@avoidr
i wna see u more
see you rotten to the core
wna see u more
u wna see me on the floor
wna see me more
n i hate u for the guts
cnt u see that im enough
dnt u see that im enough

i js wanna kill u
slit my wrist n feel u
i js wanna end u
put u in the trenches

i hate evry single thing that u do
n i wish i cld erase u from my life evryday
its alr im okay, its alr im okay
and with evry single option that u take
i cant behave..
i feel betrayed
looking for u in evry place that u go
shallow i be creepin w my squad
n im alone yeah
heart still never even know ya
look inside da mirror
i see faces i dont know yea
think abt u evry day that im alone
evry second wasted on my own
cuz im so alone
kill u kiss u i cnt decide
when i see u alive, when i see u alive

i wna cut you
i wna kill you
i wna put u in a bodybag n fill u
ill stream it on live leak
posting everything
everybodys tryna like it
i js fade away..

kill u #rotten (avoidr)

no one else but me and my music. 
i luv u xandera

dm for collabs u can send opens or beats or i can prod too :3 (free ofc <33)

18 🏳️‍⚧️ she/her

im a stupid junkie girl but i wish i could grow wings that arent fleeting... </3

n i just wanna say im not promoting any of the shit i talk about. this is simply my way of trying to survive through it all and i sing it as is. much love <3