1. prod by @mikeAl0ne
2. prod by @ripkanashi @myroongocrazy @mikeAl0ne

i9 was dead long time before meeting you
they all hate
while they pity you
they dont know me
what im goin thru
im not over
im on the portion
of what can i do to myself
not goin dead yet
and i can hear their voices talkin after ill kill my self
like how could he do it for himself
like we were always tryna help him
like he never seemed to care
and all they always thinkin is themselves
like how could he do it for himself
i lower my pants 
then im placing hand on the blade
startin mayhem
like how could i do it for myself
like i fuckin care
you actin like i fuckin dont despite with my every breath
cause how could you do it to me
its crazy you talkin bout being shit
you cheatin and talkin something bout me
im leavin this town im about to leave

i was dead long time before meeeting you @mikeAl0ne

1. prod by @mikeAl0ne
2. prod by @ripkanashi @myroongocrazy @mikeAl0ne

i need a sedative
to diseappeear/appear
stop fuckin bothering me
stop fuckin bothering me
i need to cut more weight
i need to cut more veins
i need to cut vain people
out of my life 

i know i cant see
moldin fadin, bitch
fuck you you deceive
dont know how i feel
i feel like i dont feel
i see that i dont see
i talk how i cant talk
i live like i dont live
fuck you you deceive
fuck you you deceive
fuck you you deceive
fuck you :|: you deceive
i gain and dont receive
you dont listen - i dont speak
its all my fault im goin nowhere
i need a sedative

i need to cut more weight
i need to cut more veins
i need to cut more weight
i need to cut more veins

i need this will to die
it gives me safety
i dont fear to fail
ill just die eventually

i know i cant see
moldin fadin, bitch
stop bothering me
fuck you you deceive
fuck you you deceive
make money with me not off me
i cured the sickness for the week
i am the villain im victim
i cast the feelings under seal 
im under sigil under freeze 
i live the living of nothing
i am the mimic im not me
fuck you you deceive
i never trust you you deceive
moldin fadin bitch
you dont listen and i dont speak

you deceive @ripkanashi @mikeAl0ne @myroon

prod. me w/ @k0raxxd
https://t.me/gussyyk
https://t.me/k0raxxd

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C4N1N3S

And you! Didn't! Show! Up!

christmas eve  (prod. neverforever)

DJ COME WITH THE ALL BLACK RIDE ♠️

SUBZ - @subfiltronik

BADPHAZE - @BADPHAZEDUBSTEP

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SUBZ X BADPHAZE VS $UICIDE BOY$ VS AZULA - SOUTHSIDE SPAZZOUT [FREE DL]

$KalezMayJustBeCancelledAfterThis1. "Broken" [Prod. Hypnotize]

It's never too late to reach out if you're struggling.
Check out part two to this song at: https://soundcloud.com/ebons-blade/ikod-the-final-episode?si=26e13381bc4a400ab1af031feb5c8906&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

I Keep On Dreaming

hey guys!!! another classic from yours truely. I hope u enjoy this i worked very hard on this. I love you all and hopefully we can soon all have a study session together. Arigato!

hello kirk #imaginegettingcuckedpostdeath #unlucky #gggonext

I Wish You Still Smiled

I want to die…
But I don’t know quite why…
The world keeps turning,
but I’m spinning out of time…
I don’t know why…

Life for me is in flux,
A storm that never ends,
One moment I rise up,
The next I’m drowning again.

These shadows cling like skin,
They’re the only truth I feel,
Every heartbeat sounds like war,
And I can’t tell what’s real.

I don’t know why
WHY
WHY THE HELL I’M STILL HERE!

I am screaming in fear,
Why am I here?
Why does the darkness know my name?
Every breath is a burning flame.

I don’t know why I’m here,
But the pain is always near
Dragging chains across my mind,
Trying hard just to stay alive.

Just leave me alone,
I’m a dead weight, sinking stone,
I try to rise but fall again,
A burden pressing on my friends.

I never meant to drag you down,
Never meant to stain your crown,
So let me rot inside this place,
A ghost with a familiar face.

I DON’T KNOW WHY
WHY THESE DEMONS HOLD ME NEAR!
WHY I’M STILL… STILL HERE!

I am screaming in fear,
Why am I here?
Why does the darkness echo back?
Why do I feel like I’ll crack?

I don’t know why I’m here,
But the pain is always near
Fighting battles I can’t see,
Choking on what’s left of me.

Break the flesh!
Tear the lies!
Rip the mask from my own eyes!

I’m unstable,
Unbreakable,
Unshakeable rage
Let it out of its cage!

LET!
ME!
GO!

I’m on my knees
Can’t you see?
This agony is swallowing me.

I’m falling through the floor,
Can’t carry this anymore,
I’m tired,
I’m wired,
I’m burning to the core.

CRUSH ME
TO DUST
SO I CAN FEEL SOMETHING.

I am screaming in fear,
Why am I here?
Why does the void keep pulling tight?
Why do I still try to fight?

I don’t know why I’m here,
But the truth is crystal clear
I’m a soul caught in between,
Living scars where hope should be.

I want to die…
But I don’t know quite why.
Maybe someday I’ll understand.
Maybe someday…
I’ll want to stay.

Why am I here

The song is about verbal spousal abuse, often constant belittling, nagging and controlling.  Often related to narcissism, the 'dark triad', ASPD, BPD  or other personality traits.  We'll be looking into similar stories once I return in March 2026 including abuse to women, elders and children.

Finally Quiet in the Grave

最终，坟墓里一片寂静 - Finally Quiet in the Grave

마침내 무덤 속이 조용해졌다 - Finally Quiet in the Grave

墓の中でようやく静まる - Finally Quiet in the Grave

Sa Wakas ay Tahimik sa Libingan - Finally Quiet in the Grave

Endlich Ruhe im Grab - Finally Quiet in the Grave

Finalmente, silêncio na sepultura - Finally Quiet in the Grave

its something ig













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email: babbeynoname@gmail.com

когда сука слышит гусик
у неё мокреет пуси!!1
☆⌒(*＾-゜)v
send open dc: gussyyk

I am just an older guy making music because it pleases me to do so. I have been making music for over 3 years so some of these are back catalogue, but some are new.

AZULA MADE ME DO IT

https://linktr.ee/azuladubz

So you want to know more about the mysterious (and handsome if I do say so myself) Rainforest Cowboy?, eh,

In school I majored in music for four years playing in an orchestra and a band.  Specifically, I played a western brass instrument called a "Tuba" - it's a bass instrument and like drums carries the beat for a composition.  My instructor was a traditional German composer/conductor .. and they love Tuba's so it was a lot of fun.  I also played early keyboards and organs getting into the nascent MIDI interfaces of the day with an Atari ST.

I attended many orchestras at this time and got into early New Age type music such as Fresh Aiire (which I consider experimental). This really kicked off my interest in traditional instruments around the world, languages (even spoken languages are essentially musical), cultures - why I really enjoy fusion mixes.

My father had cancer during my school days, I worked those years in addition to taking care of my father.  When he passed in my final year I left music as I have to work very hard in order to survive.

I volunteer at various places as time permits, at one I pick up food for elderly women.  Seeing how hard the staff and volunteers worked helping so many I decided to try to create a song for them, my way of saying thank-you and also encouraging them.  Some people had suggested I go public .. in fact the same people suggested I start a Sound Cloud site .. which I knew very little about (just a few weeks ago).

It's been great fun.  Here is the process:

I start with an idea, then research for days to several weeks for accuracy and depth.  

Once researched I create a shot story based upon the original idea/concept.  I love true life stories, emotions, passions and work hard to get that into the lyrics (which is basically poetry).  When younger I was the #1 author in my field, worldwide, so for me writing has been a lifetime passion and poetry (lyrics) is the dessert.

Once I have it all 'fleshed out' I get into my nerdy-tech interests.  I've been involved in PC's since an Apple ][ back in 1977.  I also, as CIO, took a company from 10K in sales to over 2-Billion within 10-years and doing all aspects of IT and robotics was so so much fun.  This is why I love the AI side .. I'm getting into the LLM and really merging it with music.  For example, I'll specify (say) G Minor, the tempo (timing, beats), vocals, languages, instruments and so forth ... it's almost like C++ programming.  From there I take the lyrics and clothe it in song.  So I'm basically merging musical theory and tech.  Again, the story/lyrics are the most important aspect but the tech side sure is fun.

Finally, as I was an artist as well, I spend a lot of time doing the various track covers(which are all custom made my me, only, I tend to do them at 4K or 8K.  Then there's last but not least, organization and all the background work to keep it organized.

I'll get an email address up - if you have a story to tell let the ole Rainforest Cowboy know.  I love to write about peoples' experiences, their cities and nations, hobbies, hopes and fears.  Maybe you're in love, promoting a charity, or missing a lost one - if you would like to share, I'll make a song about it.

hello i am a cuck maybe and a very cute femboy
follow if u like femboys 
i think thats it
arigato

"I'll be your dark-horse candidate."

Mixing everything I love most from CHH, Rap, Hip-Hop, Synthwave, Electronic, Harmonic and more. My style is more on the deranged, sad, spooky and sinister side. It's where I thrive the most and feel most comfortable. Some things come from personal experience and watching others around me. The rest comes from my imagination.

I like writing lyrics and putting together music as a side hobby because it's fun. I Hope you enjoy the ride.

😈 You can also find my music on Spotify and Youtube 🔥

New tracks tagged #suicide