2 fruit walls

Making friends
Reminds me of being at school
Going so well and then I lose it all
I wish I could pinpoint what it is 
That I do
It's in my nature to get too comfortable

I wrote it down one day 
The things they would say 
I don't wanna hurt anybody's feelings
Circling me
hungry teens 
Must survive
Trying so hard 
I forgot how to be nice 

Will you forgive me?
So many things I did were wrong 
I was just caught up 
How the hell did you move on?

They absolutely destroyed the way
I felt about myself
And I'm still recovering
Still having trouble in every place
Where I feel too much 

You know you never did that
I was always enough

I know 

I lost a lot of shit 
And I know that you did too
All of our innocence 
Now in a box deep in our rooms
I still find it so hard
To believe that I am kind 
But I had to feel sorry for myself 
Because their eyes were dry

I wrote down one day 
The things to change 
I'm still doing it secretly
It's pretty hard to stay sane 
When I'm so afraid 
That everyone is talking about me

Will you forgive me?
So many things I did were wrong 
I guess I was just fucked up 
How the hell did you move on? 

Did it destroy the way you felt about yourself?
Are you still recovering
Still having trouble in
Any place that you feel too much
You know I'm sorry I did that 
You were always enough 
 I know

monday at 16-32 - 'peace'

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