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RIP behemoth (prod. suni vega)

simple simple simple 
clean
you don't know how much you mean to me

my sanctuary ♥╣[-_-]╠♥ w/ oliver francis (prod. polearm)

AGORAPHOBIA

Life is Cruel

Life is Cruel (prod. suni vega)

love my glass but it hurt so bad 
when will i be back 
please dont ask me 
you start so slow, then you end so fast
how you're in too deep
PUSH THE CREST LINE BACK 
like that, like that put you back on your ass
relapse, relapse now it feels so bad
break the deal we had with every promise to myself
now i feel so glad bitch i dont need no one else
i tell myself, i tell myself, i tell myself
i tell myself, i dont need your help

im not proud, of my route
i took one too many turns
and now im upside down
on my crown, wear a frown
made of broken little fragments
of a memory i cant remember
GONE
GONE
GONE
(you're someone somewhere else you're)
GONE 
GONE 
LOST
LOST 
LOST 
LOST

you start so slow, then you end so fast
how you're in too deep
PUSH THE CREST LINE BACK 
like that, like that put you back on your ass
relapse, relapse now it feels so bad
break the deal we had with every promise to myself
now i feel so glad bitch i dont need no one else
i tell myself, i tell myself, i tell myself
i tell myself, i dont need your help

RELAPSE

D0N’T PL4Y D4T (Prod. breezy)

lyrics <3

Gasp : 


What the fuck 
I’m so drunk 
Damn i think that I’m in love 
But my friends like naw u just drunk as fuck like um 
What the fuck 
I’m in love 
Ima Try call u up 
But u like boy u drunk and I’m hanging up 

Can u give it to me straight 
I don’t wanna go but I know that it’s fate 
With that motherfuckin rose gold glow in ur face 
 I don’t know where to go 
We should go get away 
Pull up on em drippin in ysl
Like wow 
I see u glistening in the light now 
Night mode 
i just wanna look into ur bright smile 
I want u back up in my life girl 
Sorry that I missed ur text 
I’m just rly fuckin drunk and I just miss my ex 
I just wanna let her know that I see her friends 
That I always ask about her wonder how she’s been 
God rly snapped when he made u
Ima call ur parents say thank u 
And I know I’m out of pocket 
But I say maybe we should try a redo 

What the fuck 
I’m so drunk 
Damn i think that I’m in love 
But my friends like naw u just drunk as fuck like um 
What the fuck 
I’m in love 
Ima Try call u up 
But u like boy u drunk and I’m hanging up 
Take me back to the days 
Up in ur 01 mustang 
Back when u would love me 
Back before we had the drug problems and trust things 
Back when i would only care for one thing 
U 
I know summer doesn’t last forever 
I think we can grow old together

Remember what I told u 
I would rly jump up in the sky and put my feelings to the side and and hold the galaxy before u 
I would hold the sun up to warm u 
I would hold the moon so u glow too 
I just gotta say girl I rly got these flaming hot Cheetos on my fingers I’m tryna hold u 
im tryna hold u 

Keshore :
Beep beep beep beep
It is past 5
Where is my bitch
I’m hitting her line
Oh she don’t pick up
I guess I’ll get high
And dub every bitch
Cursed kisses
On line
 And I’ve been
Broken since
Like what 16
And that’s the couple of years from the present
So guess what I’m still adjusting 
drunk in a steak  House 
stole a tbone for my baby
Split the seems
Before we make out baby
All black own
She goin learn 
At my Morehouse 
That’s a college baby

And we can make a movie if you feelin it
Peanut butter 
Mix
Carmel shawty
Wit some jam on it
man most fienst
You my princess from the sky
Nisekoi baby I’m locked on yo eyes
I can be like full metal
We can Alchemise 
Really Build a family 
shawty you and I 
Dark days rascals 
 tell sweet lies 
But when I’m wit you
You see the truth in my lies

im drunk and i miss u ( /)w(\✿) w/keshore (prod. esteban)

i saw my ex a few days ago and she looked fuckin terrible. i wrote this song about it lol enjoy :)
shout out my brother big sewer man, ur such a special friend to me im glad to be making music together again <3
https://soundcloud.com/sewerperson
mixed by the guy big scottland
https://soundcloud.com/scottysplash

awkward!(¬‿¬) w/sewerperson (prod.eskry)

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ExM4-D9dUqE
Beat produced by @paczki
Song Mixed and Mastered by @darkskyparadox

AND IM FALLING
IN A PIT,
I ADMIT THAT IM SORRY :(
I DONT GET THROWING FITS WHEN YOU CALL ME.. 
OFF THE SHITS, MAYBE ITS ME WITHDRAWING..?
ME WITHDRAWING..
THINK I LOVE YOU !
I FEAR GOD IN THE ROOM WHEN I FUCK YOU..
AND ITS ODD, I ASSUME YOU'RE ENOUGH TO
FILL THE FOG AND THE GLOOM WHEN ITS SUBTLE..
NEVER SUBTLE, I KNOW..

PARDON ME
I CAN SEE 
U & ME
IN HARMONY 
STARTING THINGS
OUT WEST.
OUT WEST, OUT WEST, OUT WEST.. yeah. (x2)
--
FUCK ME !
TRY TO MAKE ME FEEL SOMETHING 
SOMETIMES MY THOUGHTS GET UGLY.
SOMETIMES YOUR THOUGHTS ARE OF ME.
ARE OF ME
I KNOW SOMETHING
SOMETHING THAT LIES ABOVE ME
I TRIED TO DIE, IM SUFFERING
IM OUT MY MIND, IM UNCLEAN (DIRTY? IDK)
IM OUT MY MIND !

GOD IN THE ROOM (PROD. PACZKI x DARKSKYPARADOX)

2 blessed 2 be depressed freestyle :-)

lyrics
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is she fine without him
does she cry at the castle
is he gone is he here
he's a cunt he's an asshole
is she fine without him
is her mind in a black hole
does this night ever end
are we locked in a capsule

sorry that we're doomed
i guess this is truce
crying at the crib on a friday afternoon
this is how i live spent the day up in my room
made a couple bucks imma dip & get some food
and maybe get some shoes
the max's lookin' smooth
the loud pack smacks & my snacks all chewed
teeth all dead cause my sugar hit the root
if she don't text back she gon have to get the boot
and imma get my move on i ain't even trip
fucked up on a sunday mondays lookin lit
got twenty eight grams and a bottle of some shit
sip henny with the boys at the hotel on the 6th
i've got plans baby do not intervene
yeah i wanted this forever but you decided to leave
so i'll rewrite the script got sagas to complete
try to hit me with i miss you like what the fuck you mean

from the way that she moves you can tell she's a cyclone
and she's back once again it's a hell of a cycle
with that look in her eyes you must tell yourself i know
this is only a test and you must remain vital

is she fine without him
does she cry at the castle
is he gone is he here
she's a cunt she's an asshole

follow 93feetofsmoke

i wonder (prod. 93feetofsmoke)

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2 blessed 2 be depressed freestyle :-)

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