veezuh - arms around me (skunc & rippo) #us

performed & written by me @mental
produced by @lilac @winter

lyrics:

i keep on thinking im better off dead
wake up to sleep hanging on by a thread
i cant exist without you in my bed
said every word that i shouldnt have said
heartbreak and anger my only two friends
if i died, what would you do then?
i don't know how long i can pretend
it's not enough just to feel this regret

can't trust cause they lie every single time
fake love feels so cold like the wintertime
and i tried, it don't matter i can't get it right
heart in my hands offered to the sky

never been the best at letting go
tell me things i don't wanna know
take my heart made my heart froze
that's the way that my heart goes
you're the place that my heart needs
i'm just tryna say sorry
i'm just tryna say i want it
if you love me i got it

yeah i got it
hate myself being honest
if you love me then stop it
stop it
if you love me i'll make it right
i don't really wanna say goodbye
take my heart then i'll take my life
take my heart then i'll take my life

#Nightcore

Spotify

cant trust :( prod lilac & winter

cnt trust nobody get tf away from meeee

@prodvrtex

Bc i love u and want u here

Sry 4 the wait will be more consistent i promise :)
luv u

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SPOTIFY

last 4evr (vrtex)

gonna try for 1 more song before new yrs///
@neoprada  @dimpleb #beautifuldayguaranteed
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(oh, oh)
(i'll wait for you)
just tell me you're safe
tell me your okay
i'll cherish every moment
what you want me to say? (hello)
when i had no friends that would call me  (you say hey)
and last year she want me so bad
baby you know that 
i hope that she knows that

now she don't wanna text back
ay, i wake up head is spinning still
i'm gonna blow my brains out
i just wanna know
if your still missing me
i need that
(but not one call or text)
guess i just gotta laugh it off
(if i had you i would have it all)

@lifegiverr

just tell me what u really want
and what u really need
just cut the silence baby cant u tell its killing me
its all the violence in my heart and thats whats eating me
yeah ive been bleeding from the start i just want u to see

u want to play these games
just tell me who u are
i been away for so long girl u feel so far
i know its different noww
but thats just who we are 
and i just hope that u know that

tell me ur safe +neoprada (dimpleb)

thank u @1fangs for saving me
@kyoakyo 
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just leave me here to die
and let my body rot
i sacrifice myself just so you get what you want
theres no one left to help
or rearrange my thoughts
id do it by myself 
but dont know where to start

did anybody change when youre not around
glass heart barely beating did it make a sound?
everything thats on my mind can u listen now?
everything thats on my body can u feel it now?

just lay my body downnnnnn 
swear it hurts all the same when i see you around
go & pick up my body corpse on the ground
&& im cut like a zombie
(dont u want me arounnnnd?)

seek help
like i been the whole time
been like this my whole life
but for now its alright

this hell  been like this the whole time
these welts on my body all mine.,,,

glass heart (kyoa)

@ch2rms
@prodjayysoul
@pw4prez

[arid]
did it fall between my fingers
fall between my hands
I know my mind is getting real thinner
looking at my soles thinking what is my purpose
can u even tell me if its even worth it
(yeah its not worth it)
my mind is melting don't know if ill go far
tell me now don't wanna restart
u told me to come back I said we were done
left it all behind didn't wanna run

[ch2rms]
need her to show me what it takes 
i pop a perc i cant feel my taste 
my body hurts need a slower pace 
im not the best at leading the way 
cus i know that it hurts you 
i keep on trying hard just to deserve you
my secrets getting leaked i know that they hurt you
i cant deal with this no more no more no more no more 
i cant hear the fucking noise everything is too loud 
im at the party throwing up guts all over the floor 
if you got something to say im only miles away 
i got things to tell you soon i got trials in the way

go far w ch2rms prod jayysoul + sochi

lovely melody~

lyrics:

Are you there?
I’m still calling
Keep on talking 
Don’t go silent 
I’m all out of sorrys 
I tried my best 
To keep you safe 
I made a worse mess
What will it take? (x2)

auxina:

Sharing my heart is such a burden 
I’m asking  what’s  the purpose 
You shatter it into a million pieces 
Then call me worthless
Standing in this old apartment building 
Gotta re-trace my steps 
Where did we go wrong 
How much can I give until I give up yet?
Every hallway is a light year 
Why can’t I  see my path clear
Stars hiding behind these dark tears 
won’t live in my fears
Well aquatinted w a rusty razor blade
Cut my throat and save the day 
Sick of silence in the room for goodness sake  

frendi:

Nothing feel the same, so I empty out my brain
Glocky, it go bang, somethings never change (like my love baby for you)
Read between them lines, baby, I can't waste no time baby
Who's wrong, and who's right, baby? Don't really wanna cry, baby
Yes, I really tried baby, you're not for me, but I'm not good for you
Swerve around in that coupe, could you hold me, down, down, down? (Down, baby are you down, down, down down? Down, down)

Are you there?
I’m still calling
Keep on talking 
Don’t go silent 
I’m all out of sorrys 
I tried my best 
To keep you safe 
I made a worse mess
What will it take? (x2)

the space between spaces + yungfrendi (WARHEART)

Step In (bbuggin)

I've been sitting on this song for like 8 months. Finally setting it free... hope you enjoy <3

jus wanna talk (prod. tiresss)

Hope

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