these are the songs i've been involved in that are my favorite to listen to<3

shizu self favs

major s/o the legend yokai. good buddy :)

cattleya w/ yokai dreams (idealism)

this is kindaaa old, so ignore the mix LMAO but I decided I'd add some stuff and go ahead and release it <3

prod. by afterlife

distort (afterlife)

new ep soon <3

lyrics

stay up, if i go to bed can't bake up
scared to death imma wake up
break down, i'm a fuck up
babe you look great
makeup, and she out in town
i don't go around, i'm not going out
(i don't go around, i'm not going out)
(i'm not going out)

motivated, 2am by then i'm hella faded
bitch i'm elevated, ion choose to wait
hella shoes to fill, but i got empty plates, and a couple spills, i'm not doing great
losing weight, but i'm keeping pace with the tracks i make
i hope they relate to the shit i say
know the words hit worse, when you see
the weight
feel the power struggle of my sentimental
with a better mental
my new fashion recently blackened
but newsflash i don't interact with no-
woahhhh (yuh), tell me what you need from me
i know i'm bad but i been changing like the leaves, honey
don't even need money
just wanna make my shit and smile and really be something 

𝖕𝖑𝖊𝖆𝖘𝖊 𝖉𝖔𝖓'𝖙 𝖑𝖊𝖙 𝖒𝖊 𝖇𝖊 𝖓𝖔𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌

*kill or be killed
by myself i'm the king of this hill
you want me to be dead well then great
come and get me cause i like a thrill
ain't no fixing this shit dr. phil
busy mixing my shit like for real
and i'm sicker than shit need a pill
but i'm sick of this shit, i can't feel*

what (idealism)

lyrics:

bring the ice
we cooking up like it was kitchen food
miserable, but i don't flex about it, i'm just missing you
now they pissed off
fell off like a wristwatch
keep promoting music but i'm scrolling like it's tiktok
wait, ole', red flags call it bullshit
bag come (,) quick stacks like a virgin
megamind how i'm blue from the vision
sever ties with the limelight, bad decision

(take off, rocket
spaceship, comets
back on, my shit
don't like it, come stop it
take off, rocket
spaceship, comets
back on, my shit
i don't do this 4 a profit)

tell me what you need before i'm gone
found peace in a leaf, with the green in my bong
ion really like to smoke when i'm alone
talk to myself when my health at a low
tell me what you need before i'm gone
found peace in a leaf, with the green in my bong
ion really like to smoke when i'm alone
talk to myself when my health at a low

take off, rocket
spaceship, comets
back on, my shit
don't like it, come stop it
take off, rocket
spaceship, comets
back on, my shit
i don't do this 4 a profit

scomet (killedmyself)

hide in the art
imma die, suicide in the car
passed out black eyes in the park
tear out my heart
rip me apart
blood stained dress, looking gorgeous
tempting death, i'll explore it

really think you should go
i got people i barely know steady hitting my phone
at least more than you ever would
releasing thoughts when i hit the woods
smoking more than i really should
honestly i don't even drink but think drinks would get me to feeling good
wait i need that, give the keys back
skrrt off in the whip until we crash
think of old scenes, till i relapse
we can't get back all the time that we had

hide in the art
imma die, suicide in the car
passed out black eyes in the park
tear out my heart
rip me apart
blood stained dress, looking gorgeous
tempting death, i'll explore it

blackeyes (white shinobi)

just a little kinda old filler song until I start actually dropping new stuff haha <3 maybe ep soon?

lyrics:

look at the hue of your eyes
blue with the green for the tint
lately you can't even cry
so how are you feeling like shit
why are you feeling like this
comedown, i cope with the spliff
said that you want a real life
well this is as real as it gets

and i'm bout as fake as they come
only like me when i make her- 
woahhh
she let me stay for the night
in the morning i gotta go
can't shake the feeling of something wrong 
fucked up ever since going back to mom
i might break down under pressure
if i die, don't cry, it's better

look at the hue of your eyes
blue with the green for the tint
lately you can't even cry
so how are you feeling like shit
why are you feeling like this
comedown, i cope with the spliff
said that you want a real life
well this is as real as it gets

gr33n (killedmyself)

luv yokai <3333 luv yall <3333

lyrics:
[shizu]

95, only feel alive after the fact
smoking on thrax for a better high after the crash
do the math, im not coming back when i collapse
wasting my time
im not doing fine, thought you knew that
95, only feel alive after the fact
smoking on thrax for a better high after the crash
do the math, im not coming back when i collapse
wasting my time
im not doing fine, thought you knew that

[yokai]
zooming by
yeah watch how quick i start to fly
don't feel alive
until collision is in my sight
80 on the dash i just ran another red light
hit the fuckin gas run my problems like a stop sign
maybe when i crash i can finally feel i'm alright
feelings from the past never last, i'm left behind

[shizu]
95, only feel alive after the fact
smoking on thrax for a better high after the crash
do the math, im not coming back when i collapse
wasting my time
im not doing fine, thought you knew that
95, only feel alive after the fact
smoking on thrax for a better high after the crash
do the math, im not coming back when i collapse
wasting my time
im not doing fine, thought you knew that

crash w/ yokai dreams (kuboi)

luv yall <3
prod. ztope

lyrics
-----------------
long nights on the patio
its getting cold, girl i gotta go
7/11 stop down by the road
long drive, but im walking home
long nights on the patio
its getting cold, girl i gotta go
7/11 stop down by the road
long drive, but im walking home

all already alone
so it shouldnt make any difference
but why cant u pick up the phone
n why is everyone distant
i speak and its hurt in the tone
i just wanted u to listen
this blunt really got me in thoughts
inside of my mind is a prison

long nights on the patio
its getting cold, girl i gotta go
7/11 stop down by the road
long drive, but im walking home
long nights on the patio
its getting cold, girl i gotta go
7/11 stop down by the road
long drive, but im walking home

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nites

s/o epitomeoffailure and emptychest :))

lyrics
------------------------------------------------------
crack in the oak
mold in my home
lungs fading black
am i dying alone
cry in the snow, let her walk in the snow
while i hide in my coat
winter silent window

oh-oh~ 
raining, it's cold
no~
breaking my bones
midnight, in love with the moonlight
fuck a star sign, shawty looking too bright
(oh, oh
oh no, oh no)

epitome:
oh no i think that my heart stopped
when you walked through the door
making my jaw drop to the floor
and when you left that night
i could barely put a fight
with my fucking self
always going through another hell
all alone
on my own
running to a place i can barley call a home
but that’s not new
had my life in hands of someone that i thought i knew
and i had no clue
that i was being used by you
the entire time
but your plans fell through
and in the end i got what’s mine

empty: 
did you really ever get that far?
blacked out in the back of my car, and i love this shit.
i wouldn't trade it for anything,
except maybe living ;/ 
no!!</3
yeah yeah,
this gon be the last time that you ever talk to me, so
i dont have no regrets, no.
yeah yeah yeah,
i know every day counts, and thats why i count em
yeah yeah yeah,
its a pain to wait, its a day away..
and i need something else
and i need a little bit of help
and when your body gives out
don't be sad, no more..
i would never do that to you..
to you.. :(
i love him, but i love me more.
can you stay, tonight?
blame it on me if you have to, just know-
i dont mind.
flying pieces, colliding with you.

shizu:
crack in the oak
mold in my home
lungs fading black
am i dying alone
cry in the snow, let her walk in the snow
while i hide in my coat
winter silent window

snow w/ epitomeoffailure & kill breanna (2001)

ly caspy <33

lyrics:

waking up the same as u left me
pillies to the brain, i got plenty
tell me run away in the bentley
take away the pain that u fed me

im in the function
n i cannot function 
lung combusting
repercussion
u on sum fuck shit
playing me, percussion
~death wish~
blood gon drip my neck like issa necklace
name on top my wrist, look like a setlist
wake up, bake the bowl, this shit not even breakfast
eating breakfast
i be on my dread shit
blood gon drip my neck like issa necklace
name on top my wrist, look like my setlist

{casperrr}
i tried to run
but i an't fast
tried to fight 
but i knew i wouldn't last
these feelings
kicked my ass
but there's no way
i am ever going back 
wake up
drag myself outta bed again
face up
tryna face my oldest fucking friend
sadness
i think this is the end
timeless
im afraid i have no time left 

putting all my songs on her playlist
goth bitch
stare me in me eyes and
she looks flawless
falling 
deep into a faucet
i ain't notice
wore my heart on my sleeve
until you came and u broke it

{shizukesa + casperrr}
waking up the same as u left me
pillies to the brain, i got plenty
tell me run away in the bentley
take away the pain that u fed me

death_wish w/ casperrr (yung rospo)

i forget the prods i'm sorry :/ but this is nonprofit and i used 2 dif prods

lyrics:

constantly calling me
honestly, i been a product of problems
arisen from prodigies
flop in my music so often i thought below all them was never an option for me
mixing the vox on a screen
i been missing you calling to me
say she falling for me
i couldn't know what that mean
shawty gon nod to the beat
she just nod to the beat-
woah, slow it down, there you go
if you spit it too fast they lash out at the flow
if you spitting facts, they wont spaz at the show
you got a bag needing cashed for the low

when i pop off
sipping top notch
hop off
this aint hopscotch
"fuck around get notched, no mc,
better stop"
nah
i got plans for yall
dancing around you, flow feast, no tabletop
snow fleece, she take it off

~~beat switch~~

been searching for a better me
n lurking on my tracks
i think they split me like anenome 
to break it down n say im better off a enemy
u better off alone than look along the road ahead of me
woah
burn scars
cigarettes
snowstorm, skin torn
tell me r u living yet
feel like a silhouette 
wit all the effort i put in it just for little checks
couldnt give a shit
imma grind until my timepiece a little drip
audemar the slits
jus a little bit
<3

nod//jus a little bit

jus a fun little track 
check out senkay! goated prod
https://soundcloud.com/senkaiedits/senkay-and-friends?si=81da853d2aaa425ea891ec88fd561a06&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

mixed by ztope 
_____________

backdrop
find me in the background on the asphalt 
why you love me honey I ain’t take the mask off
like the bar my flow go hard I never rap soft
breaking boundaries they fond of me
woah

smoking in 4d
stack it up like ricks no morty 
shawty good, got me bricked no mortar
wrists slit tho, be dead by 40
sorry not sorry
spit with no warning
i jus dip in the flow like a 4 piece (mmmmm mcdonalds mmmm)
i could son you n ur bros no maury
while stuck in the home like Cory

backdrop
find me in the background on the asphalt 
why you love me honey I ain’t take the mask off
like the bar my flow go hard I never rap soft
breaking boundaries they fond of me
backdrop
find me in the background on the asphalt 
why you love me honey I ain’t take the mask off
like the bar my flow go hard I never rap soft
breaking boundaries they fond of me
woah

~~beat switch thingy :)

sick as fuck
not the kind they call me when i turn me up
level up
multi digit Ks like we was talking Klux
sorry yuh
really don’t want nobody, u just hype me up
acting tough
spliff this loud pack need to quiet down
but not right now
this writing not enough gon have to fight it out
n fuck him up
20 bucks on me, I’ll put him in his blood
aight that’s enough
breathing down my neck
n im jus having fun
im just having fun
she the 1
crop top like lara croft
Versace fit wit tommy socks
not talking “all grown up”
if this time the best i had
then why tf im throwing up
but guess it’s function in a function without getting drunk

backdrop
find me in the background on the asphalt 
why you love me honey I ain’t take the mask off
like the bar my flow go hard I never rap soft
breaking boundaries they fond of me

asphalt (senkay and friends)

i made this to stop myself from committing 2nite.

<33 luv yall w/ all my heart :) tysm for 30K on nites !!!

pass out
tommy when i roll out
ion check my phone now
only when u go out wtf
pass it up again
words i've left unsaid
think im better dead
thoughts inside my head

cold
blowing im smoking on thrax n been stuck in my home
2 days a week i been barely breathing, im sleeping in smoke
i been outside n still been stuck on the road
oh~
baby i am not making it home

(bad bitch like maleficent
im smoking this evergreen, its heavensent
im sipping on heavenly
this everclear shit no good 4 me and i'll throw it up by like 2 or 3
honestly know u dead 2 me but still fill u up like its calories)

live life in a hurry
my baby so worried
pushing in a benz, we cruisin 90 in a 30
uh, double cup i fill it up like shit was dirty
I COULDN'T THINK OF A LINE HERE LMFAOOOOO

pass out
tommy when i roll out
ion check my phone now
only when u go out wtf
pass it up again
words i've left unsaid
think im better dead
thoughts inside my head
pass out
tommy when i roll out
ion check my phone now
only when u go out wtf
pass it up again
words i've left unsaid
think im better dead
thoughts inside my head

dead (heyylotus & warheart)

luv u all <3

s/o neverforever :) also s/o hero for the thingy on the end RAHHHHH I LUV U

--
in my mind i think im dying
i think i kinda like it
fkn saw her saw me crying
sorry still gotta lie and
tell u that im always fine
that blow ur fucking mind
i think ur wasting time
i think im taking my

life 
bottled shots steady sippin on shooters
6 days off on mr bueller
6dogs blast thru my computer
fuck a price
jus gotta ball till it feel im cooler
mask the fact im a fucking loser

after all i jus made me lose her.

slit my wrist
what a bitch
miserable little kid
i'll jus sleep till i dip
feel like shit
write my list

in my mind i think im dying
i think i kinda like it
fkn saw her saw me crying
sorry still gotta lie and
tell u that im always fine
that blow ur fucking mind
i think ur wasting time
i think im taking my~

9tails cover <3 shoutout miles

null point (neverforever)

𝐢𝐥𝐲 𝐛𝐫𝐲𝐬𝐨𝐧<3

𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚣𝚞𝚔𝚎𝚜𝚊.
come around
ik im a fuck up jus a let down
but we could run away my love, from this town<3
gaze inside her eyes been filled w/ hate now
need 2 stay down
really need sum backup
u know ur the only one i want luv
cant fkn take this aching make my chest numb
you the one i want luv

𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚊𝚕.
cant even snap back 2 this snapchat
got 80 ounce in this backpack
making lame shit on this old mac
while my friends out in their pontiac
how are you so contagious
holding back on my anguish
'cardi rocks when im anxious
blood n mud on these pages
she dont talk but her eyes flirt
louis v n that black skirt
pulling up in that chrysler
bloody shirt n my chest hurts

𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚣𝚞𝚔𝚎𝚜𝚊. 𝚡 𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚊𝚕.
come around
ik im a fuck up jus a let down
but we could run away my love, from this town<3
gaze inside her eyes been filled w/ hate now
need 2 stay down
really need sum backup
u know ur the only one i want luv
cant fkn take this aching make my chest numb
you the one i want luv

ep w/ bry soon also~ if you've read this far then thank you all sm for all of the support this past year, and just in general if you listen to any of my stuff. it genuinely means the whole world. ily all sm<3

let_down w/ residential. (ushanka boy)

ARF ARF GRRRR RUFF WOOF (im so sorry)

i got blackmailed into putting these lyrics on here @tactiical LMFAOOO

[shizu]

tellin me to run run run run run run
i am not the one one one one one one
using me for fun fun fun fun fun fun
she hit the phone and i don't know any better

met her under the sun
(they say) never fall in love
but all this time in silence
stuck inside, violently numbing
so still searching for something else
to tell me that you want me
memories all fade away
but without you i'm nothing
trust me

[ri4h]

i trust you but i dont want to
cuz what do i do?
when you say "i love you"
i'm scared of losing you
i know that i need you
but i
oh i need you by my side
can you hold me thru the night
i know its rough but can we try
can we try
oh no, i'm scared
i need, you here
i can't, compare
oh it's, not fair
oh can't, you stay
you're driving me insane
so don't you run away
oh, run away

[shizu]

tellin me to run run run run run run
i am not the one one one one one one
using me for fun fun fun fun fun fun
she hit the phone and i don't know any better
[x2]

runnn ft. ri4h (chaos x goo)

prod. project luna (s/o them<33 amazing prod)

i know baby and its killing me
i know maybe it was make believe
run, so cold in these maple leaves
one day, saying know you wanna leave
drive slow, baby where u taking me
die so, bleed thru me fatally
sidenote memories be haunting me
eyes closed, i cant even go to sleep

drive slow, driving for eternity 
die so, taking time to try n breathe
sidenote, no sleep n  im goin geek
eyes closed, all i see is u n me 

craving for sum remedy 
or something to help w helping me
listen to the melody im 
really about to take my leave
speaking with all the honesty 
nothing could really fw me 
more than seeing you
breaking what's left inside of this shell of me

this life it was forced upon me
just know that i didn’t ask for any of this
the candle light burns dim and slowly
now i must go
before i start to fall to pieces

i know baby and its killing me
i know maybe it was make believe
run, so cold in these maple leaves
one day, saying know you wanna leave
drive slow, baby where u taking me
die so, bleed thru me fatally
sidenote memories be haunting me
eyes closed, i cant even go to sleep

let me rot away.~

the haunting (ft. casperrr & epitomeoffailure)

yes i know that's not how u pronounce facade o-o
--
quit the talking
armory, got green on me like goblin
saw the options
on me when i walk in
doors suicide pop outside with my polish
all this gas up the mileage
i flaunt it 

spiral again
get stuck in the head
i been fucking sick of this shit
but you wouldn't know what it is
so guess my time be better off spent with a spliff
bet i'll be flooding my wrists at 2am
and tell you it is what it is
say im such a bitch of a kid
who lives in his bed 
and copy off miles n shit
fuck off of miles's dick
i just compile my thoughts into flow for the spit
and grow a lil bit
half of the time i dont feel alive, plus when i split
these days if u sway emotionally they dip
oh my god, ur facade was obvious, lil bitch
staying closeted to almost all my friends, steady distant
like half of them would ever listen

quit the talking
armory, got green on me like goblin
saw the options
on me when i walk in
doors suicide pop outside with my polish
all this gas up the mileage
i flaunt it

armory (iceboi)

old asf thing from the vault w/ @torvamia <3 

luv yall thank you so fkn much for the support lately. shit gives my life meaning

dnt wake up ft. torvamia (methboiswag)

jus scrapped this from the ep and decided to drop it now<33 it was made monthsss ago and i've been sitting on it so it's a lil outdated LMAO

also i made a shizukesa. discord: https://discord.gg/G52JnwxyAS

still on the road
in the freezing snow
baby jus take me home
oh idk if we could take it slow
i think i need 2 go
still on the road
in the freezing snow
baby jus take me home
oh idk if we could take it slow
i think i need 2 go

ice stone cold flowin no steve austin
but lost it
might get my bro a bentley what the cost is
all in
fuck around a lot and take the profit
if it's dying young then all my brodies finna flourish
baby lookin gorgeous
but i be busy building lyrics till they feel this, it been killin my endorphins
lately sippin make me forfeit
stayed in my mind, the peace n silence hard 2 find when all i try is never working
shit was never certain
certainly i'll bleed together every severed fucking puzzle piece till curtains
but it was never worth it
watch me break away the shriveled glimpse of hope i ever spoke into the earth bitch

still on the road
in the freezing snow
baby jus take me home
oh idk if we could take it slow
i think i need 2 go
still on the road
in the freezing snow
baby jus take me home
oh idk if we could take it slow
i think i need 2 go

road (sil x cxbbie)

its super shitty but i didnt care enough to spend time recording or mixing after the 1 takes so it's kinda all over the place and w/ presets LMFAO

wtf im crying cover

the logs do be mono tee hee

fashionably late
like my passion been proving
a clean slate couldnt save me at the rate we been moving
the trio me myself and i and still i aint be improving
its either patiently waiting, or basically stupid
maybe music aint got much in it 4 me 
lately living the dream
only its in dreams when im snoozing, yet still been losing sleep
yes i dont reach out now but hope they know me truthfully
crucial info never coming out me usually
really never talk much in my new stuff
to pick apart the projects watch em fall apart like "true luv" ..
hit up only homies they gon tell me "bro u too rough"
"made a new track like what you think about it
and what would you change about it"
too tuff
but spliffy got me couch locked
and i aint felt this down to earth since last time that i been grounded
took me back to school days with lunch bags,
iphone in a backpack that's hidden under notepads,
all black with the screen cracked
almost wanna go back
kid still, but i live alone
make a wish tim turner dimmsdale dimmadome
lookin ass white fit on 
and my wrists froze (this is a lie i am broke pls send me money or taco bell)
no more 9 missed calls 
and nightly terrors
terrifying 2 death
plus the heavy weighted trauma overstay in my chest
but if the EMDR dont work i might blow out my head
almost killed myself again, im trying my best
guess that's what happen when u go off the meds

monologue (engless)

track #4 in upcoming ep, "holistic" <33 ik its different, so lmk if yall like !!

bitch i'm a ☆ like the movies
try to remove me, turn into one of my groupies
u couldnt tool me
bitch i'm a ☆ like the movies
runnin up hunnids n fuck up sum paper like loose leaf
love me or lose me

i got a blunt n my 2 piece
smoking doobies like i'm scooby
fightin off demons like hyoudou but she bad as fuck like meguri
high as fuck like im soaring
hit a lick i aint sorry
ice littering when we pouring
bitter bish u been boring
literacy get to reading hits piecing up and send em back snoring 
could flick a wrist and no chiropractic but her back bent by the morning 
plus a bag spent by tomorrow
dont have time for u to borrow
and u could never do it like me
balance your acts like a tightrope
price on my feet pay yo rent
ez, made for this bish call me ken
sk slide easily onna beat 
like pay a fee you is not getting in
only here to hop onna wave/wav
bitch okay
weak flow bullshit, u talking ole
all the spit off my head
could solo niggas from off top of the stage~

bitch i'm a ☆ like the movies
try to remove me, turn into one of my groupies
u couldnt tool me
bitch i'm a ☆ like the movies
runnin up hunnids n fuck up sum paper like loose leaf
love me or lose me

(^^all of that was ironically written bc i am very much self conscious and absolutely am NOTTTT "running up hunnids" or a star :3 ts got me feeling like tecca man wtf)

middleman (killmeamnesia)

sorry it took a year for me to mix this

5 miles to town
fine if i drown
n my mind so loud
ion wanna fight now
bish pipe down
ridin 165 bish no malcolm in middle
had sum problem shit to pawn off n get solved like a riddle
before i put the glock 9 bullet right in my temple
dyin its simple, look bish im dying its simple

late last december
low life like my face from a time i remember
the head down inside moms crib, drugged up temper
wit fucked up love this shitty house never better
its how life go i guess
been sweater weather forever inside of ur chest
but this shit never hurt when u had died in ur head
lie alone in bed
eyes filled wit dread 
no cry for the meds
now im-
caught in crossfire baby tell me who i am
ion think you understand
if i hit ts then i do it all again tonight
crossfaded put a cup in each hand on ice
all nite till a.m. been feeling alright
grab onto my hand we could ride away
or u could pass me up by like rightaway
pass me a blunt need it right away
(shorty gon say she not part of me
but stay bumpin "armory"
honest to god its like)
fuck out my way
stay zooted, fucked up in my place
like you is the source of the cause of my pain
so of course that shit go thru my brain
red the hatred run, course thru my veins
let my body erupt thru the flames
never feeding myself as of late
evermore im feeling it's my fate

5 miles to town
fine if i drown
n my mind so loud
ion wanna fight now
bish pipe down
ridin 165 bish no malcolm in middle
had sum problem shit to pawn off n get solved like a riddle
before i put the glock 9 bullet right in my temple
dyin its simple, look bish im dying its simple

inter_165 (thaibeats)

prod. secre swallowtail x heyrick
feat. casperrr & shizukesa.
art. my friends cat LOL

lyrics:

(please just tell me now, that you would hear the sound, of my voice calling out, so that i can be found)

and i can feel my heart sink in the rain now
so cold thinkin that i might breakdown
feelin lost, feelin lonley, and nobody’s around
and in this storm the waters rising and i think i might drown
please just tell me now, that you would hear the sound
of my voice calling out, so that i can be found

please just tell me now, that you would hear the sound
of my voice calling out, so that i can be found
but no matter how many times i might scream
it doesn’t mean ur any closer to finding me
so now ur looking for a ghost
just give up you’ll never be close

(please just tell me now, u r looking for a ghost)

(caspy)

nana~
can you help me now
pick me up from the ground
i hate loving in doubt
cuz that's when shit goes south

used to look for some1 like u
now i don't have a clue 
of what the fuck i should
to try and forget u

(shizu)

thoughts fadin like the blood on my palm
she saying shit the same well bitch im already gone
guess all the friends change
cuz they dk what im on
suicidal lil prick im jus a dick of a cunt
just a pussy n**** i quit talkin
steady smoking until hittin coughin
ion need help 2 know im the problem
bullet to the dome woulda solved em
only fuck around inside of FL but by next album im offing me
and honestly, been so sick of the calling me
like fuck out of my head

my heart sinks in the rain w/ casperrr & shizukesa. (secre swallowtail x hey rick)

prod. @love_matt <33

pillies fuck me up, its a setback
like 1 day imma put the drip where my slits at
one way goin 90 in a maybach
fly by freeway in all grey ik they hate that

nun to say
obv its better i go ghost 
danny phantom
mental ransom stuck in my home
got a bad one, fell in love n met from up above
u aint lil wayne, bitch stop tryna tell me how 2 love
come out gq and came up
its heat like 2g in tha blunt
its green like super saiyan legendary broly in tha cut
when me n brodies pullin up
on my bro you want no smoke
bullet blow inside a dome
like on god you do enuff
(pillies fuck me up, its a setback
but where the fuck is my ket at
1 thing you could never say is i switched up
but you a fake, gotta dead that)

pillies fuck me up, its a setback
like 1 day imma put the drip where my slits at
one way goin 90 in a maybach
fly by freeway in all grey ik they hate that
pillies fuck me up, its a setback
like 1 day imma put the drip where my slits at
one way goin 90 in a maybach
fly by freeway in all grey ik they hate that

maybach (love, matt)

~cockiness//love: both can be seen as forms of hubris—love by its tendency to blind us to the faults of.. well, us, and cockiness by its tendency to lead us to believe that we are invincible or infallible. <3

phone dnd leave me lone bitch
fw my team, gunnin domes quick
but we gon hit w/ that full clip
if u want beef we got smoke nigga

flow fly no fly, so smooth like butter
nigga better pipe down, on ur mario brother type shit right now
bitch find out
locked in been talkin my shit
u lookin confidentless (ik this isn't a word LMFAOOO)
how a nigga talk down to me
im confident u aint even top of the list 
let alone top of no bitch

i... ✨🖤

i can feel the passion when u look into my eyes
feel it passing every time you say goodbye.
acid drippin down the skin, fuck a cry
why this shit gon happen when i feel alive ?? :/
shit aint even pposed to be a fucking luv song
but i aint felt the bliss i did w/ u in so long
 ̶l̶i̶g̶h̶t̶s̶ out, only passing by in snowfall
peace now, but i feel my blood in slow coughs
(put my coffin by the forest with a folk song
promise one day you'll wake up in my bedside
and slow dance by the porch under moonlight)

phone dnd leave me lone bitch
fw my team, gunnin domes quick
but we gon hit w/ that full clip
if u want beef we got smoke nigga

"𝓼𝓱𝓲𝔃𝓾𝓴𝓮𝓼𝓪 𝓱𝓪𝓼 𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓱𝓮𝓮𝓵 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓱𝓾𝓫𝓻𝓲𝓼 𝓽𝓸 𝓰𝓸 𝓪𝓵𝓸𝓷𝓰 𝔀𝓲𝓽𝓱 𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓰𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓽 𝓼𝓽𝓻𝓮𝓷𝓰𝓽𝓱"

hubris (rosebone x nate morgan x katlightning)

next track delayed while i get my mental health in check :/

𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚣𝚞𝚔𝚎𝚜𝚊.
told her let go, jus a fuck up from the get go
simply fkn with my mental
setbacks roll me, no cigarillo 
steady on my dick but ur chick still hit the set tho 
tryna kick it, nigga think he liu kang
bad lil bish offa addy and a mood swing
kush smell like cat piss, been smokin on magic
got blood on my jeans w/ blunt ash on this mattress-
oh my god~ 
smoke in bed until this shi happen again
and fall apart in my car, you break my heart like i was dead
so MIA, dissipate with every thought inside my head
wish i was better, said the letter that i bet u never read

𝚜𝚎𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗
i could fuck off if that’s what u want
its been a Long night lit I could see the sun
baby here’s a tip 
dont be scared of fun
i could show u how to get ur body numb
we pop outside then its back to the night
id rather that u cry than prepared for a fight
baby how u feel 
she said alright then alright
i would kiss it better but im scared that u bite
wonder if these bullets could be stopped by his tai chi..

𝚜𝚎𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗 + 𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚣𝚞𝚔𝚎𝚜𝚊.
in this bitch silent
im not too inviting
baby if u pull it 
shits about to get violent
she might be my baby
but she turn a tyrant
gotta let go
i remain a fuck up right from the get go
you a slimey little bitch u a gecko!
all my dogs inside the crib like a petco
its the bro code
u aint special🖕🏼

out_of_ord3r w/ sewerperson (necu)

prod. clear purple x maybe
@clearpurple

fuck on my lip wit a blunt
and baby u roll when i cut 
like why do you think im luv
shit is rough
muddy cup fillin sludge
fuckers call me they brother
barely know you that much

know i come off codependent 
i just want love and let in
break this soul i’d let you dead it
said home is where ur headed
i feel like i’ve never met it
still slitting paths of velvet
picture frame with shattered lessons
got me second guessing everybody, patterns second
after life come death, well i dont think that i accept it
just a coward little bastard, fearing countless changes 
with how im climbing them you’d think my mind is fucking everest
and even if i kill myself im sorry honest
shizu never wanted problems, but my songs adore it
so this leaking heart can bleed throughout the art its forming
take a breath, to telling everyone ur living for it
have mercy on me

fuck on my lip wit a blunt
and baby u roll when i cut 
like why do you think im luv
shit is rough
muddy cup fillin sludge
fuckers call me they brother
barely know you that much

sludge (clear purple)

raw w/ autotune .

nowadays this shit so real
i dont even have no bros still
bitch switched up, how the cold feel? 
said i switched too, fuck it so what 
none my old music holding up
dont know how to write when u dont feel

baby how are you getting home
i cant save you still im right here
brittle home but my skin and bones 

never picking up when im on the phone
maybe that’s why i’m dying here
maybe that’s why I’m all alone

still afraid of 3 years ago
picture frame of abandonment
mixed with drug problems and her broken soul

god i blame myself how you died alone

and i hate myself for the lost/last time

used to take myself to our lakeside

now its just myself in the late lights

shame (b.wub)

fuck the pronto
love and go, girl i gotta hold on
used to know whenever u wont call
only fold 
like its in my protocol 
call it home
guess i'll never move on

tired
from the plight
flooded eyes you would die here
spent a nightmare, crucified with wires
grip my side dripping blood on attire
sip it up, shi i luv a vampire
several skies dimming out past our lightyear
but girl im right here still for ur devour
used to hit the tone to bid me with its alright
jus a motherfucking goddamn liar
nigga think shit sweet no swisher
fuck ur minute maid lemonade pitchers
oughta pop out n show u my picture
wrist hurt type high, sadder than a bitch
dark eye rings, saturn shi
heavy emptiness impacted my ribs
still been nb but im practically him
they chasing when i actually dip

fuck the pronto
love and go, girl i gotta hold on
used to know whenever u wont call
only fold 
like its in my protocol 
call it home
guess i'll never move on

protocol (rosebone)

静けさ - shizukesa

alt rap
[Ｔｉｍｅｌｅｓｓ]
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influences: aries, 9tails + sewerperson, shinigami, kevin kazi, 49bags, guardin, atlas, noname

shizukesa.

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