helo! pls post "tu li fai haw tu li fai tuah!" fire song spitting faxxx!!!

i miss every moment now i better make it count
i miss every moment now i better make it count

breathing out the testimony of what life is like without
all the social interaction and it really has me howling

apologize 
to the stranger on the camera
cant see his eyes
but he is crying showing his private parts
crying from lack of love
i know how much that hurts
so brother go put on a shirt,
let's go get your life together

you miss every moment now you better make it count
you miss every moment now you better make it count
and i miss 
every moment 
and i better make it count

i am accountable

cover photo by @zzoos
THANK YOU TO @kathrnn I SAMPLED HER STUFF HERE!!!!!!
(thanks soundcloud for not submitting that description edit ...)
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(where are you, where are you)
oh i cant say i feel the same as you
what do you want
its irrational, a place not meant for two
what are you on

i guess lets make the most, of this
the little time you have left
oh, will you fade away
lets make the most
before youre gone

will you think of me?
oh, i hope not
i pull the petals off, loves me not

love me, love me not
i dont care when im in your thoughts
and as i watch you rot and decay, i feel invincible
oh its all that i want

i guess lets make the most, of this
the little time you have left
oh, will you fade away
lets make the most
before youre gone

i guess lets make the most, of this
the little time you have left
oh, will you fade away
please dont come back
lets make the most
before youre gone

ill die all over again

love me, love me not

Back of the car, stacked like coke in the cab.
I wasn’t sure but the window was cracked.
Company car, cross the first then the last.
Brought them along, faked a long final pass 

Bright yellow squares that appeared in the sky,
Radio says I should keep it inside.
conquered the slant covered mountainous hold,
Stuck out my hand - only now it was cold.

Glue on the page, stuck to me like a plague
Find myself stuck like the bird in the cage

You are the landslide that crumbles the house
You have me caught like a cat has a mouse

The grass was surrounded and turned into black.
Missouri was swollen and swallowed the tracks.
Moss gripped the back what was cobbled and red.
I bolted back just to level the tab. 

I was outside when the drops hit the path
Eliciting reasons to stay where i’m at.
Caught in the draft, it had blotted the sun.
I saw the wall, I could tell I was done.

Glue on the page, stuck to me like a plague
Find myself stuck like the bird in the cage

You are the landslide that crumbles the house
You have me caught like a cat has a mouse

I could not move - I could hardly breathe
I cannot beg - taking amphetamines
Know what it meant, I have found the extreme
Somebody said you mean nothing to me

lookout point

emotional driver
drive all night
your worries have been 
mechanized
from dashboard dreaming

clutching onto the 
centre console
your body’s been 
in cruise control
for several seasons

thinking back to the 
way it was
think we missed that exit
but you’re always on my mind

popping up in the
rearview mirror
objects are much closer 
than they appear

hydroplane, lose power steering
what would happen if
I told you I needed you here

"I needed you here"

the colours flushing through our breath
you push your face against mine
I’ll strain my synapses attach
to try and store the place and time

I fixate on doom
but your headlights are cutting through
you light up a room
haven’t told that to you

the colours flushing through our breath
you push your face against mine
when we pull back the rift has cracked
try not to see it as a sign

and we know the truth
that’s not something I can do
you light up a room
and I told that to you

emotional driver

originally by yo la tengo
#homevideo thank u amaii!!!!!!

Sugarcube

mastered by @tevinmichaelr
+ ambience + voice memo at the end

suspending in my talk, something i’m not telling ya
suspicious in my walk, have your eyes caught, not telling ya

cuz i want to show you just what it is that i see
you’re like a collage of pages from my favorite magazine when we talk it feels like paper cuts inside my chest that make it hard to breathe
cuz you’re the one that’s written in my diary that you wish you could read

as if i know how to write, i do but my lips love to lie
can you repeat after me, if you won’t then i’m blinded seeing sides

just don’t understand how someone can come into your life and everything could seem like, oh obviously it’s going in this direction and all of the sudden, it just

diary

https://ffm.to/windwatcher

cover art by me

with her wings to the sea, she voyages onward
_____________________

touching the ground
you fell pretty hard, didn't you?
fjording the sound
kindle my claws and i'll come with you
brushing the bound
whistled in burlap it's sowing through
and no-one's in rounds
thistled in furrows i'm folding through

windwatcher, harvest the breadth from the rines
windwatcher, carving your stead in some time
windwatcher, caught all the arrows and climbed 
windwatcher, don't harken to them you'll be fine
windwatcher, cherish the callows in twine
windwatcher, spread both your wings and you'll fly

haunches and hallocks
had lost all the follage 
in bolstering burgeons 
had hauled out the hallage
surfeited solace
i'll foster the foundage
i know it all too well
staves aching but you're holding still

touching the ground
you fell pretty hard didn't you
fjording the sound
kindle my claws and i'll come with you
mooring the crown 
when you had harbored no solitude 
in laurels lain down
i'm done trying hard not to look at you
i know it all too well
staves aching but you're holding still 
unroven catching silt
caudal curled up, exalt shouldered will 
i know it all too well
staves aching but you're holding still
unroven catching silt
caudal curled up, exalt shouldered will

windwatcher, harvest the breadth from the rines
windwatcher, carving your stead in some time
windwatcher, caught all the arrows and climbed 
windwatcher, don't harken to them you'll be fine
windwatcher, cherish the callows in twine
windwatcher, spread both your wings and you'll fly

windwatcher

I’ll fix this later


life is move to the bed
and then move to the couch

i was digging up something
than figured it out

“i guess that isn’t really all that you’re about”

i flew over the ocean to learn how to swim
i was born contradictory
how am i him

it was something i cried about 
making me grin 

it was something i cried about
making me grin

tell me something i didn’t know 
i want to be reminded of my infancy 
show me how i’m not good enough
i need to reach with my hands while there’s more to be 

on a saturday watching the plan for the stars 
spending monday with looming hearts
beating out hard

you were some kind of city 
it caught me off guard
i was born to be shattered
you shuttered me out

life is move to the bed
and then move to the couch

i cried weaving threads with the words in my mouth
there are flocks that will migrate
as i’m moving south
i had need to be shattered
you shuttered me out

Flocks

05/01/2024 - 08/23/2024

hypnotized
if you come down to the garden we could verbalize
for the hollow of your mother
you could chase the time
and turn it into something else
all the things you did to me are poisoned
with immaculate intelligence that i feel
whoever told you that You can turn it down at godspeed

its ok now
but all i wanted was a feeling

one free fall
Shutdown
rising me from the above
smacking me into the ground
if i could
i would let you know the truth
but all i see is staring at and waiting for me
cant let it decieve

all the morning routes
and the night sky
we're just falling out
in a new time
line the feeling
open my eyes
break the ceiling
as the wall cries
about meanings
no regarding
only live it
in the timelapse
and believe it
like do magic
like the kids we used to be

one free fall
Shutdown
rising me from the above
smacking me into the ground
all i see is burning colors
i dont wanna see the light

Break the pen
I dont wanna play nor pretend
That we could be something that would work
Only if we break all the amendments
I dont wanna have you as a friend and i dont wanna hear from you again
Everything thats been on your mouth
You can let it have some air
I fall through the pieces of a glass
Always on my phone but left on read
I dont wanna feel like im a mess
But i really think that im a mess
I dont wanna have you as a friend and i dont wanna hear from you again
Everything thats been on your mouth

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