she's the girl i adore, shes the one i love
don't mind falling in love just because it's you
wish i could go back in time and talk to you way sooner
but i was too fucking scared a stupid loser.

just a demo

i adore you #demo

swore id hold it all together
but im fallin apart again
all you said is it gets better
but i dont even know when
on the floor im f crying
theres no chance youre even trying
every word you said was lying
guess its me that keeps on dying

and im falling deeper
i really thought you were see through
you should play me on your speaker
let me haunt the things you breathe too
i cant with all this f silence
and all the stupid incompliance
it all just makes me f sick
and ill i feel is that im dying

better version i think

ruins ruins ruins...

posted on your story i cant help but stare at those pretty brown eyes and that hair always
oh youre always near but always feel far i cant help but fear that we will grow apart
youre right here but still feel far all those pictures of you were a work of art 

ill stare at you till my eyes burn #demo

oh just please answer your phone
i'll be what you want me to
i'll spit out my food 2x

and im walkin down that road
thinkin bout what i didn't show
i just want to tell you i can't let it go
why can't it just go my way
it's just like everything you say
everythings so pointless
i'll just be on by my day

why am i still here
i don't know why but your words are my fears

prod sickboi

i'll be performative for you please #demo

prod. racky  rest in peace

@petlover21

[pul]
you said i just needed time
i dont know if you're fuckin right
im sitting here sick while you're not
im sitting here sick while you're not
all those thoughts of you
just made me sick
can you just give me a break

[petlover21]
you said i just needed time
i wanted you to be my slime
and when i feel alone
can you just pick up the phone
broke my heart you said you couldn't stay
i don't understand why you're okay
and i feel like nothing's gone my way
maybe my time will come one day

(yuh yuh)
one day
(oh oh ohhh)
don't, don't be afraid
we'll be saved

no i don't need time, i need you  w/ petlover21

PAW j o b

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callin youu

I stay collin yu

feel like im so boring
feel like im so annoying
ill try to ignore it
why do they ignore me

cant get any worse just keep putting me in the dirt

socially insufferable throwaway

sapphire scales