do not ask me
cause i dont wanna know
i feel disgusting
been left out on the road
and i can't harness the ability to go it alone
you're talking with your hands and im just tryna empty my throat

fuck it up again, replacing all your friends
rolling over to the colder side of your bed
leave me desperate, always second guessing
learning lessons that I dont seem to take in.

theres alot of this i really need to take in
always changing, shedding all this snake skin
and the rain coming to my shins
i made a pact with myself to never leave but never let you win, but i guess you win
take everything 

barking like a dog in a hot car, shaking fucking up my life im a lost cause making everything little thing so sedated. im anxious

thought it was just a bad day, its a bad week, it's a bad month
i don't care what you say now, im just losing it and im so gone.
take me to a better place, put some oxygen in my lungs.
no pics, we offline, yeah im doing this in my downtime

antipathy

can't see your face through the cellophane
you should stay safe, ill disintergrate
i said that i'll be okay going either way.
but this path is paved with a sentencing.

ill wait inside, it's not hard to let me down
late autumn rain turns to hail, echo city sound.
solace is strange when you split from your bearing bound
ecstasy, tastes like decay this ain't parity.

guess you got what you want, and it's haunting me.
the attic is locked, throw away the key
i just see tesselate patterns in anarchy, part of the reason i paint you so passionately

so don't hit my phone and don't talk to me
i see your thoughts in patterns like symmmetry
i hate your attempts of endearing me
maybe thats part of the reason it's killing me

pull out all of my hair
cant sleep live another fucking nightmare
im fine, couldn't say that my visions clear
told me you won't even see me when you visit here
im transparent, no britney spears
in the catacombs tryna face all my fears
rotting at my skeleton, i was born from decay
maybe thats the reason im acting this way

can't see your face through the cellophane
you should stay safe, ill disintergrate
i said that i'll be okay going either way.
but this path is paved with a sentencing.

ill wait inside, it's not hard to let me down
late autumn night turns to hell, echo city sound.
solace is strange when you split from your bearing bound
ecstasy, tastes like decay this ain't parity.

cellophane

(p. recycleBin & Jolst)

your stoicism makes incisions
i only want you more
you're making big decisions,
but you don't seem so sure
im gathering my feelings
composed and out the door
leave you without a witness
you leave me bruised and sore

im so unbound and
im only sorry for the things i didn't mean
you think you're never in the wrong
i never thought that you would ever be so mean
put together from the peace ill never see.

im like a hermit in your heart ill only leave to get some air.
and if it's true then did you ever really care
im prying locks up with my teeth, 
i never meant to be extreme, 
im having trouble telling if its all a dream.
i could do with forty winks and an asprin.
this situations got me glued into my matress.
i can't breathe at the thought, im athsmatic.
you driving on to me, im caught up in the transit.

your stoicism makes incisions
i only want you more
you're making big decisions,
but you don't seem so sure
im gathering my feelings
composed and out the door
leave you without a witness
you leave me bruised and sore

im so unbound and
im only sorry for the things i didn't mean
you think you're never in the wrong
i never thought that you would ever be so mean
put together from the peace ill never see.

built bridges, matches strike to light.
why must i be so inclined?
to(o) steep, to walk, it brews inside.
boiling water burns my thighs.

and i'm so sick of the same old sentence,
you write these lines with a leaking pen
and it's hard for me to keep it secret
you're so assured, you insist on leaving.

(1mint)
and i'm thinkin if i'll ever feel important
won't hear me much might think that i'm avoidant
grab my cup and fill it up with poision
i'll build these walls to try keep all my noise in
and this prison in this head i'm stuck
played my cards all right just ran out of luck
working on myself trying to build it up
but i'm just at the point where i've had enough

entropy (dissolution) w/ 1mint

i tried to talk but nothing happens,
and i wanna know why you built your walls up to sky, beyond the heights i could climb.
a bow and arrow by your side, another victimless crime.
the bell tower always chimes when the end is nigh.

(i don't wanna, i don't wanna, i don't wanna, i don't wanna hear it anymore)

chime in with your words, please don't paraphrase me.
and when you leave i hope you fucking taste me.

i gave you time, waited so many weeks. 
it seems like anywhere is where you'd rather be.

ooh, and i still want your love
and i still want your touch
and i can't just watch you go
no, i don't wanna know.

antipathy

aval0nn

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