disconsolate.

sword art! +kenny orlando (yung spoiler)

you not the one for me
told me you loved me you lied
that's just not something i don't need
trynna waste my damn time
you must think it's free
never picking up my phone
keep it on dnd
cause i know talk is cheap
(x2)

keep them drugs in me 
x & weed 
i can't feel my body
yeah i'm fucking geeked 
i can't speak
moving like a zombie
like it's halloween imma fiend
yeah i know it's scary
and i'm screaming out for your help
but you can't hear me
oh well fuck it though
i don't need you anyway
had to cut some people out my life
i had to turn the page
i can't have no basic conversation 
i can't fuck with lames

spookybands:
you ain't the one for me
you take everything away from me too easily
lately i don't wanna breath
i don't want apologies
when i'm in the dark i get so heartless
baby talk is cheap
hold me when i fall asleep 
i feel like they watching me 
hills set fire
she gonna break your heart
left me waiting to die
lately i don't wanna try no more
lately i've been running out of time

you not the one for me
told me you loved me you lied
that's just not something i don't need
trynna waste my damn time
you must think it's free
never picking up my phone
keep it on dnd
cause i know talk is cheap
(x2)

spotify

talk is cheap w/ spookybands (prod. methboiswag)

lavender.

if you close your eyes, its almost like it never happened.

https://youtu.be/_Di4TK4ieLA?si=m05Fyt5AP4pWSbYp

Baby, are you free tonight?
Broken down bad, but with you I'm alright
I've already heard it all, so please don't lie
Cause I'ma stay true 'till the day I die
Till the day I-, yeah
As long as I'm alive, I'll be down to ride
Bloodshot eyes in the backseat high
I've been running from the reaper, but I can't hide
Sinking even deeper, growing cold inside

Watching years fly by, fake friends come and go
Standing by your side through the highs and the lows
I'll be right there for you, I'm always close
If you're down for life, just let me know

I don't like to talk much but she likes to move fast
I don't wanna fight, why you gotta do that?
Tell me I'm a mess, you already knew that
We got something special, I don't really wanna lose that
Maybe I'm just looking for something I'll never find
Baby, I just shouldn't have let you in my life
Told me you were down for forever, that was a lie
And I'll see you tomorrow if I make it through the night

I've just been tossing and turning, the bridges are burning
I'm wondering, what have I done to deserve it?
I'm living and learning and constantly hurting
And I've given it time, I swear nothing is working

Baby, are you free tonight?
Broken down bad, but with you I'm alright
I've already heard it all, so please don't lie
Cause I'ma stay true 'till the day I die
Till the day I-, yeah
As long as I'm alive, I'll be down to ride
Bloodshot eyes in the backseat high
I've been running from the reaper, but I can't hide
Sinking even deeper, growing cold inside

music video

down 4 ever w/ kennedyxoxo (prod. noahmadethiss) video in description*

pacing, aimlessly in circles unable to recognize myself. w/ sace6

produced xona
guitar by oc

@b_murph

-lyrics-
you swore to be the one i could trust
but things don’t end up that way
where i fall for you again 
i just wanted to see
whatever you wanted to bring
cause i’m happy when i’m with you
and you saw that in me and knew

you would tear it apart
so do you want to harm and ignore the start that connects my heart?
it doesn’t matter to you
i’m just blind to the truth
i guess it’s too much to handle
when alone in this room

so the harm is done
can’t open my arms
she watched me rot
and i gave it up

yeah, i put all my trust in you
guessing that was a mistake
and i cant get away from you 
you're just stuck in my head these days
tell me what you're going through
yeh, you know i'd be there for you
just don't tell me the truth
bout what you're bout to do
picture perfect when i look at your face
yeah, i can't seem to look away
no i can't look away from you

but could you just lie to me, lie to me, lie to me
'cause i don't want you to leave
no i don't want you to leave me
uh
so could you just stay with me, stay with me, stay with me
'cause i never wanna see you go
this is our home

i was over it
to bury within all the foliage
i couldn’t stop to think that i would catch no sleep holding-
so you brag and hold my hand
keep touch and make a path
to stay close without a past
so please don’t forget that

picture perfect

picture perfect w/ bmurph

prod logan

lyrics:
wait here for a minute
i'll be back in a moment
tie me to a rope
pull it back, cut me open
everything we did together
(god)
likes to haunt me
i take it with a grain of salt and everything you taught me
in the end i'm still a human but you hate that
cause you put me in a bottle when u face back
and i remember we were tight but i don't trace back
so ima move on with my life and never think "past"
cause i don't wanna get caught up in flames i've been in before
i see my problems and delete like i just been through a war
and i got 24 hours and 7 days filled with bored
but when someone asks me to hang i don't have time to afford
and by that i mean i just wanna hangout by myself
& i'm sorry but i'd rather work on music n melt
cause oh my god this heat has got me sweating hotter than hell
i haven't showered for a while and i'm starting to smell
now i look into the mirror, sensing anger in me
i wanna smash it into pieces, i don't wanna be weak
i wanna get me out this town and move somewhere overseas
i'm tryna get me to the top but i'm progressing with ease
and the last thing ima do is hang my head and give up
i think they're praying me to fall but so far they're outta luck
cause i continue steady work while they're hungover as f-
and on the weekends i be staying home cause it's just as fun

again

Noahmadethiss - Currents (feat. sace6)

noah thomas - amnesia

produced by @hiraethsry

lyrics:

(hiraeth)

take my soul take my body too and leave me here alone
sorry, crashing out on you , its hard to be controlled
looking at the water man id hate to be so cold
bottom of the bridge is over there its looking warm
wonder if i would have found some peace and some tranquillity
holding onto nothing bro im really getting sick of me
its been so long i dont really mind
you should let go now i wont lie
all i gave to you
was all ive ever had
you took a piece of me
and threw it in the trash
all that i endured
just to go to waste
i poud my heart out
for you to copy paste
i let this rain fall down
i dont mind it
i thought with all this dirt you would notice
and though i hate myself you ignored it

(dazed)

how bout lets back track
what did you just say to me?
i know you meant that
but you said it playfully
and thats a problem in itself
i hope you know that
dont say that youre at fault when you blamed me before that
i think im good off all the social interaction
im so tired of talking
im sorry I've been lagging
im going m.i.a for the 12th time this week
im on the verge of it all, i feel my knees getting weak
i'd never resort to abusing my power
talk hard in your lyrics but to me youre a coward
i fear im going crazy pulling strands in the shower
you encourage me to do that, and youre making me cower
I TAKE TOO LONG TO RESPOND
HOW COULD YOU DEAL WITH THAT?
MY MEMORY ISNT FOND
SO I'LL FORGET BOUT THAT
you cant tell me im wrong
when you move like that
yet i'd drop anything just to hear youre okay
and i'll cover my face
in almost every single photo
im insecure and i swear pics are just a no-go
dont need your help
promise, im better off solo
and you know
you know

tranquility (feat. hiraeth)

produced by rick hardy

@xona

-lyrics-
I could be the things you need alone
your friend, a random person on the road
Ill listen, you can let go of control
a guardian with nothing to uphold

console me, this dream with no teeth
want only to feel what you mean

~

the way it’s gray to look, I get choked up
the slower type of trauma in my lungs
I’m blacking out when I show any love, It’s artificial, reasons why I’d run

I wake up when I want but I don’t like to know that I am me which I can’t hide
time and time again I lock in eyes, reflection of myself, I see all the lies

~

is it worth to reach to the asphalt or will I regret my life?
could you hold me closer than ever? cause I don’t think I feel alright

desert what I think
you got me back on my knees
I said “I don’t wanna know” but it’s the way that I be
so I came back to my room
the cycle tends to repeat
apart from talking to you
I know that I won’t be seen
no, I won’t be seen
no, I won’t be seen

teeth (rick hardy)

"Rain Ride" by G-Cruiser is a powerful anthem for biking through wind and weather. Told across 12 energy-packed verses, the song captures the raw joy of riding through pouring rain, slippery trails, and a face caked in mud. Every drop and puddle becomes part of the adventure — the rain sets the rhythm, the dirt becomes a badge of honor. Between wet tires, flying muck, and whipping winds, a feeling of life unfolds — one that celebrates freedom, courage, and pure joy in the moment. The catchy chorus “Rain is falling – still I fly” sticks in your head and hits straight to the heart of anyone who’d rather be soaked and alive than dry and bored. A song for those who don’t wait for sunshine to celebrate life — they just ride.

Noahmadethiss - Currents (feat. sace6)

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