Vanic x K. Flay - Make Me Fade (AUTIVE FLIP)

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My name is Amy, my friends call me Ermy, but yall can call me Jelly 🪼

Your love is just so surface level
Averting my questions
I'm dancing with the devil
Denying me affection
Like I'm always in trouble
Assuming the worst
It isn't remotely subtle. 

Your love is like breadcrumbs
And I'm always starving
Jumping through your hoops
In my chest, a cavity youre carving. 

Not good enough
Is the label you've placed on me,
And I wear it even when you're not there,
For all I meet to see.
It follows me around
Like a looming cloud and breeze
And washes away my confidence
Begging for your tainted love on my knees

i hate the way you make me feel
Devouring my love; you crave my real
Inconsiderate of the pain you deal
Ignoring me when I'm in my feels

You dont know the right thing to say
Have you tried once today
Or any day, honestly, by the way
You lack of effort caused my decay

At first my inner child felt safe with you
Two of a kind; we were stuck like glue
Chewed me up and spit me out, you do
Just a traumatized child, in your point of view

Youre tired of hearing about my triggers
Toxic positivity so you don't consider
But you complain about weather everyday; go figure
Maybe that's why I'm like the cold; always acting bitter

Ignoring my cries at night so you can sleep
You invalidate my feelings; the machine makes a beep
Abruptly awoken but still here so I sob and cry and weep 
Lay still in the sand, finally smiling, as Im slowly pulled into the deep
They said life's a beach.
jesse im on my way. 

I don't feel like anyone has truly loved me
Waiting on someone who left me out at sea
I feel like no one ever really knew me
Only the fragments of who they wanted me to be
I feel like no one really sees me
Just flashes in moments I can breathe
I know no one really hears me
Just a little girl crying out comically 

I'm drowning in who I promised myself I'd be
Held back by my own fight, flight, and freeze anxiety
Barely have the mental capacity to function
Who is the person in the mirror I need a new introduction 
My bad days outweigh my good
Hiding away because I'm tired of feeling misunderstood
I just want the motivation to move forward
I feel like the world's so cold maybe I'm just a coward

My energy and motivation had moved doorways
Didn't have the chance to move forward 
Couldn't catch a break for goodnesses sake
Couldn't find the right pill; Couldn't catch a break

The goal is to make Purpose, Popular. 
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#GrowWithTheFlow
#IndependentlyBlessed
#Soulfish
#ChooseLove
#ITurtleyLoveYou

Vanic x K. Flay - Make Me Fade (AUTIVE FLIP)

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