seriously one of the best songs ive ever heard, been listening ever since you put it out, i must have listened to it like 250 times now

omg :)) ur voice seriously give me so so so butterfly ahh😭

fingers crossed - autumn ward (ON SPOTIFY AND APPLE  MUSIC)

i've always loved the color green
it's the color of the grass and the trees
it brings comfort to my soul
when the weight of blue is much too cold
Green
i saw you and your eyes were green
Green
i saw another and his eyes were green 
and that ruined it for me
i've always loved the color green
it's the most beautiful one to me
it always catches my eye
which is probably why yours did too
Green
i saw you and your eyes were green
Green 
i saw another and his eyes were green
and that ruined it for me

Green

heres a song i wrote im posting two days in a row stop me@!!!
also tagged it alternative idk what to call it

friends

a song about change,,


 now on spotify & itunes x

so small and so quiet

Parking Spaces

i wrote this a month ago i think lol


the birds got a lot to say

i’ve always tried my best
to fit in with all the rest 
but not when it came to the feelings in my chest
always thought no one could ever love me
just too damaged at the seams
of what it meant to be a functional human being
i always told myself
that i would never let, never let my guard down
not gonna lie
i was doing pretty fine
but things are starting to change now
and ever since 
first saw what i 
thought was that innocent smile
and how you looked at me like
you had just seen
someone important but you couldn’t point it out
how would I know
how could I know
how far you’d turn my life around
loving you is fool’s gold
only fools will pay the price
to take a chance and make it
or just leave empty handed
you talk with so much luster
but really deep down under
your words are coated with cheap paint
you made me feel some way
and i’m the one to blame
no one else but me
the sweetest things often give cavities
to kids just too naive, full of innocence
my room’s dark now
tv’s on with no sound
i fell right through my bed
when sleep kissed me instead
why did you have to
look right through
me when i didn’t mean a thing to you
the thoughts in your head
could have unsaid
answers to the questions you left
unaddressed
but loving you is fool’s gold
only fools will pay the price
to take a chance and make it
or just leave empty handed
you talk with so much luster
but really deep down under
your words are coated with cheap paint

fool's gold

lyrics:
i like you but i hope you don't like me too
we're never gonna be together
and i know me, i'm too mean you see
girls like me can't be better at this

you blew out the candles on my birthday cake
your words always sound so fake
you never even sent me a birthday card 
that shit hits me hard

so what to do now, it still feels good somehow
you and me together forever and ever
but nothing feels right and my noose is too tight 
i don't want this anymore

you blew out the candles on my birthday cake
your words always sound so fake
you never even sent me a birthday card 
that shit hits me hard

you don't even know the real me
you're just obsessed with you 
and who you wanna be

you blew out the candles on my birthday cake
your words always sound so fake
you never even sent me a birthday card 
that shit hits me hard

birthday cake

I've built a wall around me, a row of drying trees and the front porch chair 
no one else was there 

You felt like patience to me, sipping on chai tea and the blue breeze 
you said you would be there 

And there is so much healing to be done 
but so much strength to come 
of this 

Uncertainty surrounds me , since I loved you when my guard was down 
I brought me down 

I get nervous in a crowd, since I don't know who I am now 
the moon was golden brown and 
you couldn't wait for me 
to get better 

There is so much healing to be done 
but so much strength to come 
of this

chai tea season

spotify: 
https://open.spotify.com/track/6ZAvThnedCLBP9vVG8Gm7z?si=gf7IvBhhRu-2cSbJhFJlXw

lyrics:
you don't care
--
i would go back in time
if you gave me a chance to say no
i would go back in time
if it gave me the chance to let go
no more dizzy streetlights
as i struggle to finish a joke
no more dying each time
you made a little move
i'd have a little stroke

is this what they mean
when they say you fall out of love?
don't call me crazy
but i think that maybe
it's time

i don't wanna wake up
to repeat all the things that i hate
i don't wanna fuck up
but i feel like i'm living in a cage

is this what they mean
when they say you fall out of love?
don't call me crazy but i think that maybe
we've both had enough

is this what they mean
when they say you fall out of love?
no
don't call me crazy but i think that maybe
we've had
had enough

i would go back in time
so i didn't have to hurt you this much

plastic waltz

I want to love someone new
Keep the cold out, I can feel her move

Honey, you left doubt right on my tongue 
with nothing to cling to
Every right word fell right out your lungs
Am I ahold of you?

I want to live somewhere new
Lie to myself, say the cause was you

I'll swear to God, you'll break her heart
ten times more harsh
Bittersweet ending to what we'll call
a mistake on my part

I want to love someone new
Keep coming back, they'll believe you

fingers crossed - autumn ward (ON SPOTIFY AND APPLE MUSIC)

autumn

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