i cant stop coming back to this song dude

deep end

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additional drums @attc
additional piano @gr0lth
additional vox @trustt
bg photo by @zzoos
art by me
[sometimes its okay to not be okay]

[@qlein]
dance till i fall down
never been one to talk out
out of sight out of mind
never been one to cry never been one to cry never cry
but you know its been 
been one to cry,,

bring it back now back now
not attached now
stg you're complacent to run it back now
back back
wanna tell me how to act?
wanna tell me what im fucking up and tell me what i lack
bring it back now back now
not attached now
stg you're complacent to run it back now
back now back now
not attached now
swear to swear to, now

[@trustt]
think i spent too much time worrying bout myself
thought you only cared about your own health
now i spent too much time worrying bout myself
i can tell coz the way you act with me now
is there something that i can believe in?
tell me is there not? is there not?
is there something i can believe in?
tell me is there not? is there not?

[@qlein]

dance till i fall down
never been one to talk out
out of sight out of mind
never been one to cry never been one to cry never cry
but you know its been 
been one to cry,,

never been one to cry ft. trustt

MURPHY'S LOVE SPIRIT [EP]

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thank you sm <3

CHANGEOVER22! [変]

im gonna be who i wanted

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yes i recorded the live instruments


lyrics:

can you see me?
can’t you see what i’ve become?
no, it’s not easy
know exactly what needs to be done
packing up again 
and nothing’s making sense
on the run again and it’s hopeless

you treat me like i’m dead
as if i am the one who killed h̶i̶m̶
i’m not the one you want 
and i can’t ever bring h̶i̶m̶ back
but i’m still here
but i won’t ever be enough 
but i’m still here
i couldn’t pretend forever

you said you loved me
until you knew who i am
we grew together
but you just took it all back
you said forever
forever’s all in the past
and i still can’t bring h̶i̶m̶ back
and i still can’t bring h̶i̶m̶ back

you were never by my side
so this is my last goodbye
to you
i’ll say this just one time

you always act like it was all my fault 
but you know i tried to get away from you
tried to get away from you
i watched you take all of my choices away
and try to shift all the blame 
now i can’t see you the same again
and i’ll never be
the person that you loved or rather
the person you tried to make me into
and you’ll never hear from me again
i’ve broken your curse
you have only gotten worse 

i just wanted to be me
all you wanted was to hurt me
did you want to hurt me?
well i won’t let you anymore
no i won’t let you anymore 

this is my body
the only one i’ll ever get to live in
this is no longer your body to control
to bend to your will
no longer your mind to manipulate and subdue
for the first time in a long time i feel finally free
free from your heavy, rusty shackles
free to love and be loved in return
and free to learn to love myself 
this is what i deserve, what i’ve deserved all along
and i’m not going to let you take it away from me
i’m not going to let you take it away from me anymore.

i’m
i’m done
i’m done
i’m done i’m done i’m done i’m done

i’m done with your nonsense 
i’m done with all your violence 
i’m done 
i’m so done
i’m done with all your violence

if you can't love me for me
let me go

i’ll never be what you wanted (let me go)
i’ll never be who you wanted me to be (let me go)
i’ll never be all you wanted 
from now on 
im gonna be who i wanted

im gonna be who i wanted

all you wanted

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lyrics:
when the bands all back together i wanna see them 1 more time
i got problems with attention always reading past the signs
i keep telling myself everythings alright but its a lie
if u hate urself so much why dont u end it all tonight
fucking up my body cause im never satisfied
im a psychopath when i walk in im carrying a knife
dont get influenced they told me but i never even tried
if u hate urself so much why dont u end it all tonight

u kept ur friends and stayed the same i wonder what its like
i been holding onto nothing i just wanna feel alive
screaming at myself he wont answer when i cry
if u hate urself so much why dont u end ur fucking life

i know what u want, i know what u 
i know what u want, i know what u 
i know what u want, i know what u 
i know what u want, i know what u 
fucking up my body cause im never satisfied
im a psychopath when i walk in im carrying a knife
dont get influenced they told me but i never even tried
if u hate urself so much why dont u end ur fucking life

i dont need a reason bitch i been moving reckless
everyday i wake up with a target on my chest
they tell me its just a phase they tell me that ill regret this
i dont need a reason move like i got a deathwish
i look in the mirror i see a stranger
if i lost control of myself would it even change ya
eyes blacked out i got too used to the danger
if i tap out would they just write off my anger

when the bands all back together i wanna see them 1 more time
i got problems with attention always reading past the signs
i keep telling myself everythings alright but its a lie
if u hate urself so much why dont u end it all tonight
fucking up my body cause im never satisfied
im a psychopath when i walk in im carrying a knife
dont get influenced they told me but i never even tried
if u hate urself so much why dont u end ur fucking life

deathwish >c

happy valentine's day :)
out on all plats!
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/bassea/rose 
https://open.spotify.com/album/33iuzbXqODmV0BCq67DrUR?si=mg9_GHuTR2CsJYWmXoeKTw

oh rose
are you still doing what you’re told to do?
who knows
why your heart sinks like a stone in the blue
did your answers turn to questions
did your heartbreak take the best right out of you
like you knew it would do
did your x’s turn to o’s 
and when you’re putting on your clothes
you understood
that it got you good


oh rose
are you writing down your favorite dreams?
i know
that in the moment they’re like movie scenes
let’s come clean
cuz the world can’t always give you what you need
when you’re falling asleep
life gets back in your reach
and you go 
right back to it

rose

streaming: https://open.spotify.com/track/5SboKCiZaCUGLEyn98l0HM?si=YYvrSQMOTQC_mlSSSEq3jg

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lyrics:
(again)
stuck in the future tense and you're not looking back
i try to look up but my eyes are made of glass
cant even try you fossilized me in the past
wish i could crack
wish i could crack

i dont compare you're holding everything i lack
with one hand open hold it tight behind your back
said it was late so youd prefer it if i crash
again

even if i fall again and break my head
you tell me that it's all the same it wouldnt change
so even if im caught hanging on your wall you would never stop and complain
you tell me that it's all
all
okay
okay

(again)
so ill just waste away stay here looking through glass
i know youll hate it so ill stay here on my back
my company of wilted flowers that you grabbed
you left me here surrounded

came from the ground got my tears all around me
weird coming out it was weird when you found me
fears that i found i dont know im still counting
while froze in the state that you found me

even if i fall again and break my head
you tell me that it's all the same it wouldnt change
so even if im caught hanging on your wall you would never stop and complain
you tell me that it's all
all
okay
okay

fossil

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lyrics:
I feel her every desire
Her heart is pumping hotwired
I'm going up
I'm on fire
She's going down
I'm on fire
I feel her every desire
Her heart is pumping hotwired
I'm going up
I'm on fire
She's going down
Feeling brighter than ever 

I know her favorite anime, that's a trust
I love her every way possible, that's a must
We're made in abyss of feelings for each other *lust*
Forever and everlasting summer awaits for us
We're made in abyss of feelings for each other *love and lust*
Forever and everlasting summer awaits for us 

We are synced, we are wired up
We're two parts of the one hookup
We're connected like no one else
Our story will never end
Since the day that we two have met
Living life that we won't regret
Found a lover and found a friend
You're the perfect one, you're the best 

And I feel there is more to come
With our willing to overcome
Bad inevitable outcomes
Multiplying our net income 

Getting everything that we want
We're sincere, genuine, upfront
Our love is a lifelong jaunt
To infinity and beyond

her!

@trisonline
she also did the second half of the solo near the end!!

wasted time + tris

produced by @arysvance
written by @arysvance
cover art by @arysvance

lyrics :

two double o nine

back in that time
there's nothing more than just a silly place
do you see familiar faces
oh yeah i know those are things that i grew up watching
so let me take you into this world

and i can't live without nostalgia
feature phones and old camcorders was a thing at it's time
but there's something so beautiful about it
so bring back to the old times

saving everything for the lights
through a wayback machine it's alright
it's more beyond daydreaming about the memories that have passed by

it's not that i feel lost
you think that i am sad about the things i miss
and you'll understand the joy of old things
sometimes it might have last for so long
it has never been gone

there's so many things to see
everything you'll ever need
all of the charm from aesthetic that seen from your eyes
green moutain white clouds & blue sky
so let the birds fly

i'll sing you a song with a melodyne
cuz my vocals aren't that great to shine
i stayed up for so long
i can't sleep what is wrong with me
oh i'm stuck in the past it's just who i am
live to see everything
over here where i stand
it's just a part of me that i can't let go
[ you're the deer in the headlights ]
and i can go back decades in the light to see the year

[ oh whatcha say ]

2009

the sun ain't setting, oh how upsetting, tell me i'm twenty, and yet still, so, shitty

 "are you hoping to see me?" you don't wanna be near me, am i, just another leaf falling from your, falling from your tree

runaway, runaway from me, after you said you wanted me, doll, don't worry, it's not like my world is falling into decay

and lately, all i wanna see is your face..

i can't even stand to look your way, what the hell is wrong with me

her!

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