A little different-ish?

Lyrics

Every Day
Wasting away
Nothing to do but decay
I swear I’m okay
I’ll lie til I break
Call it all fuel to the flames
Even in dying
You know I’ll be calling your name

Know I’ll be calling
Darling, falling faster
I’ll meet you in 
Ever after

(I’m)
Getting my footing a little bit
(still)
Biting my nails til I get the chip
(stuck In hell)
Anxious as fuck while I’m testing my luck
Cause I’m mixing my potions like alchemist
Tell me what should I get out of this?
Tell me how should I get out of this?
End of the day, It’s all ending the same 
You know I’ll be calling your name

Know I’ll be calling
Darling, falling faster
I’ll meet you in 
Ever after



fuel (prod.wraithontheporch)

lyrics 


carry the weight on my shoulders
im crumbling quick
for something like this im unequipped
look in the fog and i see his face
i see his face
but he wont make it out alive 

see this form change right in front of my eyes
see my blood stain in the snow in the night
what a pretty day to go out and die
but he wont make it out alive
feel a parasite take over my brain
left to rot in this cabin in pain
thunderstorms bb can u hear the rain
but he wont make it out alive

i just wanna rip him apart
i wont let him steal ur heart 
i might do something ill regret
i dont regret it
find a clue
oh my god u dont get it

how many times have i fought and i failed
its a waste of time if im wishing u well
id rather see his flesh burning in hell
letting decay lift from both of our cells

he wont

Lyrics ⬇️
I cant cry outloud
yea and i dont wanna talk abt it if you gonna feel bad
check the lost and found 
and youll be right back
in my arms where you needa be; full contact
theres no price tag for the memories that i am attached to
i still remember all those things when i go past you
and i still hold onto that list but now its past due
cuz im a bad dude
you think im a bad dude

let me play it cool
no strings attached
See the weather moving quickly
Check the forcast
got a puppet brain from taking so much vivance
got a stomach ache cuz i aint stickin to the plan
make earth mother shake every time i try to stand
theres a sequence to everything thats in my hands
you cant see this you’re too busy scrollin on the gram
whats the meanin? Oh i think im ready to scram

i dont need that i just want the feelin of home
gimme that back cuz i know im not better alone
i feel like startrek space invaders up in my dome
i cant restart it cuz you were all that i really know
i been cold as hail face down in the snow
you dont hit me back think that i might implode
i think i gotta go i think i shoula known you were never what i needed you just shot me below

thoughts exceeded i choke
but im still numb in my throat 
and i been paranoid cuz my anxiety only grows
flooded runny nose
its not funny bro
i spilled the drank on my clothes rip v lone

hit the doctor up (hey doc) -said that i got pneumonia 
i want a life of love, i guess its nice that i know ya
ima fix it up by throwin up
anything i have in my system will start coming out
and i dont even love anymore i feel like im in a drought
i still feel your touch cuz i know that feeling in and out
think ive had enough cant do nothin just to make you proud
lesson will be done at the end when i can fully shout

pneumonia (yunnygoldz)

lyrics

sifting thru the dark
in the midst of a storm
i had seen the marks
bb i dont wanna die alone
i had seen a spark
followed by a fire
i got two weeks
till i disappear forever

i sat thru months of bad weather
i had lived thru u
its better now
i collapse
in front of u 
but ur used to it
im too useless

i see you in my doorframe
at night when i cant move
i take your words as truth but
you never tell the truth

i think it’s better if i
jus listen to you
i split my head to get you
out of my thoughts for good

sifting thru the dark
in the midst of a storm
i had seen the marks
bb i dont wanna die alone
i had seen a spark
followed by a fire
i got two weeks
till i disappear forever

sat thru months of bad weather
i had lived thru u
its better now
i collapse
in front of u 
but ur used to it
im too useless

trial by_fire (p. sorrowbringer)

lyrics 

if u take my hand
i will guide u back
and if i took that chance
u would break my back
on the ground we stand
over buried bones
i find it hard to scream with a broken throat
i got blood pouring out
of my fractured nose
im freezing to death
in this forest cold
theres bugs climbing out
of his porous skull
and his life went to waste
what a poor soul

and i hear you when you scream out for help
cuz i been there
and nothing was brought to my aid
but i wouldn’t accept any help
so i brought it upon myself 
what a shame

and if i disappeared 
would a thing change
im brought to tears
but i push thru the pain
and my face turns to ashes at night when i rest
and my eyes burn hard at the sight of your face

if u take my hand
i will guide u back
and if i took that chance
u would break my back
on the ground we stand
over buried bones
i find it hard to scream with a broken throat
i got blood pouring out
of my fractured nose
im freezing to death
in this forest cold
theres bugs climbing out
of his porous skull
and his life went to waste
what a poor soul

follow my lead cuz i think i know where im going (prodsecre)

uh hello again

Lyrics

We should talk when it’s over
I just can’t in this headspace
I cover up mistakes
To keep out of harm's way
I can’t with the judgement
Is there ever a good day?

How is everything okay?
Cause I’m fucking broken
My anxiety’s got me
It’s hands on my neck
It’s forcing words that I’m choking
But I guess I should say it
And I guess you should know it
Oh well
What's it like dragging me to hell?
I hope someday I’ll break my spell

Nothing hurts me anymore
I barely recognize me
The eyes that reflect
I don’t ever feel remind me of me

Hope my soul is with the trees
And has finally found peace
Pack a bowl full of leaves
Just to rip it til I green

Fuck the party, make a scene
Never sober, never clean
Honestly don’t even care
To get on track cause nothing seems

Any more than make believe
Anymore than just a dream
Soon I’ll wake up
And I’ll take up
My own burden in my wings

uncanny valley (prod. wraithontheporch)

lyrics

i’m moving on 
special louis, special prada got me gone 

she loves me not, she loves 
i’m pretty fucked

no bad energy inside this song
i hope you hear this and you live a life that’s long

lift me up it’s getting late now and it’s cold 
you got to watch how it pans out in the fall
just let me love you baby i can take the fall
i got your name wrapped around my tongue just like you’re in my arms 

it’s calm being right beside me
but don’t throw away my values girl i’m not taking it likely
do you think this a game?
playing games
cut you up like tron
if it pans out that way for now i’m geeked

i told you this but we’re all in the abyss 
you keep your sixth girl you’re just taking the piss
i got a list now, you wanna become a wish?
i’m on a rocket ship right now we’re going every world

everywhere coming in hot
moving out quick like i ain’t got a spot
gas relies on loving girl can you provide or what
guess i’ll make a toast for the people that love me and helped me get this far

hey i’m lifting up the states
like who the fuck is you when talking ‘bout mistakes
yeah i made a few
but i couldn’t break

you live you learn you lose
now i’m here to make after everything i’d take

lose, lose
you can’t help it 
ohhh, we move
ohhh, you keep can’t help it 
i can’t hold it
you keep catching, falling out and i’ma melt it

tron

produced by @prod-dash 🖤
mv: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EEgzoEH60Cg

harmonies construct of her in vain,
when i had felt the same, i wonder what you let slip loose
idolized in holistic refrain from scaring you away,
but it was you who had left so soon
redundancy falls on the floors of insult,
diffusion of awe is now subtle appall
when the fracturing stops, he returns to his lot
and continues to watch the forgotten responses

how long has it really been?
on everything i could've been your confidence;
wounded deep, but regardless you were gorgeous
external forces couldn't conquer this fortress,
girl i was all in,
now i'm more of like a martian,
a foreign entity ignored and made of sport in pure extortion
the score depends on those who force it,
but on my life i'll never pry into this systematic fortune

easy aches at your name
november stays, but it's may

he's licking tears and steeling bones
from baring sights of burning homes
and of the counterparts still present, most have nearly decomposed
the oxygen persists, but the fluids marching in
wreak havoc on the aspens, now his blood is wearing thin
the centuries forgot receive his aching and distraught,
converting portions of distortion into frequencies bewrought
the ice goes in by division of his temperance
sickly to this weather, but she ain't even my medicine

it's two-forty-two as the film rolls into view
i beg your pardon, i'm enshrouded by the memories construed
just anyone won't do,
the comfort causes calluses he's unable to move
they stare at him in twos

the burial becomes attraction, and of the visitors, it's nothing but distraction
come one and all, before root is sawed, the chainsaw, it stops,
he of wooden rot, with that pandora's box, reverse the plot
the acid sat within his stomach summits to his top
begone of influence it's over 'fore it had begun
i'll never feel that same alikeness, they just read me wrong,
just to do me wrong

bare trees conceive cold leaves,
you showed me what we couldn't be
washing over me, frostridden stings
that sole breeze had spoke "don't leave"

easy aches at your name
november stays, but it's may

the paneling glows a familiar sequence,
but it's passage won't open to those who would seek it
through timing and tamper he had managed to enter
unaware of it's contents, he treads a bit deeper
in awe of the contrast from seeker to aether
he's welcomed to stay, but he's covered in shivers
for those it abducts are reduced down to neither
so backwards he goes, where his soul doesn't meet her's

come the night i'm allotted what's divine
i got bugs up in my head,
they always scratching, leaving bites
ain't no energy to waste on those unkind
only time you talkin shit is when you're doing it online

november (dash)

i’ve been feeling different lately
tryna make sense of the mind that hates me
i follow the orders i’m creating
can’t ruin the flow or my body starts breaking

in the night it’ll catch me up and swallow me away
and i can't fight it off so i let it consume me easily
i wake up and cannot breathe
i’m shaking like i might freeze
there’s no control anxiety
it’s the one controlling me

i tried everything i learned and nothing seems to give me peace
it’s so cruel to happen when there’s no one there to help me
wish that i could live my life without this dumb anxiety
but it’s found me now, it’s what i know only

it’s a nightmare
this phobia is eating me alive
and i can’t fight it
don’t call me just emotional since i did not decide this
and don’t remind me
the trigger’s hiding
i know it’s my head
so don’t keep talking whilst i'm dying

i tried everything i learned and nothing seems to give me peace
it’s so cruel to happen when there’s no one there to help me
wish that i could live my life without this dumb anxiety
but it’s found me now, it’s what i know only

phobia [hollowprpl]

you dont know … (@juvycatcher)

Plug out of town  (movii)

/pronounced avoid/

i will see it thru


4EVER // deadwood

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follow my lead cuz i think i know where im going (prodsecre)

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