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Part craving, part self-destruction, the track captures the ache of wanting to be truly seen — even when it costs you. Messy, honest, and heartbreakingly seductive.

Anchored by Estella’s powerhouse vocal and raw lyricism, Drunk & Messy blends intimate singer-songwriter storytelling with an alt-pop punch. Cinematic imagery (“split lips,” “leave rubies like a vampire”) shows how love can feel intoxicating, chaotic, and addictive.

🎶 Written, recorded, and produced by Estella herself.
🔥 For fans of: Lola Young, Dermot Kennedy, Halsey, Lady Gaga.

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Drunk & Messy

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Running on Empty

“Conversations” is about the frustration of one-sided love — giving everything while the other person offers only half-measures. It’s a song about self-worth, clarity, and the moment you realize you deserve more.

Written, performed, and produced by Estella Dawn, “Conversations” blends raw vulnerability with strength, moving from intimate piano to soaring alt-pop intensity.

For fans of BANKS, Gracie Abrams, Halsey and Dermot Kennedy. 
Mood: emotive • cinematic • dark-pop • powerful

Conversations

3 words

“Forever You” is a story told through light, rhythm, and memory.
It begins at sunset — when everything feels infinite — and drifts through the heartbeat of the night until the first light of morning.

Every track captures a different shade of freedom: the laughter, the rush, the quiet moments that only exist when the world is asleep.

It’s music for open skies, late hours, and hearts that still believe in something pure.
Where euphoric synths meet human warmth, and every drop feels like a new beginning.

Forever You is not about one night — it’s about the part of you that never fades,
the one that keeps dancing long after the sound is gone.

AI project under the name of ewa

Sunset Intro (Welcome Back)

[Verse 1]
You came out of church one evening, Llorona,
That’s when I saw you go by.
You came out of church one evening, Llorona,
That’s when I saw you go by.
Your huipil so bright and shining, Llorona,
I thought you fell from the sky.
Your huipil so bright and shining, Llorona,
I thought you fell from the sky.

Ay of me, Llorona, Llorona, Llorona,
Lily of the field,
Ay of me, Llorona, Llorona, Llorona,
Lily of the field,
The one who’s never loved, Llorona,
Will never know love’s ordeal.
The one who’s never loved, Llorona,
Will never know love’s ordeal.

[Verse 2]
Don’t know what the flowers carry, Llorona,
From graves where they softly bloom.
Don’t know what the flowers carry, Llorona,
From graves where they softly bloom.
When the wind begins to move them, Llorona,
They seem to cry in the gloom.
When the wind begins to move them, Llorona,
They seem to cry in the gloom.

Ay of me, Llorona, Llorona, Llorona,
Take me to the stream,
Ay of me, Llorona, Llorona, Llorona,
Take me to the stream,
Cover me with your rebozo, Llorona,
I’m freezing inside my dream.
Cover me with your rebozo, Llorona,
I’m freezing inside my dream.

[Verse 3]
Two kisses I keep forever, Llorona,
That never fade away.
Two kisses I keep forever, Llorona,
That never fade away.
The last one from my mother, Llorona,
And the first you gave that day.
The last one from my mother, Llorona,
And the first you gave that day.

[Outro]
(Llorona...)
(The kiss you gave...)
(Cover me with your rebozo, Llorona...)
(Cover me with your rebozo, Llorona...)
(For I’m dying of the cold...)
(Dying of the cold...)
(Dying of the cold...)

Weeping Lady

One More Night

Life of a Busker is a duo who live of playing music in the streets around the world 🌍

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