produced , written , and performed by Solio

I tried to talk but I can’t do it
I want you bad you’re fucking stupid 
I gave you hints but you were clueless 
You’ll play with my confidence until I fucking loose it
And now I'm trapped inside these walls 
Wish you could tell from right and wrong 
I’m such a hopeless romantic 
You took away my infection but you can have it

Its just so hopeless we could have been together
Don’t want you later I just want you forever 
But you’re just getting the best of me, I didn’t want you crying upset with me
And it’s to late i've been fighting my dreams
And I be fighting my thoughts, And I be ducking you’re screams 
The next time will be different
I really hope it will be different
Cuz you want me in your control
And i've been stuck here getting old
You make me sad I lost control
And now I'm sitting all alone
It’s just the same now, It’s just a waste now
And I'm so sick of being here I want to leave town
I didn’t like them anyways their just a pain to me
And now with them it’s just a pain to speak.

infection

@stayxero
hope you enjoy 
lyrics: I’m over you
But your on my mind for days
I just can’t get to 
How you let it slip away
When it’s all said and done
You were my number one
And now i can’t trust 
After how i’ve been done
Things got tough you know i’m there
Trying even if i’m scared
Too many feelings i cannot bare
Trying to keep it cool but this life’s not fair
No no no no
But this life’s not
No no no no

But this life’s not 
No no no no
But this life’s not 
No no no no
But this life’s not
No no no no okay yuh
I’m still by your side
Hoping one day that you see the light
Hoping that day isn’t your demise
Hoping one day we can 
Set it right set it right yuh 
But you got your pride
You can never put that shit to the side
Always come between you and I
Always causing all the fights
I’m over you
But your on my mind for days
I just can’t get to 
How you let it slip away
When it’s all said and done
You were my number one
And now i can’t trust 
After how i’ve been done
I’m over you
But your on my mind for days
And i can’t get to 
How you let it slip away
When it’s all said and done
You were my number one
And now i can’t trust 
After how i’ve been done

xero - kill your pride

cant get enough

PLAYED OUT WOMEN

ver.

she said there’s someone else 
(someone else)
but i do not care 
i put this pon myself 
(i put this on myself)
you won’t care
i know she won’t care 
(i wished she cared)
i can’t love you i’m scared 
(way too scared)
death is standing near
but i have no fear

2x

she said there’s someone else 
(someone else)
but i do not care 
(i don’t care)
i put this pon myself 
(i put this on myself)
you won’t care
i know she won’t care 
(i wished she cared)
i can’t love you i’m scared 
(way too scared)
death is standing near
but i have no fear

she won’t care

my heads in the gutter
i swore to my mother id make it alive
im barely alive now
suffocate 
lets suffocate
lets suffocate
lets suffocate
too far
down we go
(AHHH)
down we go
too far
down we go
(AHHH)
down we go

Suffocate (Demo)

production and vocals by me

lay here, and bleed out (right here)
im not surviving this time now
why would i run this time
when all i need is you (ah)

would you notice me missing,
the stars saw us kissing
let go, but how can i when you're all i know
the stars cant watch us
anymore they're not real
i cant see the sunlight

(x2)

bleed out

prod. grayskies

[LYRICS]
I remember what you did
You told me that you’d stay
I gave you my whole heart
And you just threw it all away
What we had it wasn’t perfect
But I still think that I’d say
I really really loved you
Even if it was all fake

And somehow I still wish you stayed

I knew we weren’t perfect
But I still tried to wait
I thought it would get better
Could you tell me if I’m late
I’m trying to find the feeling in my heart
That your love gave
This love I can’t forget
And now I realize it was fake

Oh what do I do?
I still think about you
Oh what do I do, I do, I do
Oh what do i do?
I still think about you
Oh what do I do?

I remember what you did
You told me that you’d stay
I gave you my whole heart
And you just threw it all away
What we had it wasn’t perfect
But I still think that I’d say
I really really loved you
Even if it was all fake

And somehow I still wish you stayed

I knew we weren’t perfect
But I still tried to wait
I thought it would get better
Could you tell me if I’m late
I’m trying to find the feeling in my heart
That your love gave
This love I can’t forget
And now I realize it was fake

I remember what you did
You told me that you’d stay
I gave you my whole heart
And you just threw it all away

fake

[LYRICS]
AM I A SURVIVOR WHEN I'M HARDLY ALIVE?
IT SHOULD'VE BEEN ME THAT DIED THAT NIGHT
HOW I WISH THAT I'D LISTENED TO YOUR SILENT CRIES
I'D GIVE IT ALL FOR ONE MORE CHANCE TO TURN BACK THE TIME
IF ONLY I KNEW THAT WAS OUR LAST GOODBYE
I'D HAVE HELD YOUR HANDS AND STARED INTO YOUR EYES
IT'S STUCK IN MY HEAD TOOK ME BY SURPRISE
IF ONLY I COULD READ WHAT YOU HAD IN YOUR MIND
AM I A SURVIVOR WHEN I'M HARDLY ALIVE
IT SHOULD'VE BEEN ME THAT DIED THAT NIGHT
HOW I WISH THAT I'D LISTENED TO YOUR SILENT CRIES
I'D GIVE IT ALL FOR ONE MORE CHANCE TO TURN BACK THE TIME

survivor

Thank you all for making Heretic one of your favorites this year. I went back and gave it the remaster it deserved clearer, louder, and more powerful than ever. Hope you enjoy this new version!

Lyrics:


[Verse]
Knock on the door to your sacred cathedral
The Pope
The Bishop
And the Mother Superior
Father O'Connor and your Saint Francis
Say I don't deserve it
Just get in the basket

[Chorus]
Throw in your stone
God bless your soul
Hey
God bless your soul

[Verse 2]
Got a black hat
Matches my black cat
Naked in the woods
Everybody don't like that
Say I'm crazy
A little unholy
But when you're feeling lonely
Baby
Then you all know me

[Chorus]
Throw in your stone
God bless your soul
Hey
God bless your soul

Suffocate (Demo)

avii