do not ask me
cause i dont wanna know
i feel disgusting
been left out on the road
and i can't harness the ability to go it alone
you're talking with your hands and im just tryna empty my throat

fuck it up again, replacing all your friends
rolling over to the colder side of your bed
leave me desperate, always second guessing
learning lessons that I dont seem to take in.

theres alot of this i really need to take in
always changing, shedding all this snake skin
and the rain coming to my shins
i made a pact with myself to never leave but never let you win, but i guess you win
take everything 

barking like a dog in a hot car, shaking fucking up my life im a lost cause making everything little thing so sedated. im anxious

thought it was just a bad day, its a bad week, it's a bad month
i don't care what you say now, im just losing it and im so gone.
take me to a better place, put some oxygen in my lungs.
no pics, we offline, yeah im doing this in my downtime

antipathy

aval0nn