I Thought I Had More Time

Why Can't I Grow Up?

Responsible

How Lucky Am I

petunias

Running on Empty

“Apart” is about the feeling of being disconnected from your surroundings. Walking through the city, you see people laughing, talking, enjoying a beautiful evening – and yet you feel like a ghost who can't arrive in the here and now.

Apart

“Conversations” is about the frustration of one-sided love — giving everything while the other person offers only half-measures. It’s a song about self-worth, clarity, and the moment you realize you deserve more.

Written, performed, and produced by Estella Dawn, “Conversations” blends raw vulnerability with strength, moving from intimate piano to soaring alt-pop intensity.

For fans of BANKS, Gracie Abrams, Halsey and Dermot Kennedy. 
Mood: emotive • cinematic • dark-pop • powerful

Conversations

Loudness War

Coming Home

Written by: Lauren Juzang, John Mark Nelson
Produced by: John Mark Nelson
Vocals by: Lauren Juzang
Guitars: John Mark Nelson 
Bass: John Mark Nelson
Drums: John Mark Nelson
Piano: John Mark Nelson

Engineered + Mixed by John Mark Nelson
Mastered by Joey Messina-Doerning

Cover Photo Credit: Izzy Baradaran
Cover Art: Lauren Juzang 

Lyrics:

I feel better when I am known
In my car, in my old clothes
I feel better when I’m alone
In my own bones

I feel better in easy times
When the world isn’t in a fight
When my family is playing nice
I feel alright

I feel better
I feel better

I feel heavy in times like these
You’re far away 
And now we don’t speak
I’m in my head
And I’m in need
So desperately

I feel good when you’re off my mind
Somewhere else out of my eyeline
Out of sight, baby
Out of mind
I feel alright

I feel alright
I feel free
I feel everything I’ve wanted to be

I feel graceful
I feel neat
I’m feeling better

I feel better

I feel better when I am known
By myself and by all those
Who I love and who I chose
To call home


I feel better

Echo in my chest

God You Are Now Rearranging My Way

Running on Empty

Ava Valianti