I Thought I Had More Time

How Lucky Am I

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Running on Empty

“Apart” is about the feeling of being disconnected from your surroundings. Walking through the city, you see people laughing, talking, enjoying a beautiful evening – and yet you feel like a ghost who can't arrive in the here and now.

Apart

“Conversations” is about the frustration of one-sided love — giving everything while the other person offers only half-measures. It’s a song about self-worth, clarity, and the moment you realize you deserve more.

Written, performed, and produced by Estella Dawn, “Conversations” blends raw vulnerability with strength, moving from intimate piano to soaring alt-pop intensity.

For fans of BANKS, Gracie Abrams, Halsey and Dermot Kennedy. 
Mood: emotive • cinematic • dark-pop • powerful

Conversations

Loudness War

Coming Home

Written by: Lauren Juzang, John Mark Nelson
Produced by: John Mark Nelson
Vocals by: Lauren Juzang
Guitars: John Mark Nelson 
Bass: John Mark Nelson
Drums: John Mark Nelson
Piano: John Mark Nelson

Engineered + Mixed by John Mark Nelson
Mastered by Joey Messina-Doerning

Cover Photo Credit: Izzy Baradaran
Cover Art: Lauren Juzang 

Lyrics:

I feel better when I am known
In my car, in my old clothes
I feel better when I’m alone
In my own bones

I feel better in easy times
When the world isn’t in a fight
When my family is playing nice
I feel alright

I feel better
I feel better

I feel heavy in times like these
You’re far away 
And now we don’t speak
I’m in my head
And I’m in need
So desperately

I feel good when you’re off my mind
Somewhere else out of my eyeline
Out of sight, baby
Out of mind
I feel alright

I feel alright
I feel free
I feel everything I’ve wanted to be

I feel graceful
I feel neat
I’m feeling better

I feel better

I feel better when I am known
By myself and by all those
Who I love and who I chose
To call home


I feel better

This song is for all love song music lovers in the world. Enjoy this great voice.

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Adeline McBride - You Speak in Butterflies

The day is done, the house is still 
She's got a moment for her own will 
No expectations, no demands 
Just her own two soft hands 
She slips beneath the cotton sheet 
A promise that her body's gonna keep

Oh, she's flicking her bean, a private little scene 
A rhythm that she knows, a fire that she grows 
No prince, no knight, no magical date 
Just a simple, perfect, self-made fate 
Yeah, she's flicking her bean, making her own dream

Her fingers start a gentle trace 
A smile blooms upon her face 
She finds the spot, a perfect place 
And sets her own ecstatic pace 
The world outside can fade and fall 
She's the only one in this hall

Oh, she's flicking her bean, a private little scene 
A rhythm that she knows, a fire that she grows 
No prince, no knight, no magical date 
Just a simple, perfect, self-made fate 
Yeah, she's flicking her bean, making her own dream

It's not for them, it's not for you 
It's just a thing she has to do 
A sacred act, a holy rite 
To burn away the lonely night 
To feel the pulse, to feel the heat 
A private, glorious, sweet defeat

(Guitar Solo)

Oh, she's flicking her bean, a private little scene 
A rhythm that she knows, a fire that she grows 
No prince, no knight, no magical date 
Just a simple, perfect, self-made fate 
Yeah, she's flicking her bean, making her own dream

Flicking her bean... A quiet hum... 'Til the morning comes... Yeah, 'til the morning comes...

Her Own Dream

This Christmas song is for my mom and her two dear friends, Marilyn and Donna. I sang this song many times as a child. Feel better soon Mom. ❤

Elmer Elf. 
Guitar, keyboard, bass, Korg synth, vocals - Cat
Violin - Deb

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