deep end

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cover art by noah greene https://temberl.in/

it didn't have to be like this
_________________________________
(do you remember me?)

hold it close to you
broken bowed a new
i thought this was life
watch the thread unwind

we were in zion that summer
i was still trying to breathe
watch it corrode the isomers
everything i couldn't keep

all the nights that we spent being young
the copper rocks under our feet
the pastures never felt so wrong
up in flames your favorite evergreen

pull the needle through
laces lorn the center

i promise i wasn't crying
there was just smoke in my eyes
holding you until the morning
i'd fall in and out of the fire
wreathed in hollow ivory
christened collows bedaubing 

and i saw your body covered in roses 
and i started screaming, nobody noticed
the locket you gave me thread intertwined
tearing taut at the seams when it started unwinding 
i fell out the trunk of your dad's four wheel drive 
and we laughed it off when we called it a night
through the laurels and brushweeds we walked side by side
god you were so pretty even when we were crying 
cus' the rust started falling i ran out of time 
watch the world invert into infrared light 
lying lithe on the duff dying embers dissolving 
the smoke in my lungs couldn't stop me from calling your name
but i, (2x)

laurel

im done

MURPHY'S LOVE SPIRIT [EP]

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CHANGEOVER22! [変]

"pastfears" music video : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QsAjsndAGOM&ab_channel=intentions
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pastfears

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prod me

lyrics:
(again)
stuck in the future tense and you're not looking back
i try to look up but my eyes are made of glass
cant even try you fossilized me in the past
wish i could crack
wish i could crack

i dont compare you're holding everything i lack
with one hand open hold it tight behind your back
said it was late so youd prefer it if i crash
again

even if i fall again and break my head
you tell me that it's all the same it wouldnt change
so even if im caught hanging on your wall you would never stop and complain
you tell me that it's all
all
okay
okay

(again)
so ill just waste away stay here looking through glass
i know youll hate it so ill stay here on my back
my company of wilted flowers that you grabbed
you left me here surrounded

came from the ground got my tears all around me
weird coming out it was weird when you found me
fears that i found i dont know im still counting
while froze in the state that you found me

even if i fall again and break my head
you tell me that it's all the same it wouldnt change
so even if im caught hanging on your wall you would never stop and complain
you tell me that it's all
all
okay
okay

fossil

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XRnfXyEsHRI

Thousand yard stare

Stream

Written by @hiisero, @ryanleahan & @trustt
Produced by @hiisero, @ryanleahan & @trustt
Mixed by @ryanleahan & @trustt
Mastered by @trustt

#2014Back

We made this in less than a day. (26/4)

[Intro: Ryan Leahan]
So won’t you go 
Go hang out with your friends
They’ll put the seeds in your hands
You found a reason to end you life, well
They found a spot to begin 
Well don’t you know 
Don’t you know in the end 
Were just the tracks that we spin 
So turn it up till the speakers blow
then I 
I wanna play it again 

[Pre-chorus: Ryan Leahan]
She's the girl divine 
Your always on my mine
Your the girl divine
She's always on my mind

[Drop: Ryan Leahan]
We’ll 4 ever love, we’ll 4 ever love again
We’ll 4 ever love, we’ll 4 ever love again

[Verse 1: Trustt]
"Just wait for a week
Just stay for a month"
But I feel so wrong
But I feel so dumb
Just go out
Oh god, why'd it get so hard now?
I feel so dumb

Tell me everything
Just tell me where to stay
I can't even eat now
I can't even sleep
So tell me everything
Just tell me where to stay
I can't even eat now
I can't even sleep


[Verse 2: Sero]
You find yourself, uh, 
looking for doors 
but they lead to the same damn place

You find yourself lying,
trying to keep trying
with a noose in your hands

You repent, you repent, you repent
while you wish to be someone else
You say "mother, I'm sorry"
I desire for one day to be the one

[Pre-chorus: Ryan Leahan]
She's the girl divine 
Your always on my mine
Your the girl divine
She's always on my mind

[Drop: Ryan Leahan]
We’ll 4 ever love, we’ll 4 ever love again
We’ll 4 ever love, we’ll 4 ever love again

[Outro: Trustt]
just hold on, cuz waiting forever
hurts more than missing you
and white grass, painted all over
our spring is meant for two
wait up, you're fading too fast
my eyes can't catch your moves
and white tracks, painted and older
this seat, i left for you

girldivine (with Ryan Leahan & trustt)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HlN6V_qXv10

**SelfHarmony**

to my hand the handle's bound
a silver blade of hate so loud
I pull my claymore from the ground
I cant pull myself out of this hell I
wanted to be with you in heaven 
I meant it I said it but I had to forget it
my 2 hands taken up by this sword 
no hands left to hold yours anymore

send me off to a war
frontline action
send me off to die
kill me off faster
stab the blade into my heart
tear my wounds and soul apart
my weak frail body failing
my arms and legs are flailing
call me yeller shoot me in the head
say your sorry but I'm already dead
save your words for 
my family and my loved ones
its not my first time dying
but I only lived once

like a mutt who's sick
I need to be put down
bleeding out on the ground
I can see an angel 
calling now
calling out to me
quarters on my grave 
from the ones that we're next to me

**NICARDIA**

i wont die for your flag put some oxy on my grave
you not bout this shit you just hoppin on a wave
like a wendigo my soul never gettin saved
ima buy some rope trap the blood up in my face
all i know is hate ive been up for 20 days all i feel is pain
i just down the fuckin pills because i like the taste
this a fake ass world yo persona gonna break

do you know my name
tear my soul apart all i feel is fuckin shame
i got no real friend aint nobody feel the same
ima stray dog girl aint no way im gettin tamed
on the front line you cant get through my armor
fuck yo sword i got teeth that sharper
far gone like i went to a harbor
each day i can feel you grow farther

front line front teeth ima kick in
this a club gotta pay just to get in
sippin meed but you wont catch me slippin
i wont die for this country ill die for its children

**SelfHarmony**

swishing all about
feel the wind hit my face
feel the warm embrace 
I cant feel love or hate
only thing I can see is the light at the end
vast empty space that I cant comprehend

send me off to a war
frontline action
send me off to die
kill me off faster
stab the blade into my heart
tear my wounds and soul apart
my weak frail body failing
my arms and legs are flailing
call me yeller shoot me in the head
say your sorry but I'm already dead
save your words for 
my family and my loved ones
its not my first time dying
but I only lived once

deep end

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