I listened to this when I was in middle school, on loop

fool's gold is on Spotify and other streaming services now you guys!!! go stream!!

wrote this like two years ago, you may have listened to the original recording. This one's new and improved! shout out to my bestfriend/ roommate elizabeth chun for playing violin so magically

Disarray

a song about change,,


 now on spotify & itunes x

so small and so quiet

my need for closure will not b the death of me
im letting myself forget about u

a song about a boy who doesn't deserve it

Parking Spaces

i wrote this a month ago i think lol


the birds got a lot to say

i’ve always tried my best
to fit in with all the rest 
but not when it came to the feelings in my chest
always thought no one could ever love me
just too damaged at the seams
of what it meant to be a functional human being
i always told myself
that i would never let, never let my guard down
not gonna lie
i was doing pretty fine
but things are starting to change now
and ever since 
first saw what i 
thought was that innocent smile
and how you looked at me like
you had just seen
someone important but you couldn’t point it out
how would I know
how could I know
how far you’d turn my life around
loving you is fool’s gold
only fools will pay the price
to take a chance and make it
or just leave empty handed
you talk with so much luster
but really deep down under
your words are coated with cheap paint
you made me feel some way
and i’m the one to blame
no one else but me
the sweetest things often give cavities
to kids just too naive, full of innocence
my room’s dark now
tv’s on with no sound
i fell right through my bed
when sleep kissed me instead
why did you have to
look right through
me when i didn’t mean a thing to you
the thoughts in your head
could have unsaid
answers to the questions you left
unaddressed
but loving you is fool’s gold
only fools will pay the price
to take a chance and make it
or just leave empty handed
you talk with so much luster
but really deep down under
your words are coated with cheap paint

fool's gold

lyrics:
i like you but i hope you don't like me too
we're never gonna be together
and i know me, i'm too mean you see
girls like me can't be better at this

you blew out the candles on my birthday cake
your words always sound so fake
you never even sent me a birthday card 
that shit hits me hard

so what to do now, it still feels good somehow
you and me together forever and ever
but nothing feels right and my noose is too tight 
i don't want this anymore

you blew out the candles on my birthday cake
your words always sound so fake
you never even sent me a birthday card 
that shit hits me hard

you don't even know the real me
you're just obsessed with you 
and who you wanna be

you blew out the candles on my birthday cake
your words always sound so fake
you never even sent me a birthday card 
that shit hits me hard

birthday cake

I've built a wall around me, a row of drying trees and the front porch chair 
no one else was there 

You felt like patience to me, sipping on chai tea and the blue breeze 
you said you would be there 

And there is so much healing to be done 
but so much strength to come 
of this 

Uncertainty surrounds me , since I loved you when my guard was down 
I brought me down 

I get nervous in a crowd, since I don't know who I am now 
the moon was golden brown and 
you couldn't wait for me 
to get better 

There is so much healing to be done 
but so much strength to come 
of this

chai tea season

spotify: 
https://open.spotify.com/track/6ZAvThnedCLBP9vVG8Gm7z?si=gf7IvBhhRu-2cSbJhFJlXw

lyrics:
you don't care
--
i would go back in time
if you gave me a chance to say no
i would go back in time
if it gave me the chance to let go
no more dizzy streetlights
as i struggle to finish a joke
no more dying each time
you made a little move
i'd have a little stroke

is this what they mean
when they say you fall out of love?
don't call me crazy
but i think that maybe
it's time

i don't wanna wake up
to repeat all the things that i hate
i don't wanna fuck up
but i feel like i'm living in a cage

is this what they mean
when they say you fall out of love?
don't call me crazy but i think that maybe
we've both had enough

is this what they mean
when they say you fall out of love?
no
don't call me crazy but i think that maybe
we've had
had enough

i would go back in time
so i didn't have to hurt you this much

plastic waltz

i'd give you the moon

my love song (iphone recording on gabs pink bedsheets)

hashbfk it's been a while since i posted huh

LYRICS

i don't know if i should trust you anymore
but you're really not that easy to ignore
it's hard to say that i'd love you again

so please don't get my hopes up
i cant stand when you lie
so i'll let time fly by
let the sun set under the sky

leave me be, i'm not yours anymore
it's not our fault
but i will still fall
down the ocean we called our own

so maybe in another universe
we could've had love
maybe in another universe
we could've had it all

i know that you're not so sure what to say
when i'm already hundreds of worlds away
i gave you a chance
and you threw it away

so why are you talking to me?
i'm not made for you
it's sad, but it's true
i know that you see it too

i've tried to forget about us
but the thought is so strong
i've fought for too long
we aren't where we belong

so maybe in another universe
we would've been fine
maybe in another universe
our stars would align

so maybe in another universe
i'd open my doors
maybe in another universe
i would've been yours
in another universe


i don't know if i should trust you anymore
but you're really not that easy to ignore
it's hard to say that i'd love you again

so please don't get my hopes up
i cant stand when you lie
so i'll let time fly by
let the sun set under the sky

leave me be, i'm not yours anymore
it's not our fault
but i will still fall
down the ocean we called our own

so maybe in another universe
we could've had love
maybe in another universe
we could've had it all

i know that you're not so sure what to say
when i'm already hundreds of worlds away
i gave you a chance
and you threw it away

so why are you talking to me?
i'm not made for you
it's sad, but it's true
i know that you see it too

i've tried to forget about us
but the thought is so strong
i've fought for too long
we aren't where we belong

so maybe in another universe
we would've been fine
maybe in another universe
our stars would align

so maybe in another universe
i'd open my doors
maybe in another universe
i would've been yours

fool's gold

Sully

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