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Teen Suicide - We Found Two Dead Swans And Filled Their Bodies With Flowers (Acoustic)

i'm sleeping in my bed alone, which is okay. it's fine for now. and i'm hurting when i pull the covers off my body when it's three in the morning and the sun coming up is the only thing on my mind. the way i press my ear against your chest when we're sitting in the back of your parents van, it's all i feel that i have. numb when i step on the balcony late at night to appreciate the stars that remind me of your eyes and the scars on your face. numb when i lay my head down on my pillow. missing you is the only thing i think i'm good at, and feeling the imprints your lips leave on my body is the only thing i feel when i'm sitting in the shower holding my own hand, knowing this is all just practice for when i die. on the inside i am me. small, shy, me. on the inside i am catching your mood before you can steal it from me, i am planting the flowers that will cover up the scars i am too afraid to let disappear. my past is a window in my room. the window i will never close because being freezing cold is better than suffocating from the heat that drips down my skin when i lie on the sticky floors of my present. on the inside i am drowning in alcohol, shrinking, striking a match, and setting myself on fire. on the inside i am cracking my ribs open. i am starting from scratch. we laid in the grass in the middle of the park and when i couldn't find the little dipper in the sky you kissed my neck and showed me all the constellations you had hiding behind your teeth. i am not concerned with my past or the way it haunts me when i look in the mirror before i leave my comfort zone and i am not ashamed of my past when i think of other people i decided to dedicate portions of the sky to. when i think of the friends i lost to the crushing weight of reality on my chest. and i am not frightened by the past when i look into your eyes because you hold my hand and when i hear your heart beat through your chest, i know that this is just practice for when i die. 

thru yr chest//hanna a

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Teen Suicide - Bad Vibes Forever - 08 I Feel Like Dying

From the album "town" (DWL020)

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kitchen - november prayer

pretend

some small low quality demo i recorded a couple of months back but only decided to release now. lyrics are improvised for the most part.

unknown

drunk txt (demo?)- beach sleep

i hate myself v2

the hardest part is letting tf go

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https://wishing.bandcamp.com/track/emptiness-is-a-closet-full-of-your-old-clothes

when everything feels empty, i rely on empty touch 
to ignore the days that i hate myself and i miss you too much 
and everyone feels cold when they lack something familiar 
there was light trapped where the sun was 
this is harder than i thought 

i will always look for you in the quiet empty nothing 
where you were convinced there was only dark and the sharpest objects 
i saw your coat. i saw it like a martyr sees its body 
i saw your coat like the shadow of a ghost that wouldn't leave here 
i saw your coat hanging in surrender like a white flag 
i saw your coat and i hate this 

this is harder than i thought

Teen Suicide - Bad Vibes Forever - 08 I Feel Like Dying

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