@1yugenn

lyrics:

(intro)

flatline
i just wanna die said i just wanna die sometimes probably
flatline 
have u ever made a wish and it doesnt come tru this time ima-

(pre-chorus)

all these thoughts about u leaving i cant think about it
this feeling is just like a part of me cant live without it
i told u that im sorry but u said u doubt it
so i put on my mask, cant be seen without it

(chorus)

i feel like im always afraid
but i feel so warm inside your imbrace
when i looked at u, u said its okay
i had this pain that u could erase

i feel so fucking betrayed
i thought i was aware but i wasnt awake
what the hell did u do to my fucking brain
u put a flame right up to the propane

(verse)

now im burning up
u tried to put me out but now ur outta luck
i have always called u a diamond in the rough
forgave u all the things that u tried to go corrupt

the autumn leaves are falling
and i keep stalling
cause i dont wanna deal with the poison in the pollen
and i dont wanna think bout the times back in august
u said that we were perfect but poisoned by the toxins

(pre-chorus)

all these thoughts about u leaving i cant think about it
this feeling is just like a part of me cant live without it
i told u that im sorry but u said u doubt it
so i put on my mask, cant be seen without it

(chorus)

i feel like im always afraid
but i feel so warm inside your imbrace
when i looked at u, u said its okay
i had this pain that u could erase

i feel so fucking betrayed
i thought i was aware but i wasnt awake
what the hell did u do to my fucking brain
u put a flame right up to the propane

(outro)

i just wanna die said i just wanna die sometimes probably
flatline 
have u ever made a wish and it doesnt come tru this time ima 
flatline

think about it (yugen)

a song ab my struggle and journey w/ identity and dysphoria :)

ty to @nclkyr for being on this with me <3

production: soma @prodsoma
mixing & mastering: orchid @0rch_id & me

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
streaming platforms: fanlink.to/AViT69

[verse]
ripped all my clothes from my closet
couldn’t bear it
tried breaking every mirror in my home
couldn’t do it
never felt quite right in this body of mine
it’s like i’m living a lie and i feel locked inside
been tryna find the answers to this all my life
but still i hide…

[pre-chorus]
i could dress like this
and i could talk like that
but it would never amount
this feeling just won’t quit
no matter what i do
it lingers back to me
can’t run away…

[chorus]
cuz every time i meet my eyes
it doesn’t fit with my mind
what i feel deep inside
i just don’t know who i am
wish i could be just like her
or i could be just like him
idk who i wanna be anymore
x2

[verse: kyra]
im scared to know whats right and wrong 
cuz everything just takes too long 
the way that everyone looks good
and im just stuck here, im thinking 
wish i could do it again and again 
i feel so amazing when im in a dress 
little do they know…
i just dont know who i am anymore

[chorus]
every time i meet my eyes
it doesn’t fit with my mind
what i feel deep inside
i just don’t know who i am
wish i could be just like her
or i could be just like him
idk who i wanna be…

[post-chorus]
i could be just like them
or anything that i want
in between or nothing at all
it doesn’t matter to me
cuz in the end, i may not know
what i really want, idk
but i finally know who i am

[outro] (avit + kyra)
who i am 12x
yeah i finally know who i am…

just like them feat. Kyra (Prod. Soma)

raindrops rolling down the window reminding me why i should’ve stayed at home in a room full of people i still feel alone

you learn a lot when it’s never your turn to talk it’s hard to live when you’re trapped inside the dark if i told you all the secrets i know i don’t think that i’d ever stop

i’m just a fly on the wall i know i know it all i’ve seen what you’ve tried to hide i see through all your lies

a party isn’t quite the place you should be spilling all your secrets but i think you knew that i know who you cheat with i know what you’re thinking you can’t hide in what you’re drinking but i think you knew that

i’m just a fly on the wall i know i know it all i’ve seen what you’ve tried to hide i see through all your lies

you learn a lot when it’s never your turn to talk you can learn it all all

now you’re running running running around cause your dirty little secret got out what would you do to protect it she put an axe in her boyfriends head i’m just a fly on the wall i know i know it all i’ve seen what you’ve tried to hide i see through all your lies

fly on the wall (recyclebin & lewisgoing)

produced by me w/ additional mels from @cannamusic
mixed & mastered by me

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
website: www.avit.wtf

Lines of Death

a fleeting moment of peace (Prod. AViT & Canna)

with @prodmusa :)

produced by ria @ria_chuelo & me
mixed & mastered by me

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
website: www.avit.wtf

lyrics:
the numbers going down
and i can’t get enough
obsessed with all my pounds
its been so fucking tough
counting everything i eat
throwing up what i don’t need
the sight of it just makes me sick
dont wanna take the risk
i cant quit it
each day just passes by
don’t even know why i try anymore

its all on the floor 
what i see, i deplore
but i just want it more
dont have any remorse
its all on the floor 
what i see, i deplore
but i just want it more
dont have any remorse

hallowed bones wither away
just rip my cuts I hate my skin
a silhouette of nothing appears in my room while my house is on fire

used to call me everyday when u need my help
when i’m breaking down this bed it’s like show & tell 
you just say you would choose your words carefully 
it’s not how it’s supposed to be

the darkness surrounds me
my eyes bleed when I sleep
these mirrors around me…
my eyes bleed when I see
the darkness surrounds me
my eyes bleed when I sleep
these mirrors around me…
my eyes bleed when I see

deplorable feat. Musa (Prod. Ria & AViT)

trying my very hardest but it's never enough
@vertigoth
prod @shishy77

you took it all away
this can never be what it was, its not the same
still but a call away
never said that i didnt love you, every day

you did me wrong and ill take the blame
now every drop of the rain's the same
now i know you took it all away
and i hope that you know
know i only wanted to make you stay

never wanted to go so bad, oh no
just leave the past in the past and please dont go
its so hard to approach, so far to go,
youre always fast, and im so slow

and i know its hard, i dont blame you
you know you are what i pertain to
i will stay, guess its something about you
i cant say if ill settle without you
---
and my blood still stained on the keyboard
I'll never peek so just check at the backdoor
and with all that I can and I please
so please don't tell me that u wish it were different cuz I'll be down on my knees

say you'd be down for the winter
I couldn't think of the past
u slid beneath my skin
fragments they splinter in half
and the leaves still fall, give life when stuck to my sweater
once just a schoolboy's crush, and now I picture forever :')

Love, as we let it be
I can't lose touch, ur apart of me
I sing these songs from my chest
checking the screen for the weather
you float upwards of my flaws
my blaze as light as a feather

I know that it hurts when in motion
when confusion evokes from emotion
when I struggle to look u in ur eyes
and I can't cope with the thought of goodbyes :(

goodbyes w/ verti (shishy)

lyrics

got a line of coke up on me things are movin slow 
and i hate that you just see me as a groupie bro
dont fuck w me Im rolling up with your best friend oh
she got me feelin wierd I dot that shit w  x and o’s
this feels like Hollywood surrounded by the paparazzi
three 6 we leave the party with a bag of molly
bullets sprayin oh jeez death just got me feelin jolly
just never switch guys my choppa play to party 
empty two cases in the back Im feeling woozy
brandi and him such a drag stop getting choosy
get him a map before he walk into my uzi
switched up irrelevant his brain into a smoothie

@caponeti

paparazzi + caponeti (wayza)

made a song with wellsy @blackwinterwells

this song is about self check out at sheetz, specifically.

lyrics:

[@funnycore]

bitch im posted up at the grocery store
i got my sword inside the basket, i need more (more)
im so frickin' poor, i got bands inside my duffel
and i waste it all on porn 

epic, hi im epileptic
i see flashing colors when i go outside, just like it's tetris
bacon on the burger got me feeling so right
funny and wellsy on a song, thats fucking tight

tight, i feel alright
im bustin moves, i be creepin in the night
im in the self checkout line (x2)


[@blackwinterwells]

i get the bag
no dont, be sad
get your own swag
cuz i dont like that
i spent a rack
how you like that
i kno u cap
u aint got it like that

i get the bag like a grocery clerk
if i like it imma cop, i dont care what its worth
i be with your bitch tangoing to bjork
i dont need no percs cuz my limbs dont hurt
tonight i will eat double cheese burger
i dont like to sit cuz my spine is curved
gave your shit a chance and i was perturbed
please don’t steal my swag, get your own, dont lurk

self checkout w/ blackwinterwells p. rest

@kurse11
@012207

i try to hide away
everything feels so frightening
always getting worse
i knew it wouldnt work
i try to hide away
everything feels so frightening
always getting worse
i knew it wouldnt work

then i realize why i feel like that
yeah i never get replies when i feel attached
ur the one that i rely on i need it so bad
always keep my head high though i feel so sad
i wont last
yeah i wont last for long
i cant always be wrong
the time keeps moving on
our love is too far gone

getting worse [kurse11 + baz]

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/tigerstar/4real-feat-deathright

@dthxrgt
and shout out my girl @333ri for the pic <333

Okayye..? <3

theres a couple of guys who keep on asking
and i try to be polite 
but i cant stand to give them hope
bc they definitely wont be taking me home
im better alone, it takes its toll

im kind of avoidant
dont wanna annoy u 
tell me once tell me twice
i'll pack up my things and ill go
one last look before i head out
to spend the rest of my life without

ah yea yea a na nananana oh yea yuh nanana A getagagega a gagahaga ah yea uhhh yea oh yeaa 

i cant acclimate
i got used to thesecurity that i got whenever u were next to me
and so i hVe to watch  my back more closely
it wasnt right, i felt like it wasnt innocent
toss and turn at night
its empty and its different
to shiver and sweat on and off
 with my back up against the wall

i thought i'd been fully strung out
i guess i didnt prepare or account 
for the day u'd finally figure out
that there could be a reason for u doubt 
ive taken back a lot 
and since its way too much to try again
i accept that i lost what i wanted
i cant accept i'll lose what i want

4real (deathright)

All composed, arranged, produced, and performed/programmed by me.

Pocket Waltz

Tên tôi là, Vivi!

Business only - vi@avit.wtf

a fleeting moment of peace (Prod. AViT & Canna)

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