ordered from new to old (track 1 being the most recent and the final tracks being the oldest)

all my songs

li.sten.to/getoutmyhair
prod reesoo + xmichaelwarren


lyrics:~
im everything you wanted, hey is this not enough?
you love me for my actions, yeah you love me for touch
but that's really true, it's not exclusive to you
i hate you for yourself, you know i hate you for you

but im not

stuck inside my hatred where i can't read what's in my brain
i've been feeling funny i've been feeling all insane
trying to feed my problems, but i can't find myself
cause im still stuck in this hell, and it's real hard to tell

i hate to see you cry so just get out my hair
and i just guess that you're alright
guess that i'm not aware, it's like
cause i, don't know what's best for you

i don't care about your problems i don't care about your ex
it would be so kinda awkward if he went and got a text (it's like)
you ain't really love him so let's go and teach a lesson
beating up that fucker makes me feel so paralyzed then

and i hate, that you're not here
and i need, to see what's next

know that you're not, and i know that you're fake
and i've been losing friends to my own ways
i'm just bearing the past, reminiscing so fast
and i hate myself cause i'm still coming last

i hate to see you cry so just get out my hair
and i just guess that you're alright
guess that i'm not aware, it's like
cause i, don't know what's best for you

i don't care about your problems i don't care about your ex
it would be so kinda awkward if he went and got a text (it's like)
you ain't really love him so let's go and teach a lesson
beating up that fucker makes me feel so paralyzed then

get out my hair

other platforms

get out my hair (reesoo)

mango

li.sten.to/spirit
enjoy <33
written with *redacted* and nicco diamante, I miss you so much bro
lyrics:

spirits flying high yeah you made it fucking hell
living out my life got no one to fucking tell
dont feel like myself yeah i didn't mean to yell
you know that i'm fine yeah i hope that you're not well

spirits flying high yeah you made it fucking hell
living out my life got no one to fucking tell
dont feel like myself yeah i didn't mean to yell
you know that i'm fine yeah i hope that you're not well

spirits lie, that's my vibe, am i right no
you're my light and i'm happy that we're all good
pack it up the cities done, come and see what we'll become
now im fixing all my issues that i didn't fucking cause, yeah

packing up my bags because i'm rad
fuck this cities fucking trash
yeah i got a lot of baggage
i dont know if you can, but i cant hide my spirit

spirits flying high yeah you made it fucking hell
living out my life got no one to fucking tell
dont feel like myself yeah i didn't mean to yell
you know that i'm fine yeah i hope that you're not well

spirits flying high yeah you made it fucking hell
living out my life got no one to fucking tell
dont feel like myself yeah i didn't mean to yell
you know that i'm fine yeah i hope that you're not well

spirit (siem spark)

li.sten.to/strawberryperfume
ig: @ripavah

Part 2 soon 😭

Strawberry perfume, your scent, it makes me happy again
I know that you're wrong you don't need to pretend
Look past all my flaws never reaching the end
Perfect you're my all we ain't playing pretend

Run, till we knock 'em all over
Life's been good I've been looking for my clover
I can't live tomorrow if I'd stopped I'd be a loner
Thinking bout the past I ain't quitting till it's over

I've been tryna fix my shit, I'm just tryna make sense
Avoiding all the bad damn trips, I'm not tryna quit this
I'd be lying if I said I'm glad you're gone
Life feels so long when we can't play our songs

But time goes faster by my side
Tryna match all the feelings I love those highs
But I guess it pays off when we take our time
Writing bangers in the crib I'd love that life

I've been living life all alone
Waiting for you to call my phone, yeah
I'm just tryna live or I'll die
Couldn't find my phone cause I got too high

Strawberry perfume, your scent, it makes me happy again
I know that you're wrong you don't need to pretend
Look past all my flaws never reaching the end
Perfect you're my all we ain't playing pretend

Run, till we knock 'em all over
Life's been good I've been looking for my clover
I can't live tomorrow if I'd stopped I'd be a loner
Thinking bout the past I ain't quitting till it's over

I've been tryna fix my shit, I'm just tryna make sense
Avoiding all the bad damn trips, I'm not tryna quit this
I'd be lying if I said I'm glad you're gone
Life feels so long when we can't play our songs

strawberry perfume (siem spark + heyrick)

i got schizophrenia from making this song

@ripavah - pluto (with @ripdaelus)

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