Hard-hitting head-banging original pop song that counters sad introspective lyrics with upbeat music. Explores the feelings of imposter-syndrome and fake happiness or confidence in a larger commentary on mental health. As a more personal and intimate song, releasing this is a big step for me. DIY project - all aspects written, performed & mixed by Jon Mitchell. Mastered by The Wave Lab in NYC

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Larger Than Life

i made this super early in the morning idk what i was doing but i came up with all this so enjoy <3

U2KNOW! (prod. me)

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Beat: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6wdXT_3HBTA&list=WL&index=19  

Lyrics:
I don’t know what to say
Anything I do drives you away
And I’m not okay with 
How you speak to me
I’d appreciate a sorry
And I never complain
I don’t wanna explain why it hurts me
Can’t you see we’re on the same side
Who’s to the blame this time
I feel imperfect around you
I knew my feelings were true
And I’m so through
I can’t take your glaring
But there’s no point in caring cause

No matter what I say
It’ll never be okay
The constant ache in my heart
Especially when I do nothing wrong
Is it you?
Is it me? I don’t know but I believe
You’re not sorry 

Tried to make it right
To avoid another fight
I’d rather compromise myself
To make you feel better about yourself
How long do I have to conceal
I’ll never be healed if we go on like this
And I try to resist the urge to
Scream it in your face
You can’t digest it any other way
I didn’t wanna feel like this today
Guess you can’t schedule when you’re gonna be hurt
Now my hearts on alert

Cause no matter what I say
It’ll never be okay
The constant ache in my heart
Especially when I do nothing wrong
Is it you?
Is it me? I don’t know but I believe
You’re not sorry 

Cause if you were sorry you would care
Understand how it’s unfair
See the look on my face
It isn’t bliss
Don’t try to twist words
I’m already hurt 
Because

No matter what I say
It’ll never be okay
The constant ache in my heart
I did nothing wrong
Is it you?
Could be me? I don’t know but I believe
You’re not sorry  I don’t think you’re sorry
Tell me, are you sorry?

You're Not Sorry (Prod. Mila Moon)

?Da Da Du

Mortem / MESSI- Obsessive Mind Prod. Neverforever 2022

Performed by juhye, melatonin boy
Written by juhye, melatonin boy
Produced by juhye, melatonin boy
Mix/Mastered by melatonin boy

Lyrics:
Old conversations stuck in my head
Don't wanna live with regrets
If I hold you now
Would I lose you forever?
They say good things never last
I think it's worth whatever we have
At the end of it, we'll sit and cry and laugh

Touch on my body
Tell me you want me
Head in the clouds
When you're whispering softly
Nothing we mean and
Nothing we see is ...
Running down, going down
Know you want more
Drank too much, got a bill
That we can't afford
Summer night, empty street is our dance floor
(Running down, going down, what's it all for?)
Running down, going down
'Till we got bored
Thought of you slipping in through the backdoor
Running down but what's it all for?

We got no room for a life on the westside
I tried, didn't lie, missed the stop signs
Switch planes, two time zones behind
And I hope, girl, you just understand
College ain't part of the plan
Yeah, I'm sorry
Tell me you love me
So can you

Touch on my body
Tell me you want me
Head in the clouds
When you're whispering softly
Nothing we mean and
Nothing we see is ...
Running down, going down
Know you want more
Drank too much, got a bill
That we can't afford
Summer night, empty street is our dance floor
(Running down, going down, what's it all for?)
Running down, going down
'Till we got bored
Thought of you slipping in through the backdoor
Running down but what's it all for?

Running down, going down
Know you want more
Drank too much, got a bill
That we can't afford
Summer night, empty street is our dance floor
(Running down, going down, what's it all for?)
Running down, going down
'Till we got bored
Thought of you slipping in through the backdoor
Running down but what's it all for?

running down (with melatonin boy)

Where To Go - 1st Draft

hope you like the song :)

lyrics: 
yeah you dancing with the wrong f*****g guy
told you like way too many times
its alright guess we dont really see eye to eye
and im blind so i guess its just time
(ay)
but now we moving slowly
you fading far baby ca-cant control me
you say its all my fault but you leave me lonely 
yeah you leave me lonely 
f**k it all i mean like
i dont get your calls dont know why
now its too far gone you know why
you know why

a short song about  Любовь

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