back it up w/jaanay (andrey + augury)

prod @yumenikki

this song is from summer 2024 during a very difficult period in my life. i am doing much better now. thank you for listening!

lyrics:

i cant stay awake
perc got me delayed
racing cars down interstate
money in my paypal
i dont wanna wait
u make me feel safe
i can never leave this place
nothing left to say now

u dont really get me
like u never met me
want you to forget me
why would you not let me
i just wanna let go
numb my head wit benzos
i thought we were friends tho
u thought wed be friends no

i stare at the wall now
i forget my thoughts now
i do what i want now
i just wanna fall down
i just wanna lay down
want you at my place now
in the bed im facedown
want u in my face now

nod off in the greyhound
in another place now
i dont wanna go back
i hate to be home now
girl i want you here now
didnt wanna leave you
i just wanna see you
i just wanna feel u

i just dont fuck with this
i smoke gas in the crib
she dont like how i live
ill put u on the list
jus popped it out the blister
i dont want to be fixed
u were my favorite kiss
so why do i feel different

i stay up i dont know my limits
crushing pills up i wan feel it instant
yuh, way too fucked up i cant listen
put the black tar on foil, lighter, flick it

it had me fucked up but i miss it
i was living with you it was prison
you were doing it with me, decision
i didnt wan be in love so i fixed it

come get me prod. freger

Produced, written, recorded, mixed, by mental
Cover art by oddyssi

Lyrics:

Can't get up, you keep me safe
You could take back every word you said but
Feelings can't just be erased
I tried, you can't be replaced
It's too much I can't explain
Took my heart, you replaced it with your name
You're the reason that I wake
You're the reason that I stay
I can't lose you, not again

You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever

(You were both,
Burning cold, freezing warm
Tell me and I'll never go
Never known anyone like you before
I'll sleep on the floor
I don't want to be alone)

I wish I could see you on the street without feeling sick
But I can't look at you without falling half in love with your eyelashes
I can't look at you without wishing you were stretching your hand back for mine

You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever

for a kiss

gravity

@sunrisess
@yureiclub

lyrics:

i hit bro up 
on tele
took a pill
i can feel it
in my belly
im in new york
hit the deli
caught another body
yea im startin to feel like melly
tryna copy me
but they cant
ion wanna talk
not my friend
u a fan
u fell off 
was that part of the plan?
6 deep at the mall
pop a xan

i pull off yea i race
fuked up off drugs i take
fuk ppl they all fake
fuk u n whatchu make

i hit bro up 
on tele
took a pill
i can feel it
in my belly
im in new york
hit the deli
caught another body
yea im startin to feel like melly
tryna copy me
but they cant
ion wanna talk
not my friend
u a fan
u fell off 
was that part of the plan?
6 deep at the mall
pop a xan

casualties (sunrisess)

altered state

lovely melody~

lyrics:

Are you there?
I’m still calling
Keep on talking 
Don’t go silent 
I’m all out of sorrys 
I tried my best 
To keep you safe 
I made a worse mess
What will it take? (x2)

auxina:

Sharing my heart is such a burden 
I’m asking  what’s  the purpose 
You shatter it into a million pieces 
Then call me worthless
Standing in this old apartment building 
Gotta re-trace my steps 
Where did we go wrong 
How much can I give until I give up yet?
Every hallway is a light year 
Why can’t I  see my path clear
Stars hiding behind these dark tears 
won’t live in my fears
Well aquatinted w a rusty razor blade
Cut my throat and save the day 
Sick of silence in the room for goodness sake  

frendi:

Nothing feel the same, so I empty out my brain
Glocky, it go bang, somethings never change (like my love baby for you)
Read between them lines, baby, I can't waste no time baby
Who's wrong, and who's right, baby? Don't really wanna cry, baby
Yes, I really tried baby, you're not for me, but I'm not good for you
Swerve around in that coupe, could you hold me, down, down, down? (Down, baby are you down, down, down down? Down, down)

Are you there?
I’m still calling
Keep on talking 
Don’t go silent 
I’m all out of sorrys 
I tried my best 
To keep you safe 
I made a worse mess
What will it take? (x2)

the space between spaces + yungfrendi (WARHEART)

prod me n @starboyrob

i js need somebody to hold on to
i might have to go soon
baby take my hand and fly with me
sometimes its like i dont even know you
i just need some closure
cuz u got me down on my knees

skippin past the cracks on the pavement
theres blood on the swings
why does everything just feel different to me
can u be my lungs its so hard just to breathe
walk thru the city i feel half asleep

yea thats the mindset
walkin thru the snow we got balenci on our footsteps
#goc on our tees all my bros are p100
i been @breakfalling without him i wouldnt be nothing

im in london with my bro took a photo
why u even hating bitch we do not even know you
yea why they tryna kill my glo bro
with my best friend recording a mv out in poland

@breakfalling
Hoppin out the house, I feel I’m not enough
Sister just hit my line told me to never stop
I what u would wanna be if u just grown up
It’s something I know that U know
I woke up staring at the ceiling thinking that I’m getting older
Take a pill I don’t feel anything I’m forgetting I’m broken
It’s 2 am and I’m tryna make sense of what I have become
It’s 2 am and I forgot when was the last time I was sober
Oh shit, I don’t think that I’ll ever be chosen
Staying at the bleachers cus I’m scared of coming closer
Can’t let anybody know me, I’m scared of closure
Damn I hate my brain I wish I could just fucking blow it

@pikaxd
bitch im coming through
all these bitches looking at me like i wear designer clothes
money in my bare jeans, nobody is robbin tho
i feel like im @injurie they keep on asking me for sauce
always going back and forth like im still playing cat and mouse

and this shit is so funny to me
they keep on crying bout my past and now they runnin to me
and thats just botherin me
im tryna get myself free
and why they all around me
theres so much shit you cant see

poland w/breakfall +pika

diegointhedark - producer girlfriend

@yureiclub
@prodblackpoint
@zuuloh
@sunrisess

lyrics:

ts gettin hard to handle
but so what?
not much else to do
lets jus go up
gotta show in france
no im not gone show up
too locked in
off the pill up in my cup
what u said
now i feel dead
yea i bled
i cant get u out my head
i wanna fill myself up with lead
i wish i could b wit u instead

not my friend 
yea u is jus a fed
u a fake 
yea u not gettin bread
all yo friends 
not real like ted
u want her
i was also in her bed
u dont call the shots
this is not a game
ion wanna talk
lil bro u lame
they all love to stalk
its jus for the fame 
love the way i walk 
yea they love to scream my name

ts gettin hard to handle
but so what?
not much else to do
lets jus go up
gotta show in france
no im not gone show up
too locked in
off the pill up in my cup
what u said
now i feel dead
yea i bled
i cant get u out my head
i wanna fill myself up with lead
i wish i could b wit u instead

instead (zuuloh + sunrisess)

Brennan Jones - Bandit (Fast)

Better Days (Chopped and slowdown)

ig: @auxinavstheworld
🌐@blackwingacademy🌐
#1 DROPOUT!!!