prod. flesh

SUMMER2k24SINGLEZZZZZ

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w/ @fleshgolem

first single off of the ep, 
happy bday fleshy

lyrics

[mæsk]
im worn, im worn
been wearing and my skin is all torn
but i feel alive, when in eye of a storm
i tip my hat off to those that can move on

she said lets go
well ur just going home
ima be drifting slow

she paddles out to sea to see i see her halo
i cant allow it, need to escape 
ill fuck u up, 
please just go back to where u came

depression i just battle it
im sinking on this battle ship 
steer till i cant battle shit
this is my own settlement
until im old, thats if im old

im holding on to rafts with no sign of a life boat
i know on this 1 i wont have time to grow

she sent a signal to me that i wasn’t alone
now urs to take 
all my flesh, yeah my skin and my bone

im outta time in this world im outta time 
and its just me by myself on this grind
and its time to let the pen down
write my final words coz im just out of time

[flesh]
so why is there still time to waste?
i'm still disoriented from the time the tidal wave came thru
cause i've been washed up, cleansed all the way thru
and i'll be damned if i'll be drowning cause of you
it's a process, that's what i tell myself 
inside my head its saw traps, i run with reason 
but i always tend to talk back, it's changing seasons
nearly autumn guess i'll fall apart in my room

i said let's go but i'm just going home
i wish that you'd come too, lay my fantasies out on the table
high seas, pulling me away
i went too far the tide is tryna steal my shame
i try to battle it, i swim but i'm just paddling
there's water in my lungs and i don't think i can handle it
i'll tip my boat, that i'll do
before i ever admit defeat to what i knew
before the life before me ever became true

signal w/ flesh golem (flesh x sunshowers)

On My Mind

Silent Boy - On My Mind(Slowed + Reverb)

about last nite...

lyrics

wait for me 
when th darkness comes
my heart still beats 
so u havent yet won

bae im looking out 
do u not hear me when i call
r things really that different 
i havent changed, not since last fall 

lock me in a cage, throw th key
sure you’d like that
coz every time i bring it up u all ways talk back
to me
baby 
this dont hav to be th last time 
can we take it back to last night
they dont fucking know about the words we’ve shared
so baby why the fuck u looking over there

uuuuhhhh fade in to the night
take another third at least ill tell u that i tried
but then the worst thing comes to mind
i knew that this would happen but i still let it fucking slide

no way its th worst thing that could do
no way, i held my peace and im not coming back to u
i gave it time so dont think id forget u 
i live my life like a ghost so should be thankful
that i got a use

last nite (flesh)

is there anyone home?

lyrics

[mæsk]

i cant listen to to u speak, gone and not coming back
she’s the one that fucked me up 
now she wanna blame her past now
feeling sloshed baby so u wanna talk now
i just needa stop 4 ur pushing me around

i should not
but now she in my arms
the face that look like heaven but behind 
its a ahhhhh
she calls my name like a saint
she fucked me up
but when in arms we can run it back

im running back on my own, dirt shoes
but she right on my neck to pay her dues
she said “i just hate it, i dont wanna make it if im not with you”
know ur on ur own on this one
but i can make it fun
my angel speaks, i wont listen
i think the horns have won

[flesh]
you can say you're sorry all you want know you dont mean it
you just wanted someone you could fuck and share your weed with
never really gave a shit about how i was feeling
im a hollow body to you none of it had meaning

hollow bodies w/ flesh golem (flesh x nihil空)

theres a lot, come take a seat

lyrics

spreading untrue words like a disease
baby can’t u see, or u still living in a dream
please dont blame urself now
that’s on me
that’s on me
that’s on me

this is us now 
u can stay or leave
j know they tryna mess up all we’ve come to be
they don even know how far we’ve come in reach
but i cant tell u, i did my part to save us, u gotta think for urself

its not ur fault 
the worst comes when th fakes invloved
all they do is take 
and i cant take it anymore

this right here is a way to escape 
so jus take my hand, b4 the wall starts to cave x2

prepare to jus move on
its alrite, im ok
maybe im too fucked rn 
to say everythings great

all night, offerings
triplin uh, and they forcin th sip
they wanna write my name on every cup
better urself or wanna have fun
who r u? i ask myself 
when depleting health
but then take my cup 
and then finish it up
ill try livin life

coz ion giv a fuck
like com take a seat
think too much 
so i barely sleep
ion talk a lot 
but i say too much when im feeling fucked
this what true friends would be tellin me

u right now needa look in th mirror 
this cant be th result of a destined disapearer

its not ur fault 
the worst comes when th fakes invloved
all they do is take 
and i cant take it anymore

this right here is a way to escape 
so jus take my hand, b4 the wall starts to cave

destined disappearer (flesh)

prod tiedforsilver x flesh


tear my flesh apart and leave me rotting in the basement
stomp my fucking skull into the dark grey pavement
i am just a hollow shell a body not to lay with
i just wanna feel the love instead of always fakin

fake shit
i dont wanna take it no more
im vacant 
watch my vessel sink in the floor
self hatreds 
the only thing i feel any more
ill take it
just so you dont walk out the doooor

dont walk out
goin too fast cant stop now
put my heart on lockdown

dont walk out
goin too fast cant stop now
put my heart on lockdown
we gon make it out now

we we we we we gon fuckin make it out
we we we we we gon fuckin make it out
we we we we we gon fuckin make it out
we we we we we gon fuckin make it out

i said we could fucking make it out
grabbed me by the face & kissed me
then we started making out
i was listening to dgd & it was raining out
voices in my head been asking what are you complaining bout

i said what are u complainin bout
baby we could make it outta here without a hint of doubt
i think im infected and theyl never find an antidote
everything is golden in my eyes i think ur freakin out

and its really over nothing
ur overreacting
that was what youd tell me when id get in a rut

ill always let you have me
any day you ask me
even if ur nothing but a snake in the mud

we'll make it out of here, i promise

cover by @savehurtsouls

lyrics 

i am cooked
i cant look at all
off the books
dying in a bathroom stall
i am shook
the world just feels so small
i need to get booked 
before u kill me off
i cant comprehend what ur talking bout
every time i see u u try drag me down
this house is not a home guess i know now
im inside the chalet with the blinds down

holding on to life while i run out
ur getting too loud , need to tone it down
licking at my wounds as they bleed out
i aint feel this way since ur in town
time out
time out
holding onto hope aint helping me out
time out
time out
i jus hope ur happy when u find out

hate the thought of leaving u alone
i pick meat off human femur bones
i saw travellers succumb to cold
and self sabatoge on the winding road

who saves u
when hell freezes over
im made to
make sure i see over my post
i thank u with torso asunder
i hate to
imagine ill forget this toast

i am cooked
i cant look at all
off the books
dying in a bathroom stall
i am shook
the world just feels so small
i need to get booked 
before u kill me off
i cant comprehend what ur talking bout
every time i see u u try drag me down
this house is not a home guess i know now
im inside the chalet with the blinds down

Chalet

lyrics 


i give u the world n u spit in my face
pour up this drink n im hating the taste
im out my head im out my brain
feeling like garbage i think it was laced
look at my stats n i think that i made it
all of my body i swear that i hate it
hand on my waist
hand of my face
all that i prepped
has all gone to waste
bb jus gimme the time of day
im too busy i need u to stay
i carry on me a big ol blade
im not a barber but im handing out fades
in the future we will both be erased
u will forget me when im in the grave
im in my bag, what else can i say
sorry my bad
im waking up late

i do not care
im shackled in chains
floorboards wear
under the weight
concrete walls
metal plates 
silent hall
in the basement

 i grabbed my heart out the clutches of the dead
u will think u live in hell when u wake up again
i feel pounding
i feel nails in my head
i wake up the fire that was sealed in my death
god save me
im too deep
sinking quicksand
and its up to my knees
god save me
im too deep
i cant see
under all these leaves

i give u the world n u spit in my face
pour up this drink n im hating the taste
im out my head im out my brain
feeling like garbage i think it was laced
look at my stats n i think that i made it
all of my body i swear that i hate it
hand on my waist
hand of my face
all that i prepped
has all gone to waste
bb jus gimme the time of day
im too busy i need u to stay
i carry on me a big ol blade
im not a barber but im handing out fades
in the future we will both be erased
u will forget me when im in the grave
im in my bag, what else can i say
sorry my bad
im waking up late

average friday for sm1 like me

lyrics


i cant talk rn
ion feel right
i might take another 7 
make me feel right
what am i spose to feel
if we all die
rusting from my base
incant say that i wont die yung
u jus need to know that im with u but
i cant promise i will be here forever 
i need a bullet thru my skull
god my head hurts 
i already tried once
i can only get worse

im so tired 
how u think it feels
when ur skin is on fire
i cant lie
i been dying slower since i tried to unwind
i say im fine
but im praying i can find a rope tonight 
i stay alive
against what i was hoping i jus wanna sleep tight

i jus need to fond another way
im sorry
tell me what to do
idk if u still want me
ill go on a walk
no wallet
no car keys
i aint coming back
im sick of the scarring

all i do is fail u
i wish i was better
but my wishes go unanswered 
i cant see the otherside from this side of the camper
the only thing i see is the inevitable damage


i cant talk rn
ion feel right
i might take another 7 
make me feel right
what am i spose to feel
if we all die
rusting from my base
incant say that i wont die yung
u jus need to know that im with u but
i cant promise i will be here forever 
i need a bullet thru my skull
god my head hurts 
i already tried once
i can only get worse

anothr n anothr so on + so forth

learning how to lose ft p!nkcasperr

the grotto ft goneafteraugust

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Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: xipz x gusuck
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
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LYRICS:

[intro]
i fell for you
i fell so hard

i hope you know love
its all for you, its all for you

[chorus]
trippin off the shrooms 
baby im just in my room
lookin at the views 
wishin i was next to you <3

tell me bout your day
tell me all that youve been through
let me know if you ate
you know we could get some food

i love you with my whole heart
you stole it from my chest huh
you can have it till the end, love
want you till death, love

[verse]
my scars are like yours
baby, thats why youre worth fighting for
ever since i met you
ive wanted to live more

i know we're both imperfect 
girl your flaws are perfect
look me in the eyes 
n ill tell you why youre worth it

think you know me more than anybody else
tell you all my secrets, know youll keep em well
think theres nobody else for me, i can tell
theres no other bitch i want to share my wealth

[chorus]
trippin off the shrooms 
baby im just in my room
lookin at the views 
wishin i was next to you <3

tell me bout your day
tell me all that youve been through
let me know if you ate
you know we could get some food

i love you with my whole heart
you stole it from my chest huh
you can have it till the end, love
want you till death, love

[outro]
till death, love
till death, love

wishin i was next to u

[sendflowrs]
and as the cold came, it didn’t feel right
on my deathbed i pray for your warm soft kiss
these angels they lay next to me and calm it 
i don’t think i really loved you baby if i’m honest 

and in my resting place, keep the seal tight
cus i would raise all the dead for you if you wanted
i would purge these dark woods with a bow and harness 
just cut out my heart whenever u want it 

[nevermadeithome]

You’re not where i need you
When i sleep at night
My lungs are so hard to breathe through 
My throats so tight 
You’re pretty like the pleiades
I mesmerised just by your eyes
I can’t seem to look at you 
Your hue and glow just seem so bright

Sleeping at night in your gown wear 
Swim the sea
Kill the king just to be there 
Bring your coat because its cold where  we‘re leaving 
Hold my hand baby this is the deep end


[sendflowrs]
on my grave 
in native tongue under my name 
is a phrase that says
“the one i love will always get away”
guess it never changes
no matter how much i sit and pray
for a better day
i’ll always be the one that rots away 
call me anyway
call me when you’re home or MIA
call me when you’re sad
when you’re feelin down or feel ok
call me everyday
call me fuckin now before i tear my face 
maybe you would love me more if i would finally get in shape 

[blaidd]
Stack my chips up high like I'm all in
Fall in love with your face in the morning
All this hate in the way had me bawling
But now I got you 
Your love was the only thing to prove
This world is nothing without you 
Now i find myself with nothing left to do 
But I came back from a business trip 
I Wanna go home cause I miss my *beep*
If I stay longer I just might flip
I wanna go home to the softest lips

starlight (feat. nevermadeithome + blaidd) (prod. flesh + jolst)

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//ごめんなさい//

@wakeuphammy
@notmorgn

lacuna

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nevermind (feat. hammy)(prod. by notmorgn)

@sewerperson
chorus:
don't hold your blade to my neck 
hold me hostage instead 
I can't render the pain 
I think my life is a stain 
put the gun to my head 
leave me to die in my bed 
must be something I said 
why are u stuck in my head 

hook:
violence and crime im pretty sure I wanna die tonight 
privacy I try to give but I'm the one that's suffering 
I swear I've had enough of it


sewerperson:

alright
alright
alright ya
baby im faded where are u at i couldnt find ya
blood in my eyes when i cry 
i stepped out my window just to fly i couldnt believe my eyes
i wake up inside a sweat just right before i die
i could deal with phases but it happens every night
im so sick and tired of yelling i dont wanna fight
ill take my chances with these omens  just to make it right

chorus / hook repeat

suffering

suffering w/ sewerperson (prod. athan.kaz)

/pronounced avoid/

i will see it thru


4EVER // deadwood

avxidmgmt@gmail.com

anothr n anothr so on + so forth

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