this was a song for my next LP that Paris was currently working on. Unfortunately this is as far as we got, and Paris never got to do much on it other than give me feedback. I wanted to make it public for the sake of remembrance, and I will not finish this song.

I love you so much.  it feels like a really bad fucking dream. I wanted to meet you in person and show you how good life could be.  I am so sorry for everything that you went through. I wish I could have been closer to you geographically. There's so much I wish I could have done.

I love you so much Paris. I'll never stop thinking about you. My heart will always hold your name. You were someone I'd say 'I love you' to everytime before we got off the phone. I just want to say it to you over and over again now.


Edit:
After posting this and speaking with VIRTUAL HEAVEN we've decided to come together and finish this song as we both had unfinished collabs with Paris. Ill keep this one up and rename it swell core demo. 

SwellCore demo [feat Goldenboy]

its all inside myself ive met myself but they wont let me budge

(Human Divided Vol 1) rainsdeaf - dandelion

[00:00:00] track (intro)
[00:07:56] OPP ZHIETT
[00:09:45] Failbait (featuring Screengod)
[00:12:12] This is my song (fr)
[00:15:46] Bad Manners (with Iokera)
[00:20:35] let.me.go.cartier.bladee
[00:22:55] hexadecagon (4321)
[00:30:56] relapse (lol_)
[00:37:36] potassium (with Stella De Ville and dth.d)
[00:39:21] bird girl
[00:41:22] strange desert mane
[00:43:24] stun
[00:45:55] droplet
[00:49:50] 11
[00:52:41] printed
[00:55:20] arti-factory
[00:57:16] woah
[01:02:08] im cool...
[01:03:39] how you are

trackwork (2021) - full album stream

heres my track from the comp that recently dropped on the Norm Corps bandcamp.

[NC X LLC X AS : FRIENDSHIP IS HARDCORE] rainsdeaf-honeydew

mastered by kaho matsui @kazuma-matsui-550895306

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trackwork (2021) - full album stream

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