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old song that i picked up nd started working on again for fun :D ,,,,, more music for u guys soon ily˙ᵕ˙

lyrics:
posted w my crew
okay we're cool
break in thru the roof
talk dwn lose ur toothh 

feelin confused
hate being in groups
she said "are u telling the truth?"
well yeah.. cuz im not like u

i panic!!!!
pipe down bby please excuse my manners
im lost in my head
can't get all my thoughts to vanish

3am in the parking lot 
im tripping off acid
it's funny
how none of it matters

i fell on my face
now i cant go back
run from the cameras
hide in the back

in the parking lot 
im tripping, all black
in the parking lot 
im tripping, all black

face me please
why u do me like that
am i going insane??
cuz i think i might snap

in the parking lot 
im tripping, all black
in the parking lot 
im tripping, all black

posted w my crew
okay .. 2 HELL WITH U
so i dont really care
cuz somewhere ill be gone from u
thoughts inside my head i can't bear 
no matter what i do

posted w my crew
okay .. how cruel of u
ppl stop n stare (im aware!!)
don't know what to do
guess i lost my way up
did i entertain ya?

parking lot

deep end

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1JAV46oTdV7Z05cJZIF0ac?si=67e499cfa1f6436c

lyrics:
i know your starving in heaven 
i know your starving in heaven
are we all meant to die (die)
are we all meant to

stop!
are you a fan of a person you dont like
if you cant stand closing the curtains when its night 
and i cant tell if im doing this all right 
and i cant tell if you're doin alright 

(stop) i got 24 missed calls inside my inbox
too many gamma rays around me need to detox
you got me trapped inside your springlocks (springlocks)

(stop) cus im so constantly worried like "what do they think about me" "am i not interesting" 
its getting harder to sleep without you
you said its only me but why am i counting two

i know you're different when there's no one in sight 
you cant help but bring me to life
(bring me to life)
bring me to life
bring me to life
bring me to life

well what do you think 
why you so bad
you've done terrible things
you ain't the one to change cus you've never been

i know you're different when there's no one in sight 
you cant help but bring me to life
bring me to life
bring me to life
bring me to life
bring me to life
bring me to life
bring me to life
bring me to life
bring me to life

(i cant believe you, i cant believe)
(i cant believe you, i cant believe)
(i cant believe you, i cant believe)

bring me to life

produced by me
written/mixed/mastered by me
cover illustration by server (https://serverxyzz.carrd.co)
interpolates jishoumushoku by sasanomaly

[lyrics]
~verse 1~
i like to keep things close to the same
got personal problems adapting to change
i always plan things so far away
but when i get started its far too late
i like pretending i know what to do
like if i really feel at home then itll all come true
i like pretending ive made it on my own
when it could all end with a phone call home

~bridge~
god, its so hard
to juggle all the things that have been handed to me
but i cant stop
ive got to get back up

~chorus~
so im step, step, stepping it up
im catching up in a rush
im always some ways away
from where i wanna end up
step, step up and jump
im reaching up and above
im always running away
when i dont know how to stop
maybe i just need something,
something to keep me down
it feels so lonely when i dip
my head into the clouds
this gravity's too open
sometimes i miss the ground
it feels so weird to kiss the earth
i wanna get right back to
step, step, stepping it up
im catching up in a rush
im always some ways away
from where i wanna end up
step, step up and jump
im reaching up and above
im always running away
when i dont know how to stop
(step, step, step step it up)
im always some ways away
from where i wanna end up
(step, step, step step it up)
im always running away
when i dont know how to stop

~verse 2~
i try to sleep well, but every night
i cant shake the feeling im wasting time
ive gotta sink before i can fly
but im still afloat and i dont know why
maybe its all gonna slow way down,
thats all i can hope for, but i still dont know
i roll with the punches, i live in the now
i take a step forward and i double back

~chorus~
so im step, step, stepping it up
im catching up in a rush
im always some ways away
from where i wanna end up
step, step up and jump
im reaching up and above
im always running away
when i dont know how to stop
maybe i just need something,
something to keep me down
it feels so lonely when i dip
my head into the clouds
this gravity's too open
sometimes i miss the ground
it feels so weird to kiss the earth
i wanna get right back to
step, step, stepping it up
im catching up in a rush
im always some ways away
from where i wanna end up
step, step up and jump
im reaching up and above
im always running away
when i dont know how to stop
(step, step, step step it up)
im always some ways away
from where i wanna end up
(step, step, step step it up)
im always running away
when i dont know how to stop

Steps

art: @xaev 
prod.me 

she said it's cold but i wanna 
hear the wind outside, and i'll 
act like it's my birthday but
i'm not alright

and i wanna die sometimes 
swap clothes? not quite
restart my life

close my eyes and i'll see

she said it's cold but i wanna 
hear the wind outside, and i'll 
act like it's my birthday but
i'm not alright

and i wanna die sometimes 
swap clothes? not quite
restart my life

close my eyes and i'll see

just take what you want
i hate gain and loss
i've lost the whole plot

just take what you want
i hate gain and loss
i've lost the whole plot

close my eyes and i'll see

and i wanna die sometimes 
swap clothes? not quite
restart my life

close my eyes and i'll see

and i wanna die sometimes 
swap clothes? not quite
restart my life

close my eyes and i'll see

i don't wanna die
it's only sometimes
she says that i'm fine
it's all in my mind
i don't wanna die
i don't wanna die
it's only sometimes 

close my eyes and i'll see

just take what you want
i hate gain and loss
i've lost the whole plot

just take what you want
i hate gain and loss
i've lost the whole plot

close my eyes and i'll see

and i wanna die sometimes 
swap clothes? not quite
restart my life

close my eyes and i'll see

and i wanna die sometimes 
swap clothes? not quite
restart my life

close my eyes and i'll see

JUST TAKE WHAT YOU WANT
I HATE GAIN AND LOSS 
I'VE LOST THE WHOLE PLOT!!!!!!!!!!

close my eyes and i'll see.

gain & loss

Written by @hiisero, @ryanleahan & @trustt
Produced by @hiisero, @ryanleahan & @trustt
Mixed by @ryanleahan & @trustt
Mastered by @trustt

#2014Back

We made this in less than a day. (26/4)

[Intro: Ryan Leahan]
So won’t you go 
Go hang out with your friends
They’ll put the seeds in your hands
You found a reason to end you life, well
They found a spot to begin 
Well don’t you know 
Don’t you know in the end 
Were just the tracks that we spin 
So turn it up till the speakers blow
then I 
I wanna play it again 

[Pre-chorus: Ryan Leahan]
She's the girl divine 
Your always on my mine
Your the girl divine
She's always on my mind

[Drop: Ryan Leahan]
We’ll 4 ever love, we’ll 4 ever love again
We’ll 4 ever love, we’ll 4 ever love again

[Verse 1: Trustt]
"Just wait for a week
Just stay for a month"
But I feel so wrong
But I feel so dumb
Just go out
Oh god, why'd it get so hard now?
I feel so dumb

Tell me everything
Just tell me where to stay
I can't even eat now
I can't even sleep
So tell me everything
Just tell me where to stay
I can't even eat now
I can't even sleep


[Verse 2: Sero]
You find yourself, uh, 
looking for doors 
but they lead to the same damn place

You find yourself lying,
trying to keep trying
with a noose in your hands

You repent, you repent, you repent
while you wish to be someone else
You say "mother, I'm sorry"
I desire for one day to be the one

[Pre-chorus: Ryan Leahan]
She's the girl divine 
Your always on my mine
Your the girl divine
She's always on my mind

[Drop: Ryan Leahan]
We’ll 4 ever love, we’ll 4 ever love again
We’ll 4 ever love, we’ll 4 ever love again

[Outro: Trustt]
just hold on, cuz waiting forever
hurts more than missing you
and white grass, painted all over
our spring is meant for two
wait up, you're fading too fast
my eyes can't catch your moves
and white tracks, painted and older
this seat, i left for you

girldivine (with Ryan Leahan & trustt)

streaming: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/leyton1/glue-on-my-eyes

prod me

ill go move to the side
wont stay in frame i gotta prove i can hide
ill always argue but i knew u were right
said i prefer seeing you two at a time

so ill just ruin my life
try holding still now i got glue on my eyes
said there's not shit i wouldnt do for a price
and now im crucified
i always knew u would bite
but please dont hurt ur jaw

im never getting it right
cant bear to look at u dead in the eyes
u thought i would try by now 
i thought u would not find out

cause every which way u been changing ur mind
every night new clientel
cant fit in my shoes size twelve
im too good to prove who are u

so ill just ruin my life
try holding still now i got glue on my eyes
said there's not shit i wouldnt do for a price
and now im crucified
i always knew u would bite
but please dont hurt ur jaw

if u go flip thru the pages
looking back u shoulda seen was never gonna make it
ill just succumb to cravings
over and over ill never learn
youre worried sick about me
pacing and aching just makes it worse

ill go move to the side
wont stay in frame i gotta prove i can hide
ill always argue but i knew u were right
said i prefer seeing you two at a time

so ill just ruin my life
try holding still now i got glue on my eyes
said there's not shit i wouldnt do for a price
and now im crucified
i always knew u would bite
but please dont hurt ur jaw

glue on my eyes

synths - me and tele
guitars/bass/drums - tele
cleans/harshes/writing/vocal engineering - me
mix and master - tele
art illustration - marsy 
art composite/dither/color - me

@telebasher
@marsy333

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