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it was forever ago, but at the same time it's all i think about
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bare the night, i'll re-align 
the calling cries, that guard skies
i'm saying by and by, the colors lie awake
just close your eyes, pour the blacklight open

(wisp) i wanna hold rewind
please just get outta my face, you only waste my time
everything you say is hate, i do the same cant lie
but it's only cause you do, that stays the same for life
i feel useless, and it's always facts
every time i check the phone, i never text you back
instead of going through this pain, i'd have a heart attack
i hope it fades to black, i hope it fades to black

(me) so you've gotten all the gossamer, say you got a plan
but you just wanna copy her,  and i don't understand
swear i gave up and i'm fumbling for severance 
i guess i'll shut up gotta learn to accept it 
only got good luck for a couple of seconds
i'm staying tied up and i can't light the matches, yeah

blacklight ft. wisp

featuring bixby 
guitars will rhead

i crashed the party way too late
you're thinking out loud
oh a little more
im not surprised he made you wait
you die for the ceilings, i
oh a little more

you said, "don't wait"
i'm not tired enough to lay
oh baby i miss you
more than i remember
give lightaway
well baby ur life is at an end
oh baby i miss you
more than i remember

Heh
Around this time I would’ve figured it out 
Cause I can’t
Come to terms with who I am
And I don’t wanna take it back.
Sprawl money problem now im running this,
Yeah Well fuck your pity say.
Damn
Why you gotta doubt ?
MOTHERFUCKER WAS A BITCH,
SO I SLAPPED HIM OUT!!

you said, "don't wait"
i'm not tired enough to lay
oh baby i miss you
more than i remember
give lightaway
well baby ur life is at an end
oh baby i miss you
more than i remember

Yeah
Big opinion, where yo pitch at 
yea
don't let me get ahead of myself
bitch doing nothing
The thrill of being the shit 
I’ve been the shit 
I feel that
TAKE A LISTEN 
BEFORE YOU FUCKING CANT
YOU WERE BORN AN ASSHAT
I WAS BORN THE MAN
wanna play me bitch i ain't no back

lightaway

Its not that hard.

Art shot and edited by me, and finalized by vai5000

lyrics

I claw and I tear me apart
But theres no sign of wear on my skin
I keep calling it some form of art
Yet I still don't know where to begin

Its not that hard
Its not that hard
Its not that hard
Its not that hard

The dealer, they call out my bluff
And prevent me from playing my hand
And although I don't think its enough
I'm too powerless to make a stand

I'll play my part
I'll play my part
I'll play my part (its not that hard)
I'll play my part (its not that hard)

Oh you're hurtin your hurtin your
Hurtin your hurtin your head 
I don't know how you do it just saying you're fine

And you're getting too comfortable
Lying around on your floor with no thoughts in your head
Only tears in your eyes

And I know that I've got no prescription
That will cure any of my deception
And I can't find some kind of prevention
For this turning into some fixation
So I try 
And I try
And I try
And I try
And I try
And I try
And I try
And I try it again

Oh no you wouldn't get it
No you wouldn't get it
No you wouldn't get it

I admit its not really a problem (but it only serves nothing to you)
Even if you can't look at me right (cause you say what you know isn't true)
I can say that it doesn't affect me (but you think of it everyday)
When you call me the person I was 
But that's all that you see (oh but how did you make it this way)
But I look in the mirror and its not really me (so you try and you try it again)
Its counter-productive cause' I can't the words out (but the cycle it just doesn't end)
And just say what I mean 
Its so tiring

So whats all the point of this trying

And it all seems to burden my psyche
So I mask it all at my expense
Still my body deteriorates beside me
And it just doesn't seem to make sense
And the toller knows nothing about it
And it pains me to pay him the fee
The amount of my life that's been wasted and lost in the weeds
Its still just me
No its just me


And its getting too
Getting too
Getting too
Getting too close to the eminent feeling
Like you're gonna die
(but you won't go yet)
(no you won't go yet)
(no you can't go yet)

And now that you are older and
Everything's smaller
Do you start to wonder "where did I go wrong in my life?"

So I lie
Cause I'm fine
No, I'm fine

And I'm so tired
And sick of trying
So why not
So why not


And it all seems to burden my psyche
So I mask it all at my expense
Still my body deteriorates beside me
And it just doesn't seem to make sense
And the toller knows nothing about it
And it pains me to pay him the fee
The amount of my life that's been wasted and lost in the weeds
Its still just me
Its still just me

Body

cover by https://twitter.com/ukon3333

- (OUT ON SPOTIFY AND APPLE MUSIC SOON)
(yessir) im bouta hit that bih up like its tarzan, 
makes sense that that bitch name jane, 
we hop out that private plane, 
we smoke that strong we smoke that gain, 
i got cash i make it rain, 
i lose you i go insane, 
i lose you i go through pain, 
without you its not the same, 
she said i need to try harder, 
i make that bitch flow like water, 
i ball hard like im vince carter,
i steal shit like a marauder,
no @chanelfather she call me father, 
she like the way that i move,
she gon do what imma do,
im in my mode im in my groove,

thanks for sticking with me <3 (more music so so soon)

TRY HARDER! トライ

(plays are botted)

prod.me

i move, i move flawless
talk down to my brothers 
we gon' pop shit
telling me to shut up
i ain't toxic 
yea, find the key to shit
but i ain't lock it 
up ...
i don't move back
they know that i'm done
why you so mad? 
why you so sad? 
did you think i'm dumb?
if you doubt yourself ...
guess i already won 

i could NEVER fail
do this shit twice
i don't need help
yea, you see me goin up 
don't know how to feel
yea the message still stands
HOPE YOU GET WELL

cuz i move i move flawless
cuz i move i move flawless
cuz i move i move flawless
i move. 

[-50]

flawless

cover photo by @zzoos
samples works by @vaultofsecrets854
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(where are you, where are you)
oh i cant say i feel the same as you
what do you want
its irrational, a place not meant for two
what are you on

i guess lets make the most, of this
the little time you have left
oh, will you fade away
lets make the most
before youre gone

will you think of me?
oh, i hope not
i pull the petals off, loves me not

love me, love me not
i dont care when im in your thoughts
and as i watch you rot and decay, i feel invincible
oh its all that i want

i guess lets make the most, of this
the little time you have left
oh, will you fade away
lets make the most
before youre gone

i guess lets make the most, of this
the little time you have left
oh, will you fade away
please dont come back
lets make the most
before youre gone

ill die all over again

love me, love me not

streaming: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/leyton1/half-protruding-figure

prod me

letting pop tabs be your guide
you can follow me all night
and we'll shop through all the clothes left out to dry
i'll go hide behind the leaves im feeling shy
i can't tell you why

but would you stay and take a picture of my half-protruding figure
all the limbs that you might mix up
thinking how i'll make an income
while we slip between the brambles
flip between the channels
on cue

getting beat up every time
i try to leave my eyes behind
like when you leave the jigsaw out on the floor
we'll stay up whispering
nobody's listening
nobody's listening

but would you stay and take a picture of my half-protruding figure
all the limbs that you might mix up
thinking how it makes a difference
while you're slipping in my sandals
burning through my candles
on cue
we're screwed

we're screwed
we're doomed

half-protruding figure

Shadow Play

Pulse Energy (Long Play)

Buy on bandcamp

Herwell's Callan & Exa - Pulse Energy (Long Play)

prod. me 

i watched the truman show and had a depressing existential epiphany
                  
   if this blows someday i wanna make a music video
     
  lyrics                                  
     
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call it progressive overload but i dont feel like im progressing

claim ill forever be alone if i dont learn all of these lessons

life is tearing me apart limb from limb just like a twister

and shes playin with my heart peelin slowly like a blister

cause i feel defeated and i want all this to end

conversations heated now they all want me dead

uh uh woah oh

they all want me dead (alot of times)

why do they all want me dead?

("your a dirty demon get away")

climax

call it progressive overload but i think im progressing way too much

im still alone but all these lessons helped me learn and stuff

lifes done tearing me apart and now i know im an emotional f***

("theres no reason to change")

("this is the only way")

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