lyrics 

I'm freezing
pls jus gimme a reason
pls jus gimme some closure
so I stop acting like it don't hurt
acting like I don't care
bottles I been throwing
I swear all my throat burn
bb I swr all my throat burn
I been crashed
back to back nights in someone home
if I don't stop now I think ur couch will be my tomb
I don't hit no stop light
I blow it past , go
life too short for me to try to go slow

show up n dismantle
I'm wit all my dogs ud think we jus broke out the kennel
n ur in here rocking sandles
u burning out like candle
u been overdoing it ur flying off the handle 
uh
I can't help if ur not gonna hear me out
every time I talk I swear u furrow the brow
u hand me my sentence and I swr u scowl
look at skylights, it's not helping now

I'm freezing
pls jus gimme a reason
pls jus gimme some closure
so I stop acting like it don't hurt
acting like I don't care
bottles I been throwing
I swear all my throat burn
bb I swr all my throat burn
I been crashed
back to back nights in someone home
if I don't stop now I think ur couch will be my tomb
I don't hit no stop light
I blow it past , go
life too short for me to try to go slow



DFW 2 LGA (woahsxda)

prod @ilyertu x @jolst
special thx to jane for voicing the outro <33

she’s reaching for my vitals n her fingertips are void touched
fighting for survival cause of course i still can’t get enough
wagering my will to love for one more spin i’ll test my luck
the house edge is massive, know i’ll never win but let it run

out, the silence is unsettling
now, trapped with my thoughts and the memories
shout, if there’s a chance that you’ll remember me
how, am i supposed to just let her leave

4 blank walls blood splattered on em all
picking up my phone pretending like u called
tell me it’s not finished tell me everything’s on pause
or else i’d rather lay down n wait till i dissolve

everything that i ever wanted was just out of my reach
but now the only thing i want is some peace
but now the only thing i want is some sleep
but now the only thing i want is u n me

tear stained cheeks on my face when i walk thru
sometimes i wish that i never woulda caught u
smile on my face feels like i’m wearing a costume
photos of the past are like an artifact, a fossil

she’s reaching for my vitals n her fingertips are void touched
fighting for survival cause of course i still can’t get enough
wagering my will to love for one more spin i’ll test my luck
the house edge is massive, know i’ll never win but let it run

out, the silence is unsettling
now, trapped with my thoughts and the memories
shout, if there’s a chance that you’ll remember me
how, am i supposed to just let her leave

“””
The San Francisco therapist kept telling me I shouldn't be terrified of creative experimentation.
"I don't know what's going to come out of me," I told her. "It has to be perfect. It has to be irreproachable in every way.
"Why?" she said.
"To make up for it," I said. "To make up for the fact that it's me."
“””

tear stained cheeks (ertu x jolst)

from my soul
featuring: @greenwood2000
produced by: @trplgmni
art by: @tamagotchu

lyrics:
can you blame me for the reply?
couple months had to get by
now instead of waiting outside
i found a way to live a new life
another lens, check the replay
look at all the shit thats been changed
always tough in the deep grey
but i made it out unscathed
if i don’t even remember
its because i’m doing better
wooden necklace & a keen eye
gotta feeling that i’m

blinded by the downpour outside your house
i’m getting out more, saving for a shred of my doubt
i’ll stick around, tour the places that you care about
i find it funny we’re broken, with just how well that we’re spoken
it took time for me
to get a grasp on what’s real
could you tether to me?
i think i can finally see
a wound so tender it healed
now you can tether to me, baby

greenwood: 
killing time before the door
more than life, more than you know
thought it's different, i was told

lost touch the way it is
further from the places that we've been
despite the mess i'm in
over and over
the state i'm waking in
the bed's been feeling colder
i'm ashamed to say it doesn't fit anyone without you
never did

i'd wait for you in Spring
i'm changing in the worst way
i'm holding out again this time

(gotta feeling that i’m blinded by the)
downpour outside your house
i’m getting out more, saving for a shred of my doubt
i’ll stick around, tour the places that you care about
i find it funny we’re broken, with just how well that we’re spoken
it took time for me
to get a grasp on what’s real
could you tether to me?
i think i can finally see
a wound so tender it healed
now you can tether to me, baby

tether (ft. greenwood) [triple gemini]

spotify & apple <3

ZBee & luvflorent - last time (mackk)

where the plug at?

lyrics ⬇️

it’s been cold out
and I been here alone
yea
i been here alone
and you don’t check ur phone now

i just hear the tone but I don’t wanna hear it no

you got me by the throat
knowing what I’ve done with you its so hard to go
i know it’ll show when I walk up in the room
implode and choke
cuz you cant stand the view 
I know I know

I’ve often been the rude one in ur life
but I’m offering solutions to make it right

your life is full of gratitude is that a lie
only if they knew a thing or two of what we do at night

it’s not so nice it’s not a crime but I know that I shouldn’t do it y
they say I should go to therapy but I already do it
i know what it’s like to bury everything cuz I been thru it
multiple the opportunities I lose I can’t control it
honestly I think it’s pride that’s over doing my influence 
everyday I’m getting by but how idk i have been clueless

let me close my eyes then I’ll prove it
my whole life a lie 
make me feel stupid




I know theyll be laughing in the background
came close but never really got attached how
i really meant to and i wish that i got it right
maybe this the problem why i cant sleep at night

I know, I know. w/ NAVYXOWER (yunny x cxrter)

It was a pleasure to work with cray on this, love this song.
(prod. sadface)

**lyrics**
(me)
You can hate me
You can hate me
You can hate me all you want, I'll still give you my heart

I gave you all that I had
Been like 6 months but im grieving the past
I know where you're going, you know where i'm at
Pretend I don't see it, I can't face the facts

Now every song just been sounding the same
They're all about you or describing the pain
Sifting through letters & needless to say, I'm mentally prone to these kinds of mistakes

Looking into all my thoughts & my actions
Hella reminiscent i've been living in the past tense
Well at least I had my fun while it lasted
Screaming in the mirror, pick out everything i'm lacking 

Back then you remember we were laughing?
Every time I gotta mess it up its automatic
Tragic, I witnessed everything that happened
Hate the way I cope 'cause its been getting problematic

(yungcray)
Girl I don't like this, woke up in my room I'm the highest
I said I'm so weak but bro I'm trying
everyday's the same but you don't mind it
i don't like this though

lets take a step back can we go back to what we was
lets let the time pass, think about all the things we could
i cant help but cry when I'm stuck up in this dark maze
you were the drug, now here comes all the heartache

(me)
I gave you all that I had
Been like 6 months but im grieving the past
I know where you're going, you know where i'm at
Pretend I don't see it, I can't face the facts

Now every song just been sounding the same
They're all about you or describing the pain
Sifting through letters & needless to say, I'm mentally prone to these kinds of mistakes

all that i had w/ yungcray

lyrics

now she starting to see me in a different light
and u act like u dont need me and it get me tight
ill make u a song if u give me time
and she gonna fall in love if the feelings right
pitch black skies blanket street lights
yesterday i grew wings and today ill fly
all the snakes in her hair will leave me petrified
baby its just me and u until we die

i put a jacket on
this room feel like an igloo in the winter
she make it even colder when she starting pointing fingers
baby i know, im so fucked up im a drinker
but i can make some pretty lyrics im a thinker

got me chilling up in the studio ripping blinkers
think back to the nights when we would blow out all our speakers
if none of that really ever met that much its unfortunate to say that im a tweaker
got me tripping out like you dont really mean that
miss when we would hit the mall
and we would pop tags
knew you wouldnt take the fall
so i took a step back
go ahead and try to call
but i wont hit back
you cant brush this off cuz you know that i live in doubt
you knew what the cost was when i didnt allow
ive been so exhausted
got me in a drought
make me blossom whenever youre around
passing options every night in town
that cautious laughter doesnt make me feel proud
wish that we could feel right
wish she saw a different light

now she starting to see me in a different light
and u act like u dont need me and it get me tight
ill make u a song if u give me time
and she gonna fall in love if the feelings right
pitch black skies blanket street lights
yesterday i grew wings and today ill fly
all the snakes in her hair will leave me petrified
baby its just me and u until we die

aurora borealis in the sky i would still prefer to look in your eyes
you havent called my phone in a minute bet youll blow it up the day that i die
thinking that you hate me so i dont reply
and when they put me six feet, would you cry
i guess i wont find out there'll be dirt in my eyes
baby hurry up and tell me what you want
and dont you give me that little look you do when you wanna fuck
cliche but all i wanna do is smoke a blunt
you dont understand how this shit helps me
breathe it in and breathe it out
i know its not healthy
without it im geeking out
its been a while since we fell out
but im still fiending now
man i fucking hate my heart wish i could tear it out

now she starting to see me in a different light
and u act like u dont need me and it get me tight
ill make u a song if u give me time
and she gonna fall in love if the feelings right
pitch black skies blanket street lights
yesterday i grew wings and today ill fly
all the snakes in her hair will leave me petrified
baby its just me and u until we die

petrified! w/ brecken & kiddamo (p. nevrfall)

Lyrics:

This shit is something i can't fix
Its something i regret to a really big extent
Its something i don't like
But i don't wanna fight
I'll hold my mouth closed tight
At Least just for the night

I've dealt my cards, too late to fold
Did I deserve it? I don't know
It's just a mountain in the road
I don't need help, i'll do it on my own

I've dealt my cards, too late to fold
Anger in my chest, its uncontrolled
I need to climb, don't know where to go
I don't need help, i'll do it on my own

I think ill do it on my own now
ive been trynna find my own route
lost in circles
ive been, ive been
betting on the wrong move
thought i had it all till i found you
couldnt get enough of the energy
that surrounds you
full house dealt my cards
still raining
days pass but to you my hearts
still pertaining

I've dealt my cards, too late to fold
Did I deserve it? I don't know
It's just a mountain in the road
I don't need help, i'll do it on my own

I've dealt my cards, too late to fold
Anger in my chest, its uncontrolled
I need to climb, don't know where to go
I don't need help, i'll do it on my own

<3

Dealt My Cards ft. Blospar (p. onidtnom)

cover by @savehurtsouls

lyrics


dropped to my death
run thru my head
i culd feel it all
SATISFACTION SHOWS IN MY FACE AS THE SIRENS CALL
am i dead
am i dead
bb idk
ANSWER WHAT I ASKED U
I CANT TELL IF U LIKE ME AT ALL

SAVE ME FROM MY SINS
CUZ RN THEY ARE BUILDING UP
I RIP OUT HIS THROAT SO HE CANT SCREAM
I WILL RUN AMOK
TELL ME WHAT U SEE
DOWN THE BARREL OF A LOADED GUN
JUST ANOTHER ANIMAL THAT I WILL CONQUEST IN MY HUNT

dropped to my death
run thru my head
i culd feel it all
SATISFACTION SHOWS IN MY FACE AS THE SIRENS CALL
am i dead
am i dead
bb idk
ANSWER WHAT I ASKED U
I CANT TELL IF U LIKE ME AT ALL

u wyll bleed n u wyll die (capsctrl)

prod me
guitar sharpbeats

are you really lost or scared to be alone?
coz i know how things go...
is your mind friend or foe?
battle mine as long as i hold on to you
i fold for you my darling
im scarred im hurting
can u fix me before the morning?
i hope so...

i fell for you with the winter breeze
as cold as the ice on the ocean seas
a happy person i wanted to be
feeling like i wanna be six feet deep

but i dug too much for me
so here i stand
i know i made a leap
why do i feel like this when you make me so happy?

its confusing im shattering my bones
in a crowded room i feel so alone
when people talk i end up froze
my past is where i end up torn

are you really lost or scared to be alone?
coz i know how things go...
is your mind friend or foe?
battle mine as long as i hold on to you
i fold for you my darling
im scarred im hurting
can u fix me before the morning?
i hope so...

(outro/instrumental)

lost//alone

literal vampire.

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