MAJOR s/o to my buddies hero and ztope

mini i jus wanna cover as the bridge lol

lyrics

only been alive for a sec and they hate me
going demon mode swear i'm going too crazy
ion do this for a check i just wanna be wavy
still shitting on my ex like fuck you hailee
only been alive for a sec and they hate me
going demon mode swear i'm going too crazy
ion do this for a check i just wanna be wavy
still shitting on my ex like fuck you hailee

if you here to talk bout the drugs, i'm sober
sippin on some white claw, tryna fall over
it was never safe, baby don't come closer
this cyclone outside turn the house over
walk away, piece/peace of my mind in a darker place
see ripped flesh in the doorway
bloody mandibles, i feel terrible that we crossed fates
(I just wanna ball
I just wanna fuck
I just wanna sip
I just wanna cheque
I just wanna bash
I just wanna love
I just wanna smash
I just want neck
I just wanna ball
I just wanna fuck
I just wanna sip
I just wanna cheque
I just wanna bash
I just wanna love
I just wanna smash
I just want neck)

i revitalize out of my bed
don't fucking talk jus send me a text
this ended better in visions i had
i'm not that crazy 
no this isnt fair

shit only happens when u open up
that's just ur fault that ur under her thumb
"tried n u tried n u tried n u tried" 
UR A LIAR
that's a spiral that won't end well
I'm retired from this horseshit

only been alive for a sec and they hate me
going demon mode swear i'm going too crazy
ion do this for a check i just wanna be wavy
still shitting on my ex like fuck you hailee
only been alive for a sec and they hate me
going demon mode swear i'm going too crazy
ion do this for a check i just wanna be wavy
still shitting on my ex like fuck you hailee

sl2 w/ hero (ztope)

this was a cope track at my mom's a fat minute ago LMAO

imadethisin20minforeverago (prod. ???)

s/o emptychest

"escape getting shit-faced on a thursday"

prod. kuroime

worst w/ emptychest (kuroime)

this is kindaaa old, so ignore the mix LMAO but I decided I'd add some stuff and go ahead and release it <3

prod. by afterlife

distort (afterlife)

prod. https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/UGHvm
(orochi)

lyrics:

"star signs, i'll be fine, if we die here
tonight
love lost in my head I just might
call you back, at the worst time
I'm fine
(no I'm not)
(no I'm not)
(no I'm not)

[yokai dreams]
no I'm not
what you thought 

look up at the stars in the night and I see you
staring from afar and it's really quite a nice view 
what it's like to be you
I can never know 

gotta lotta missed calls on my phone
never really check it on the way home 
baby I have outgrown
all these earthly hopes
an omen has shown itself to me in a vision where we postponed
our passing moment 

go back down to earth where u feel the closest
she like tell me what's ur sign baby I'm afraid that I don't know it

[shizukesa]
star signs, i'll be fine, if we die here
tonight
love lost in my head I just might
call you back, at the worst time
I'm fine
(no I'm not)
(no I'm not)
(no I'm not)

what (idealism)

lyrics:

bring the ice
we cooking up like it was kitchen food
miserable, but i don't flex about it, i'm just missing you
now they pissed off
fell off like a wristwatch
keep promoting music but i'm scrolling like it's tiktok
wait, ole', red flags call it bullshit
bag come (,) quick stacks like a virgin
megamind how i'm blue from the vision
sever ties with the limelight, bad decision

(take off, rocket
spaceship, comets
back on, my shit
don't like it, come stop it
take off, rocket
spaceship, comets
back on, my shit
i don't do this 4 a profit)

tell me what you need before i'm gone
found peace in a leaf, with the green in my bong
ion really like to smoke when i'm alone
talk to myself when my health at a low
tell me what you need before i'm gone
found peace in a leaf, with the green in my bong
ion really like to smoke when i'm alone
talk to myself when my health at a low

take off, rocket
spaceship, comets
back on, my shit
don't like it, come stop it
take off, rocket
spaceship, comets
back on, my shit
i don't do this 4 a profit

scomet (killedmyself)

hide in the art
imma die, suicide in the car
passed out black eyes in the park
tear out my heart
rip me apart
blood stained dress, looking gorgeous
tempting death, i'll explore it

really think you should go
i got people i barely know steady hitting my phone
at least more than you ever would
releasing thoughts when i hit the woods
smoking more than i really should
honestly i don't even drink but think drinks would get me to feeling good
wait i need that, give the keys back
skrrt off in the whip until we crash
think of old scenes, till i relapse
we can't get back all the time that we had

hide in the art
imma die, suicide in the car
passed out black eyes in the park
tear out my heart
rip me apart
blood stained dress, looking gorgeous
tempting death, i'll explore it

blackeyes (white shinobi)

feel like, these days i don't get enough rest
say you hate me dear from the bottom of your chest
bet if we die here, then nobody mourn my death
cause i kill my tears with the morgan on my breath
feel like, these days i don't get enough rest
say you hate me dear from the bottom of your chest
bet if we die here, then nobody mourn my death
cause i kill my tears with the morgan on my breath

tell me i'm okay
no i'm not a ghost but any moment i could fade     
wait, she don't wanna stay 
already fucking trash but now i guess i'm just a waste
orange bottles on the shelf
i can't envision me with anybody else
tell me i need help
but ion need nobody i can do it by myself

feel like, these days i don't get enough rest
say you hate me dear from the bottom of your chest
bet if we die here, then nobody mourn my death
cause i kill my tears with the morgan on my breath
feel like, these days i don't get enough rest
say you hate me dear from the bottom of your chest
bet if we die here, then nobody mourn my death
cause i kill my tears with the morgan on my breath

empty spaces in my head
fill a cup liquor bottles on my bed
they say I should quit it i’m a mess
but I hate myself from the bottom of my chest
swear i hate going sober
ever since 13 growin colder 
memories in the past I can’t recall
but I think it’s for the best ion care at all
i just need to rest
too high where the fuck is my bed at 
can’t feel anything do you get that

feel like, these days i don't get enough rest
say you hate me dear from the bottom of your chest
bet if we die here, then nobody mourn my death
cause i kill my tears with the morgan on my breath
feel like, these days i don't get enough rest
say you hate me dear from the bottom of your chest
bet if we die here, then nobody mourn my death
cause i kill my tears with the morgan on my breath

hate me ft. clozuris (boyfifty)

tell me who i am
i don't understand 
i can hear their screams inside the walls and i cant stand it
i just wanna live, just take me away
blood inside my mouth, i'm filling mud up to my face
tell me who i am
i don't understand 
i can hear their screams inside the walls and i cant stand it
i just wanna live, just take me away
blood inside my mouth, i'm filling mud up to my face


when i'm 20 something, i'll fucking die
sitting high up above with the satellites 
wish that i wasn't a mess like every fucking night
blow my trees just to see if i'm still alive

(she keep me close just to tell me we not like that)

switched up, really switched up, guess you saw the phone
mix up, just a mix up, i feel so alone
lifeline, you are my lifeline
breathing in your soundwaves
through my phone line
let me switch my tone, i-
i fucking love you, i just met you at the wrong time
we both changed, love
but it's all fine
yeah that's alright
we both know i put my feelings into soundbytes

tell me who i am
i don't understand 
i can hear their screams inside the walls and i cant stand it
i just wanna live, just take me away
blood inside my mouth, i'm filling mud up to my face
tell me who i am
i don't understand 
i can hear their screams inside the walls and i cant stand it
i just wanna live, just take me away
blood inside my mouth, i'm filling mud up to my face

mudmudmud (nevrfall)

this time, i fall apart and they just watch me in the meantime
steady falling like the leaves
bitch i mean i'm
finding peace inside the dirt
and you know that i'm the worst
fucking put me in a hearse
  
little boy in his sad arc, but my sad shit never die
this is my time, and you batshit if you think i'm letting you ride
you know lately i'm going crazy, i think i'm losing my mind
but i feel amazing, just wake and bake and then go writing for the night
switch my flow like a lot
big bro, i won't ever flop
cause i'm making this shit for me
and i'm grateful what i got
spliff stuffed in the jansport
my hands torn from a lot
but this shit just what i'm meant for 
and i'll give it all that i got

this time, i fall apart and they just watch me in the meantime
steady falling like the leaves
bitch i mean i'm
finding peace inside the dirt
and you know that i'm the worst
fucking put me in a hearse

say that i'm a prick, already know i did you wrong
but you a pessimistic little fucking bitch, that's on my mom
and yeah i mean everything that i put about you in this song
truthfully, i'm on my knees just to see you where you belong

hearse (outthepound)

just a little kinda old filler song until I start actually dropping new stuff haha <3 maybe ep soon?

lyrics:

look at the hue of your eyes
blue with the green for the tint
lately you can't even cry
so how are you feeling like shit
why are you feeling like this
comedown, i cope with the spliff
said that you want a real life
well this is as real as it gets

and i'm bout as fake as they come
only like me when i make her- 
woahhh
she let me stay for the night
in the morning i gotta go
can't shake the feeling of something wrong 
fucked up ever since going back to mom
i might break down under pressure
if i die, don't cry, it's better

look at the hue of your eyes
blue with the green for the tint
lately you can't even cry
so how are you feeling like shit
why are you feeling like this
comedown, i cope with the spliff
said that you want a real life
well this is as real as it gets

gr33n (killedmyself)

luv yokai <3333 luv yall <3333

lyrics:
[shizu]

95, only feel alive after the fact
smoking on thrax for a better high after the crash
do the math, im not coming back when i collapse
wasting my time
im not doing fine, thought you knew that
95, only feel alive after the fact
smoking on thrax for a better high after the crash
do the math, im not coming back when i collapse
wasting my time
im not doing fine, thought you knew that

[yokai]
zooming by
yeah watch how quick i start to fly
don't feel alive
until collision is in my sight
80 on the dash i just ran another red light
hit the fuckin gas run my problems like a stop sign
maybe when i crash i can finally feel i'm alright
feelings from the past never last, i'm left behind

[shizu]
95, only feel alive after the fact
smoking on thrax for a better high after the crash
do the math, im not coming back when i collapse
wasting my time
im not doing fine, thought you knew that
95, only feel alive after the fact
smoking on thrax for a better high after the crash
do the math, im not coming back when i collapse
wasting my time
im not doing fine, thought you knew that

crash w/ yokai dreams (kuboi)

luv yall <3
prod. ztope

lyrics
-----------------
long nights on the patio
its getting cold, girl i gotta go
7/11 stop down by the road
long drive, but im walking home
long nights on the patio
its getting cold, girl i gotta go
7/11 stop down by the road
long drive, but im walking home

all already alone
so it shouldnt make any difference
but why cant u pick up the phone
n why is everyone distant
i speak and its hurt in the tone
i just wanted u to listen
this blunt really got me in thoughts
inside of my mind is a prison

long nights on the patio
its getting cold, girl i gotta go
7/11 stop down by the road
long drive, but im walking home
long nights on the patio
its getting cold, girl i gotta go
7/11 stop down by the road
long drive, but im walking home

nites

wtf (poppy ozu)

s/o epitomeoffailure and emptychest :))

lyrics
------------------------------------------------------
crack in the oak
mold in my home
lungs fading black
am i dying alone
cry in the snow, let her walk in the snow
while i hide in my coat
winter silent window

oh-oh~ 
raining, it's cold
no~
breaking my bones
midnight, in love with the moonlight
fuck a star sign, shawty looking too bright
(oh, oh
oh no, oh no)

epitome:
oh no i think that my heart stopped
when you walked through the door
making my jaw drop to the floor
and when you left that night
i could barely put a fight
with my fucking self
always going through another hell
all alone
on my own
running to a place i can barley call a home
but that’s not new
had my life in hands of someone that i thought i knew
and i had no clue
that i was being used by you
the entire time
but your plans fell through
and in the end i got what’s mine

empty: 
did you really ever get that far?
blacked out in the back of my car, and i love this shit.
i wouldn't trade it for anything,
except maybe living ;/ 
no!!</3
yeah yeah,
this gon be the last time that you ever talk to me, so
i dont have no regrets, no.
yeah yeah yeah,
i know every day counts, and thats why i count em
yeah yeah yeah,
its a pain to wait, its a day away..
and i need something else
and i need a little bit of help
and when your body gives out
don't be sad, no more..
i would never do that to you..
to you.. :(
i love him, but i love me more.
can you stay, tonight?
blame it on me if you have to, just know-
i dont mind.
flying pieces, colliding with you.

shizu:
crack in the oak
mold in my home
lungs fading black
am i dying alone
cry in the snow, let her walk in the snow
while i hide in my coat
winter silent window

snow w/ epitomeoffailure & emptychest (2001)

ly caspy <33

lyrics:

waking up the same as u left me
pillies to the brain, i got plenty
tell me run away in the bentley
take away the pain that u fed me

im in the function
n i cannot function 
lung combusting
repercussion
u on sum fuck shit
playing me, percussion
~death wish~
blood gon drip my neck like issa necklace
name on top my wrist, look like a setlist
wake up, bake the bowl, this shit not even breakfast
eating breakfast
i be on my dread shit
blood gon drip my neck like issa necklace
name on top my wrist, look like my setlist

{casperrr}
i tried to run
but i an't fast
tried to fight 
but i knew i wouldn't last
these feelings
kicked my ass
but there's no way
i am ever going back 
wake up
drag myself outta bed again
face up
tryna face my oldest fucking friend
sadness
i think this is the end
timeless
im afraid i have no time left 

putting all my songs on her playlist
goth bitch
stare me in me eyes and
she looks flawless
falling 
deep into a faucet
i ain't notice
wore my heart on my sleeve
until you came and u broke it

{shizukesa + casperrr}
waking up the same as u left me
pillies to the brain, i got plenty
tell me run away in the bentley
take away the pain that u fed me

death_wish w/ casperrr (yung rospo)

i forget the prods i'm sorry :/ but this is nonprofit and i used 2 dif prods

lyrics:

constantly calling me
honestly, i been a product of problems
arisen from prodigies
flop in my music so often i thought below all them was never an option for me
mixing the vox on a screen
i been missing you calling to me
say she falling for me
i couldn't know what that mean
shawty gon nod to the beat
she just nod to the beat-
woah, slow it down, there you go
if you spit it too fast they lash out at the flow
if you spitting facts, they wont spaz at the show
you got a bag needing cashed for the low

when i pop off
sipping top notch
hop off
this aint hopscotch
"fuck around get notched, no mc,
better stop"
nah
i got plans for yall
dancing around you, flow feast, no tabletop
snow fleece, she take it off

~~beat switch~~

been searching for a better me
n lurking on my tracks
i think they split me like anenome 
to break it down n say im better off a enemy
u better off alone than look along the road ahead of me
woah
burn scars
cigarettes
snowstorm, skin torn
tell me r u living yet
feel like a silhouette 
wit all the effort i put in it just for little checks
couldnt give a shit
imma grind until my timepiece a little drip
audemar the slits
jus a little bit
<3

nod//jus a little bit

jus a fun little track 
check out senkay! goated prod
https://soundcloud.com/senkaiedits/senkay-and-friends?si=81da853d2aaa425ea891ec88fd561a06&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

mixed by ztope 
_____________

backdrop
find me in the background on the asphalt 
why you love me honey I ain’t take the mask off
like the bar my flow go hard I never rap soft
breaking boundaries they fond of me
woah

smoking in 4d
stack it up like ricks no morty 
shawty good, got me bricked no mortar
wrists slit tho, be dead by 40
sorry not sorry
spit with no warning
i jus dip in the flow like a 4 piece (mmmmm mcdonalds mmmm)
i could son you n ur bros no maury
while stuck in the home like Cory

backdrop
find me in the background on the asphalt 
why you love me honey I ain’t take the mask off
like the bar my flow go hard I never rap soft
breaking boundaries they fond of me
backdrop
find me in the background on the asphalt 
why you love me honey I ain’t take the mask off
like the bar my flow go hard I never rap soft
breaking boundaries they fond of me
woah

~~beat switch thingy :)

sick as fuck
not the kind they call me when i turn me up
level up
multi digit Ks like we was talking Klux
sorry yuh
really don’t want nobody, u just hype me up
acting tough
spliff this loud pack need to quiet down
but not right now
this writing not enough gon have to fight it out
n fuck him up
20 bucks on me, I’ll put him in his blood
aight that’s enough
breathing down my neck
n im jus having fun
im just having fun
she the 1
crop top like lara croft
Versace fit wit tommy socks
not talking “all grown up”
if this time the best i had
then why tf im throwing up
but guess it’s function in a function without getting drunk

backdrop
find me in the background on the asphalt 
why you love me honey I ain’t take the mask off
like the bar my flow go hard I never rap soft
breaking boundaries they fond of me

twilight w/ emptychest (urban nerd)

(considered putting this on an alt at first or something bc its not supposed to be a "song" type thing, but rather a poem thing i wrote)

often walking alone causing flash backs no polaroid
and what if this apartment is a last shot
paranoia fill me and my mental 
could separate them i guess but u would still tell me to stop and drag the thoughts
honestly don’t know what i been doing here
same shit move into different year
when people in the party sneer on me like why is you in here
danny mr phantom got nothing on, understands, or even ponders that its I who gets to disappear
been going distant from the art like tele never be seen/scene
guess its choke inside the words so they don’t know what i mean
blowing smoke within this home until the moment i sleep
maybe one day youll wake up from the dream

a poem about shizu (ghowste)

i made this to stop myself from committing 2nite.

<33 luv yall w/ all my heart :) tysm for 30K on nites !!!

pass out
tommy when i roll out
ion check my phone now
only when u go out wtf
pass it up again
words i've left unsaid
think im better dead
thoughts inside my head

cold
blowing im smoking on thrax n been stuck in my home
2 days a week i been barely breathing, im sleeping in smoke
i been outside n still been stuck on the road
oh~
baby i am not making it home

(bad bitch like maleficent
im smoking this evergreen, its heavensent
im sipping on heavenly
this everclear shit no good 4 me and i'll throw it up by like 2 or 3
honestly know u dead 2 me but still fill u up like its calories)

live life in a hurry
my baby so worried
pushing in a benz, we cruisin 90 in a 30
uh, double cup i fill it up like shit was dirty
I COULDN'T THINK OF A LINE HERE LMFAOOOOO

pass out
tommy when i roll out
ion check my phone now
only when u go out wtf
pass it up again
words i've left unsaid
think im better dead
thoughts inside my head
pass out
tommy when i roll out
ion check my phone now
only when u go out wtf
pass it up again
words i've left unsaid
think im better dead
thoughts inside my head

dead (heyylotus & warheart)

i need an alt account

luv u all <3

s/o neverforever :) also s/o hero for the effect on the end RAHHHHH I LUV U

--
in my mind i think im dying
i think i kinda like it
fkn saw her saw me crying
sorry still gotta lie and
tell u that im always fine
that blow ur fucking mind
i think ur wasting time
i think im taking my

life 
bottled shots steady sippin on shooters
6 days off on mr bueller
6dogs blast thru my computer
fuck a price
jus gotta ball till it feel im cooler
mask the fact im a fucking loser

after all i jus made me lose her.

slit my wrist
what a bitch
miserable little kid
i'll jus sleep till i dip
feel like shit
write my list

in my mind i think im dying
i think i kinda like it
fkn saw her saw me crying
sorry still gotta lie and
tell u that im always fine
that blow ur fucking mind
i think ur wasting time
i think im taking my~

9tails cover <3 shoutout miles

null point (neverforever)

pretend da mix is good LMFAOOO
luv yall~

lyrics
_____
sittin humble 
boy we still in trouble
throwback, old homies told me we fit like the puzzle
and now im picking pieces up that leave me left in rubble
then to stumble back up earth again its certainly a struggle
fumble every bag i need a cart again
i grab a dab pen with wax stains on top my cardigan
now the thoughts flooding in
"you'll write a song, go hard again
to cry into the bars surely-"
HOPE I DONT LOSE MY GIRL AGAIN

^^^least that what i been thinking
when my confidence keep shrinking
just might fall into the deep end if i slip again
mental caving in
guess its fuck you win~


practically a rapper, so guess everything come after
but even if i blow up soon then do this shit really matter
its like since been switching up within the feelings, need a green screen to show the real me outside this shell of fucking actor
...no mathers
only shady looks n laughter
show like any track for the masses to get it backwards
and if all i am the artist, then i guess it make it sadder
cause shit all on my art then its jus me u coming after

dylan p2 (djbotox)

ARF ARF GRRRR RUFF WOOF (im so sorry)

don't ask 4 lyrics plsss LMAO<33

runnn ft. ri4h (chaos x goo)

(this is an older demo thingy unrelated 2 da ep btw!!! im jus bored)

but u wld think its british w/ the way we movin innit

ep soon

prod. project luna (s/o them<33 amazing prod)

i know baby and its killing me
i know maybe it was make believe
run, so cold in these maple leaves
one day, saying know you wanna leave
drive slow, baby where u taking me
die so, bleed thru me fatally
sidenote memories be haunting me
eyes closed, i cant even go to sleep

drive slow, driving for eternity 
die so, taking time to try n breathe
sidenote, no sleep n  im goin geek
eyes closed, all i see is u n me 

craving for sum remedy 
or something to help w helping me
listen to the melody im 
really about to take my leave
speaking with all the honesty 
nothing could really fw me 
more than seeing you
breaking what's left inside of this shell of me

this life it was forced upon me
just know that i didn’t ask for any of this
the candle light burns dim and slowly
now i must go
before i start to fall to pieces

i know baby and its killing me
i know maybe it was make believe
run, so cold in these maple leaves
one day, saying know you wanna leave
drive slow, baby where u taking me
die so, bleed thru me fatally
sidenote memories be haunting me
eyes closed, i cant even go to sleep

let me rot away.~

the haunting (ft. casperrr & epitomeoffailure)

静けさ

alt rap
[Ｔｉｍｅｌｅｓｓ]
             19
1-2 songs a month for now
influences: 9tails + sewerperson, atlas, kevin kazi, guardin 

luv u nick <3

shizukesa.

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