Vocals & Production by “kammanuel”

hate myself
hate my hate my
hate
i hate myself
i hate how i put all my 
time and emotion
into you
you're inside my brain
every night
i hate how i hate
everyone around me
oh i hate i hate that you’re without me
and i hate i hate myself

(i pray to you)
i pray to you but my prayers feel empty 
what is the root?
God i need you to help me
what is the root?
I want norhing to help me
and what i do to my
self isn’t healthy
i wait for you and it makes me feel filthy
i wait for you cause you’re my only feeling

i hate how i put all my 
time and emotion
into you
(into you)
you're inside my brain
every night
i hate how i hate
everyone around me
oh i hate i hate that you’re without me
and i hate i hate myself

(pray)
i pray to you but my prayers feel empty 
what is the root?
God i need you to help me
what is the root?
I want norhing to help me
and what i do to my
self isn’t healthy
i wait for you and it makes me feel filthy
i wait for you cause you’re my only feeling

Hate (Myself)

TELL HIM YOUR NAME

lyrics:

they turned to walk and didn't look back this way
off to go somewhere and lose all the days
now they're lost, looking from left to right
but something's in the way blocking their sight

they forgot they will always be a space back- at home
with your brothers and your sisters that don't wanna leave you alone
you don't wanna leave the others because you care about them
but you steady wonder if they're even true friends


sitting and crying alone
but there is space back at home
with their first friends
with memories that never ends
left them because they thought they were better
left them because they thought they were cooler
and now their all lonely
"someone please console me"

they forgot they will always be a space back- at home
with your brothers and your sisters that don't wanna leave you alone
you don't wanna leave the others because you care about them
but you steady wonder if they're even true friends

they forgot they will always be a space back- at home
with your brothers and your sisters that don't wanna leave you alone
you don't wanna leave the others because you care about them
but you steady wonder if they're even true friends

coming home is what they forgot (muzcean)

i’ll never be hateful
i’ll never be grateful
i’ll just stick to spiteful
god, that’s a mouthful
i’ll never be clairo
i’ll never drink matcha
it tastes like gazpatcho, and it gives me headaches

i’ve never been sated
you might be a temptress
you never say thank you
i won’t say i love you
even if i’m tempted
never been patient
it’s always a virtue
a slave to my vices

never been so true
you might have to watch me
i just wanna f*ck you
i’m sorry that’s blunt but
i hate wasting time here
i’ve always been fine with
a little bit blunt blunt blunt blunt


you make me so fearful
i’ve never been so full
i’ll just take a spoonful
god, that’s a mouthful
i’ll never be him, but
i’ll try to be me til
it tastes like a lie, and you’ll see me escaping

this might have been fated
you might be a beauty
like one from the movies
i might say i love you
even though i’m tempted
never been patient
except when i’m working
a slave to my labor

never been so true
you might have to watch me
i just wanna love you
i’m sorry that’s blunt but
i hate wasting time here
i’ve always been fine with
a little bit blunt blunt blunt blunt

blunt [demo]

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