alone

And i know its all so shit
I just wanna sleep in
And i know the game’s all rigged
So ill just fucking quit

Sleep In

I dont want to try
Fuck the world and fuck my life
I cant take this shit anymore
So sick of this life’s a chore

I wanna lay down and die
I know i cant go on
Dark thoughts poisoning my mind
Where did it all go wrong 

Now im all alone
And i did it all on my own
Nobody likes you when youre sad
So either die or learn to act

I wanna lay down and die
I know i cant go on
Dark thoughts poisoning my mind
Where did it all go wrong 

I dont want to try
Fuck the world and fuck my life
I cant take this shit anymore
So sick of this life’s a chore

I wanna lay down and die
I know i cant go on
Dark thoughts poisoning my mind
Where did it all go wrong

Lay Down And Die

cry cuz you're so worthless
die without a purpose 
why do we do all this
well, I can't tell

Cuz I'm so bummed out
My life's not fun now
I'll just shut down
Cuz I'm so bummed out
I'm so bummed out 

Lie down forever
Try but doesn't get better 
why am I so bitter 
Well I can't tell

Bummed Out

lyrics:

i need therapy
i dont wanna
rot no longer
dont care what
they think of me
tendencies are getting stronger

what in the fuck do i say?
what in the fuck's wrong with me?

crawling in my hair
digging into itself
altering my brain
killing my mental health
dancing in my prayers
feigning the screams for help
drowning in my pain
making me kill myself

(no one likes you !!!!!)

its not the right thing
to say
its not the right way
to be
but i can show you
the way
look very close and you'll see

crawling in my hair
digging into itself
altering my brain
killing my mental health
dancing in my prayers
feigning the screams for help
drowning in my pain
making me kill myself

i dont have much space left
to keep you in my head
in times of twisted gloria
with all that has been said
im so glad that we met
in times of my euphoria
patched up all the bugs
but you can still find them

crawling in my hair
digging into themselves
altering my brain
killing my mental health
dancing in my prayers
feigning their screams for help
drowning in my pain
making me kill myself

Beta Test

GOIN' FISHING MIXTAPE OUT SOMETIME SOON #CAMOHOODLUMS2022 #CAMOCORE

Pop-Phlodge

Lyrics: 

Ain't got time for your bitching
Gave me a choice I made a decision
You want me now but you were distant
You said we're done now you're dissing
Blowing up my phone like every minute
Acting like we just didn't end shit
So cut it out cause I ain't switching
Head to the lake I'm going fishing

Once i get down to the bank
Everything will be ok
Got my tackle box, got my bait
Nothing can ruin my day

Once I get down to the bank
Everything will be ok
Got my tackle box, got my bait
Bitch I'm going fishing today

Put some grizzly in my face
Snacking on some jack links
Sipping on my Gatorade
And I'm watching my spinner bait
Bitch why always hate
I'm doing fine I'm great
Its been like 20 days
Since you last begged me to stay

Once I get down to the bank
Everything will be ok
Got my tackle box, got my bait
Nothing can ruin my day

Once I get down to the bank
Everything will be ok
Got my tackle box, got my bait
Bitch I'm going fishing today

Goin' Fishing (Feat. Cameron Phlodge)

From "The Colour and the Shape" - http://smarturl.it/tcats

Everlong

A combination of the final two lines of Disgaea 2, Shut Up And Trust This is also a combination of two points of view and two different voices. I guess you might say that this song holds a lot of weight to myself!
Art: https://twitter.com/cyanatar & https://twitter.com/Michafrar

Lyrics:
Moving forward directionally 
Meant to be taking strides in our lives intellectually 
Infecting me with a cure that I was never meant to see 
(Ooooo) 

I'll make you feel better 
Yeah I'll make you feel sane 
There's a second voice inside my head it tells me 

(Yeah) 
Shut up and trust this 
I wanna go 
I wanna know 
I wanna show you something better than before 
So shut up and trust this 
Oh I can't take it any more 

I'm like a crimson flame 
Maybe if I try then I can spark and ignite her 
Yeah when I called, you came 
You twisted the thorn but you made me brighter 
(Ohhh) 

I'll make you feel better 
Yeah I'll make you feel sane 
There's a second voice inside my head it tells me 

(Yeah) 
Shut up and trust this 
I wanna go 
I wanna know 
I wanna show you something better than before 
So shut up and trust this 
Oh I can't take it any more 

We level like an RPG 
We're magnitude 10, you're magnitude 3.3 
If it ain't broke, don't fix it 
I'm so conflicted and you're so restricted 

Listen, listen, listen 
To the sound of my voice 
And drown out all the pain 
Yeah, it's okay to cry I wonder why I feel the same 

I'm like a crimson flame 
Maybe if I try then I can spark and ignite her 
But she feels bruised and maimed 
Maybe she's not listening to the voice inside her 
(Ohhh) 

I'll make you feel better 
Yeah I'll make you feel sane 
There's a second voice inside my head it tells me 

Yeah 
I wanna go 
I wanna know 
I wanna show you something better than before 
So shut up and trust this 

Yeah 
I wanna go 
I wanna know 
I wanna show you something better than before 
So shut up and trust this 
Oh I can't take it any more

Shut Up And Trust This

can't even read a book
my head's too cooked 

not even if i tried
my brain's too fried

a slave to dopamine
a flesh machine

a short attention span
blame instagram

i'm just an addict
need my kicks, it's sick

can't even watch tv
must see my screen

i'm just dead inside
can't cry (i've tried)

i only laugh at memes
living the dream

prison
my laptop's a prison 
my cell phone's a prison
my pc's a prison
please let me out
 
rectangular prison 
liquid crystal prison
silicon prison
and i can't get out

my phone is a prison 
they're all fucking prisons
give me parole
and let me out
 
i don't get a lawyer
i don't get a trial
i get 20 to life
and i can't get out

what keeps me up at night 
my phone's blue light

i hold it my hand 
just to fall asleep

it makes me feel secure
stockholm syndrome

just waiting for the bell
the buzz, the beep

like a parasite
i live on bytes

i see red thing i click
to get my fix

"it makes you satisfied",
they said (they lied)

refresh the page again
might change, must check

prison
my laptop's a prison 
my cell phone's a prison
my pc's a prison
please let me out
 
rectangular prison 
liquid crystal prison
silicon prison
and i can't get out

my phone is a prison 
they're all fucking prisons
give me parole
and let me out
 
i don't get a lawyer
i don't get a trial
i got 20 to life...

just one shot at life
i guess i lose

i'm playing a game 
i did not choose

stuck here in my cell
a living hell

the devil is a dell
samsung
intel

rectangular prison

Rectangular Prison

intro: A...C#m...A...C#m...Cm...Bm...D...Dm

A........C#m
I am happy
A.......C#m...Cm....Bm
I am happy to be sad
Bm ...........................................................D.............Dm
I've given up on trying to make you understand

A...........C#m
I am sincere
A...........C#m.....Cm.......Bm
I am sincerely full of crap
Bm...........................................................D.................Dm
When the irony ceases to help me cope with that

A......................C#m
All I make is noise
A........................C#m........Cm........Bm
Trying to express my point of view
Bm.........................................................D....................Dm
Empty words reverberate on nothing in this world

A..........................C#m
I speak into the void
A...............C#m........Cm........Bm
Curses to use against my soul
Bm..............................................D.............Dm
Echos to the eschaton forever to be told

A........F#m..D..........Bm
My oh my, why can't I
A.................F#m...D........Bm
change my life, valentine?

(cancer on society
caustic instability
crass insensitivity
product of modernity)

outro: D...Dm.... (A)

valentine (demo)

songs against self

constancy

open wound
let out everything
false notions of what i thought i was

squeezing through
it's the death of me
holding on to temporary love

this is cruel
this is everything
cutting off my arm to save my life

and this is truth
if i could believe:
if you die before you die, you won't die when you die

parallels and intersections

bessarion